future phobia

perhaps its time i should start making decisions

ytd bbq was dam high man...thnx to jeolyn...she really put in alot effort even though she was sick...and also all who showed up

i cant speak i cant hear...watever...

RIP MJ

rest in peace MJ...we have lost another great entertainer and composer...your legacy will be with us forever...

stupid week in office...do nothing!!!! !@#$#$#!...previous week say want assign me to pasir laba camp...till now still got no info yet..wat they doing la!...and the breifing of the project is like so cim..i dun think they really need us lo....they just want us to fulfil the IAP...hai...so sadded when im actually wasting my time for the whole week...

ytd after work buffet at sakura...then went to amk hub watch transformer 2....dam nice la...alot new stuff....optimus kena gb..then die...but then in the end revive again la....megatron revive in starting part le...and ending part he never die...last part very geng lo...optimus become freedom gundam..can fly de..lol...those who want watch...i say go for it...quite worth it...

today sat...nothing on for whole day..i want to spend my sat with myself alone..

sorry all

sorry didnt update for so many days...and also my useless posst....been upset with myself lately...hope i will get over it in this week...i realise im a bastard after all this...anyway....now is week 4 le...and if i not wrong...2moro i will be posted to pasar laba camp...at nee soon there...for 2 weeks if im not wrong...do watarmy stuff again de...also good la..dunn need stone in office...at least go out breathe fresh air...

ok...coming friday got class gathering at sakura yck...sunday bbq session...4june attend wedding...etc etc....so busy till sometimes in office sleep then pan gong le....very energtic...lol..not good for health la....

i want learn to drive!!!
i want LV new wallet!!!
i want ipod touch!!!
i want to "tie my teeth"!!!
i want to pass napfa!!!
i want to be rich!!!


lol...so greedy la me...maybe i will achieve one of this in the coming holiday...probably...

i have lost the meaning to live...burn my existence away pls

OUTTA OF HERE !!

long week in office playing with some aircraft models...haha..i volunteer to do some html codings when i only know abit of it...dunno how it will go...heard i will be placed at paya laba airbase for 2 weeks...wah seh...throw me there 2 weeks do html...hope there easy ba...at least can go other place see see..lol..better in office....later go there dun tell me no msn facebook all these...i will pui on the spot de..lol

2moro going to town for dinner with suzhou clique..sure until late late de...as its friday and everyone weekend mood...hmm.....JUST DO IT LA!!!

today outing at sentosa with bliss clique...at first starting very boring..no games to play..but after that get high awhile only..after playing sa fan sa...who lose throw in water...then the fun comes in...tnx alll who made those fun just now.....sea water...dam dirty...had dinner at long john...saw mr ben at iscream...lol...still the same old ben....no things i want to comment on...

back at home now...all alone wat should i do?? sleep is the best choice i guess...

new hope

week 2 of IAP le...and STILL nothing to do...playin with vrforce daily...last time can facebook...now they block facebook...zzz...dunnoe how to slack le....next week sure alot things come in le...and only week 3...hope this thing faster over man....

should i go on? i dun want to repeat the same mistake again...everyting so smooth now...it will all be known next friday...

情有可缘

做好人真难啊。。。

day 1

today first day attachment...everyone nervous...lol...i think i only one wearing casual...just now after work straight go buy some shirt..lucky i brought some money along ah...

morning tour around the company...wah seh..everywhere we go need tap card de...so strict..and ya...also cannot use camera phone...my phone whole day tio quarantine...lol...paiseh i didnt reply msg ah...then visited our office...lol...so call office....like lab lo...all 3 of us sit together...dun have individual table de...and the internet sucks lo...lag like hell...5min load 1 page...only the intranet fast...i want to take photo of the place de..but because its part of the military de...strictly cannot...today do nothin lo...faacebook blogging yahoo....cannot msn ebuddy...messenger also cannot...sian ah...

2moro might go back to nyp see our friends at fyp..lol..then shun bian lunch with them...1h30min break..OTOT..lol..

ok...everything should be fine if i dun kan chiong....

ytd work was ok...food runner abit tired...cos still got hangover...like want to vomit but cant vommit...headache..dun want say le....

ytd told hock i want take a break...until august 22 like that...cos of this attachment la...3 monnths fyp over le now this come...make me so tired...i also leaving le...sad..then took april the pay...half only..lol...other half june 3 then take...

ok..i need to prepare for 2moro now...cya