today had a boring meaningless day..wake up chiong to work...so boring at work..no one talk to..no one entertain me..so sad to keep thinking i work alone...makan and homed..

im really dunno why im troubled over small issues...im too concern about small little stuffs..why are there always problems in our lifes..see..these arent really problem if u think why there are problems in our lifes..just take a small step everyday...give yourself time..we are still young..dun have to be like that..

ok..enough..time to make time for yourself

today is a boring day..everyone no mood i also turned off..after work everyone charbok..lepak at 401 while xianglong they all...then only me and kon go plaza l4d..steady..going market nows..i don want let daddy go market..

sian..they are just so evil..i really dam dulan..comeon..u are nothing without us

also...dunno what happen to everyone dunno what i can do...just hope everyone will be fine



this says it all

Last night was sent home at 10..dam bored..waited for them to end work at 2..in the end everyone also no mood..lepak at kon house then go home..my back is dam pain

lifes a bitch..I shall not speak more from now..it seems I'm so useless

Last night work was hell..machiam like weekend...nothing to say..l4d after work..power ranger...stomache pain sia..cough until there pain...

Home alone now... Cook pasta!

I dun want anyone to follow my footsteps..cos I'm not much good of a brother, senior, friend...how can I be a better person

last night work starting was very very chiong..put me in deck with new comers...and sho busy lohs..order i take key i key setting i do..buay tahan man..then 730 jeolyn and the rest came in i go outdoor le..tired siol..coughing non stop...l4d after work...versus i like!

and this is so epic@!! stoopid emcee




k gotta prepare for work..1am sia today..cya all laters

Ytd night drank with xianglong and soon..like finally luh...Kilkenny and draught like very very light..not nice...drank wine..lol..me and xianglong Finnish whole bottle sial..but we both very seng after that...sleep sleep sleep dam nice to sleep after drinking wine..wake up like fully charged sia..work just now was alright..just lack of staff and I have to run in run out even though I was deck key..in the end also stay outdoor...like sian luh..finally ended work..thanks jeniffer for the magnum!! Wakaka lol..so shiok!!

Kk very very tired now gtg to lalaland see you there~

work just now was alright...just having a bad cough very troublesome...was food runner..and alot new staff..lazy to teach sia..requested to go at 11..have ocean baked rice..i love cheese!

tml off woohoo! chalet chalet!

june is coming..many of my friends going in ns..sadded man..still wondering when will be my turn

shiittss..next wed still need checkup..again..wth man

take care peoples..u know i always wanted to say that

cos its too late
there is no escape
might as well face it

past 2 day work waas boring..okok...cook pasta ytd as i waas dam pissed..dam no mood even the sauce is tasteless...im having a bad cough and im still working..

why sucked up ppl always get the benefits while hardworking ppl always lose out..nb..they are just so blinded by their fuckup attitude...i dun care anymore..i say it once and never say it twice again..

i feel like being alone tml again...off day like only tml..and have to work while im sick...wtf is this...they will say "i dun care"..are they still humans? i 101% think not..just people who want us to run our asses around to make money..so pissed fml

Ytd had a great outing day cos got alot ppl and 3 cars to drive us around..went to ehub watch robinhood but sleep thru the movie cos very tired and boring...then they want to go prawning but I really buay tong le so junyang sent me home thanks man hope I don't spoil anyone day cos everyone want go prawning except me..sorry

just woke up..feeling very lousy today dunno why

Gradution just now is boring..cos alot talking..only exciting part is when go up stage get the diploma..so nervous man..and ya thanks xianglong and weijun attend even though like awhile only lol..and thanks for the bear bear also lol! Sho cute! Photo spam with classmates and everyone..so much memories man..those three years finally paid off!

Later going out with chow shin they all..all drive car today can go anywhere..hope I dun tire myself cos I haven sleep since last night..AGAIN!

I'm so lost for emotions

been busy for a few days..work work work....ytd went to celebrate soon and lee happy bday...happy bday dudes!

tml is graduation day..only xianglong coming to see

Cutted my hair today..I shave one side sia..all dun be surprise when u see me..didn't sleep whole day while waiting layyen and the rest to arrive..watch alot movie online...

Then all of them came at 5..I must say they really doing their work lol..good job layyen..alot funny NG part sia..the eating part..the suicide part..all rena NG de lol..chopstick wrong colour ah!! I was dam sleepy the whole period sorry if I didn't help put in any part..was also hungry as haven eaten since breakfast..but like no appetite leis..so sleepy

this week is a eventful week!!

Work on Friday was the shittest and tiriest day in bliss..already notch enuff sleep then near to closing 130 heavy rain and got 1 siao dingdong come create trouble..dam happening and dam epic failed lol..shout so loud in the end also run like dog..kena beat by own ppl somemore..dam owning..other customer all just laugh like nothing sial..lol..rain made me drench..so cold and hungry in plaza...sick mood detected by not activated yet

later layyen and her crew coming my house to do movie!! Power ranger!!

Steady bom bibi..next week graduate liaos..kon still keep demoralising me..say me got diploma got what use..232 still dunno..me really sad mans.. But never mind I got 101 and 147 with me lol

today work was boring..very tiring also..dun even feel like moving..finaly ended..makan and home..and yea! xianglong say he come my graduation..1 more sit availble ppls!

so so so tired how to survive tml and the rest of my life..tmnnd

i feel so weeak and tired this few weeks..pain shouldder is very suan and pain..cant even wakeup properly when im already awake..work this few days also no mood..dun feel like moving at all..requested alot time to go home sia..am i getting old and sick...working here is like torture to me now

anyway finally got my new speaker..dam powderful sia..the subwoofer boomz very loud..my table trembling sia lol..but cannot on too loud later disturb other ppl sleeping lol


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wtf has the world become to..after some research on that "boy" who hit the girl...nb..stinkapore kids really getting out of hands..im sure all people see him le sure want to hoot him..dun let me see him

today woke up at 530pm..power ranger..no mood for anything..dinner then work..request at 11..put me 1030 go home..ate ocean rice and choc ms..nice nice..ocean rice should have more cheese...

fweeling super lethagic no strength at all..k going sslleepp now..gonna wake up early tml to get moi new hoot..any kind soul can just spam call me wake up though the chances of me waking up is like 0%..

and my graduation is next thur and i have not have any guest with me to invite..nb

headache time to sleep now

i really should start spoiling myself

went out early in the morning with xianglong early in the morning for his checkup..then head to amk for x ray...met up when shin and the rest to lepak...watch ip man 2..was super super tired lo..didnt sleep last night even it was a super busy night last night...fell asleep half way thru..wakeup movie end le..wasted zz..then went back to bliss ate the canard...abit spicy..but very nice!..and thanks weijun for the super big single scoop i/c lol!

im not ttrying to be emo here..doing things alone..maybe thats the best way for me now..but 1 thing for sure is when u see me all alone im not emo-ing..i just want to be alone

kk super sleepy after didnt sleep for 1 day..gonna lights off

Once again I dunno why I'm back in that state like last week...I'm tired of alot of things..ppl scold me and it wasn't my fault on the forst place..didn't even have a chance to speak and just shot me dead..be a man thanks jeolyn lol..work is work..guess I'm too stupid at work..life still has to go on..just let it be..time will fade everything away...

K so going to lonely hougang green market later...I feel market is a place where I can just spend more time with myself...

And working later on at 6..if I can wake up..I might want to go get my Armageddon speakers later on boomzz!!

edt: happy mothers day to all mother..i know it hurts to give birth to me lol..and happy bday to my daddy!

last night work was nabei...pool after that...everyone around me was feeling down..i feel so useless not able to speak anything..whatever it is..dun let it keep bothering you too long..find something to get ur attention away...

went to school just now to take graduation attire..$47...dam like 幽灵 if i can glide lol..omg..the actual day i going to wear formal inside this robe..is super hot de lo...

suddenly realise its my father birthday today...went to amk hub for a walk to see what i can buy for him...thought of buying vcd but vcd see too much his stomache become more rounder..lol..then in the end bought some tonic wine for him..at least can help him 仆仆气 after the accident a few month back then...happy bday daddy! i realise family has been more important when someone in the family is injured..just like that...

im so broke naos..graduation attire, mother day cake, father present, my speaker..ok..3 of the above is must one..the last one is to reward myself for my hardwork..so..let it be!

i realise i haven even sleep since ytd..and going to work at 6 laters..pls pls pls let me be food runner

friend in need

sorry for my ignorance and emoness for the past few days..wanted to let myself think through..time and space with oneself is somehow important..i reflected on myself and i feel so bad i somwhat brought down the mood of ppl around me..somehow ppl around me reflected myself indirectly this few days...im so foolish to say that that day..i feel very glad that despite all this shit going on..i still have great friends standing by me....a BIG SORRY to all..edit: dun reflect too much or u will become emo elmo

firstly a word of concern to tthis 2 girls layyen and jeolyn...hope u understand my "no-link" watever u call it

there are still alot people that care for you...when u have problems that really irritates u..best is to ask family for help...if they cant help and need a listening ear or someone to vent on just find me..I can't be a god and tell you a exact answer on what you should do but im willing just sit there and listen to all ur rants and hates...its bad for health to keep every single problem in ur heart...so just..have a good rest and know if u need a venting session im here...please think through...no one is perfect.. Just dun take it too hard for youself.. it doesnt have to be this way..the sun rises everyday...everyday is a new beginning..a fresh start..give urself time..u are always the priority of urself..u all are always the spark of cheerfullness in our group...

to all the KPOs out there..lol..i think i have come to a point where i somehow " saw a bigger picture" of everything...my english is not so good to express my thoughts out..so if u can understand what im trying to say then good lo..lol..i thought life is just so simple..there are many factors that affect ur life...most important factor is ur ppl u always hang out with..sometimes they are like ur mirror..they reflect on urself...they reflect on ur actions and u change urself..a somewhat-not-line-of-sight-yet-non-physical-yet-mutual-special-bond-friendship is created...i maybe wrong but i think thats for my case..watever it is happening in ur life..dun spend so much time doing a single thing..routine sucks...bad for mental health...life is about balance of everything..u cant live without water but too much water will drown u..too much or too little of anything is no good..if u are feeling tired..go take a nap..but too much nap will make u forget do ur work... omg ima sho wols

this is a cruel world...but rememeber u will always have ur loving friends around you...we are all in this together...simple as that...and dun spend so much time thinking/assuming/reflecting cos it will makes u emo like the past me..

in times of great sorrow, one will rise and say enough is enough..someone told me that

went to ah ma house to pei her but in the end sleep lol...then went home...stupid mother father taxi driver..see my dad and mum both disabled still act blur and put busy..seriously wtf wheres is their conscience mans..really want to stand in the road stop them..after 30 mins of wait then finally one kind driver stop and pick us up..thank you you man

wanted to ate mixed grill cos I very gian but yulin encourage me not to..he say le until I scare I change to hoe dory..ate alot of stuff..to satisfy my watsoever

payday was awesome...record siol I shall scrim and save this month..for a better future

back from plaza as usual.. Played l4d alone since no one hears wat I'm trying to say..boring play alone

for the first time I realize I'm nothing to anyone..for 3 years in my poly life I everytime jio my friends out all not free..leaving me alone..this has been hard on me..from today onwards I shall pamper myself for wat I have lost in all this meaningless years of my sickening life...not pointing fingers at anyone..it's just that I'm always at fault not heard...well done..

Fucking full of rants hates post yea..i feel so heartache to type all these out.. On my way back home my heart is like being stepped on..perhaps leave me alone as usual and I will be fine in no time

I'm sorry I let down all those ppl who have been constantly trying to help me..really sorry

todae work was chaotic..expected lo..sibei dulan and tired..dun want say le..only make me boil..for the first time i so heat up cos of 1 thing..i need more green tea dawg!

l4d as usual..jenifer drove us there! so much jokes lo weijun and jenifer..can argue all day long...hahah..whose tummy bigger! lol..then watched them makan and homeed now..

later going to ahma house..its been awhile since i go there..like after cny..mami say she misses me lol.." ah ah yang..zi si git piang ah?" lol sad all only want to watch me go in army..

k..maybe later if im back early i want go eat mixed grill or seasfood platter at bliss..anyone want to share with me? dun say i selfish eat all alone lol..

im so uber happy with moi pay this month! save save save! mother is da best!

edit: im so wols lol..just realised today its mayday! WHOOHOO!