boring day in school...yea..for the first time this sem..i was listening to lecture this morning! but only 1hour la lol..another hour slack..

now in lab doing practical...2 hours lab i 1 hour complete le...then later 4-5 is e learning...tonight work 7..dun feel like going e learning lei..but must go for attendance..bobian..

i think i going to buy some stuff for sat de halloween..like vampire teeth or wat...who wanna come?

and also i have a sudden crave to nfs!! i delete nfs carbon last time now i regret..zz

and to rena recent post...i think i feel the same as u..i try to be nice all the time...but life is like tat de..hao ren always die de..but it is better to be hao ren than huai ren? the society is like the wild..got prey and predator...there will be over population if there is too much prey or predator...only hao ren will be remember when they do something wrong cos they are hao ren...i feel so left out...arrr..but dun think too much...cos it will do no good..just forgive and forget...

I think I'm hot and cold...yea sometimes very tired next moment full of enerrgy...duno why..body spoiled? And I have a bad news...I cannot sit and reach lol...I cannot bend down sia...try to bend very pain...siao liao la..napfa how to pass like tat..

But the truth is I really got alot problem with my body..I duno how to face it..if dun cure now then when I old will get worst..wat to do

Aiya enouugh whinning...got another idea le..jinyu one lo l4d de..I want be hunter...but only 1 hoodie...anyone can be hunter lol..maybe put some vampire teeth or wat

Ok dinner time!! My fav lotus soup!!!

goodnight

today school was ok lu...dun have NE..release at 4...meeted jeolyn naren at kopitiam makaan..then went to bliss and slack...new handshake! i dunnoe how to swim la..dun laugh at me..naren went off at 8..then we slack drink talk..hoegaarden dam nice..yea..alot gossip + heart talk...i like!...back home now

tml lesson at 9..some sort of seminar 3-5...bored...i think i got alot project piling up..and i didnt like keep a record of all the projects...like due when...all these..i need to be more organised!

ok currently rena soon celestine layyen jess kit naren ricky jinyu amanda kat yulin confirm coming...i think i wanna buy cake surprise my mum...should i buy from bliss cos the cake looks nice?

and and and also...this sat have to dress up for halloween...how sia...dress up as something scary??..or gothic ghostly watever..i cant do tat man...at the most most extreme i only can wear something obscene..see how others wear la tat day...and thnx for the ride back hock!

morning rain

damit..now i know wat is moodswing...super so not motivated now...i think im feeling like tat cos i cannot tahan the ice cream in the fridge lol...

i sort of dun like my class this sem..dunnoe why..maybe because is working with the same group of ppl again..i dunnoe...everytime during break im always alone...not say alone by meself..normally makan with a group of 5 ppl include me..then 2 ppl 1 side 2 ppl another side...boy boy gal gal..then i talk to myself..this kind of situation..i dam wanna get outta the scene...lol...maybe im...just...nothing...

argh...ok..confirm list rena celestine soon jinyu kat...maaybe yulin naren...others pls reply via fb or wat so ever...

talking about school today...was normal...time pass very slow...didnt went for napfa...wasnt motivated..hai..give in la...

maybe next week i maybe work on weekdays...8pm start..see how la...random

gotta get get

just now visited my ah gong...very sad thing to see him like this..my 2 uncles have been attending to him all the time..he say prepare for the worst le...6months...hai..and the condition worsen till like tat..i really dunnoe wat to do

anyway..i suddenly got alot ideas for the 7 or 8 nov event...steamboat at moi house wanna? i could imagine all my favourite bliss ppl at my house having steamboat together...talking crap having fun...idea sia!!..and maybe give my mum a small surprise since her bday is on 13 nov...idea siaaa...omg...so many things runnin in my head..ok...to those who are reading this..pls make urself free either on 7 nov or 8 nov...and tell me on which day u are free

week 2...sian..same routine

work last night was O...lol..requested to go off at 1230 cos still not feeling well..then in the slack at behind till closing...then off to plaza for pool...then back home...next week halloween..i heard they might wanna make us dress up in halloween costumes?! omg la..zz..come on..xmas wear santa hat...now halloween do this...but idea eh?? lol..

this week is quite a busy week...tml napfa..yea..i think gonna flunk it...wed got seminar...and i still got 2 lab haven complete..so lazy me..and my flu and cough haven recover...how how how...

ok i think later tonight i might do something about my lab sheet...napfa...hai..

Slept for 14 hours...so dun wanna wake up just now..I think I still want to sleep more..lol

If I feel better tonight I will go to work cos I wanna work on weekends..all my favourite ppl working also...I wanna see them

Ok time for medicine and afternoon nap again

Medicine is making me very sleepy..just now at clinic there waited 1 hour for nothing..forgot to take queue ticket zzz then did give me 2 day mc...I hope I will recover tml cos I wanna work and see all my friends!!!

Ok time to eat medicine and sleep le...can't go out tonight ;(

Today gave school a miss...woke up at 12 temprature 38...but I feeling cold...mami tell me go see polyclinic..so now I'm here blogging..and I can't work tonight!!!

Headache headache headche!!

Oh I had alot to say
Was thnking my time away
I miss you
And things weren't the same
Cos everything inside
It never comes out right
And when I see you cry
IT MAKES ME WANNA DIE

Is it me tat has no 风趣 or customer guai lan...2 customers got piss off by me cos I didn't entertain them... Wat man...I very tired ald chiong down from school come here work..very tired ald...sorry hor want this kind of ppl i cant force myself to change...go find boon ping..and now these 2 ppl really sort of made me angry and thought something ok..

Am I really not socialble?
Why can't be just like a normal kid
Finding fun in everything they do
Why I can't see tat
Why my life is so dull
Why I can't change
Why others can be so happy together and I can't
Most importantly am I lost within myself again

Argh!!! I think I going to fall sick...just now pool until 4..then feeling headache...now very unconfortable..I want to work..motivation lai le now sick I dun like!!

Ga..gonna sleep now...if can wake up at 9 later then go school..if not report sick and try go for work..

Ytd class ended at 3
Reach home at 4
arrange to meet Suzhou clique at 6 at amk
sleep until 7pm zzz
Rush down to eilleen house
Lucky haven start eating
Eat eat eat till 11pm
Catch up alot stuff and alot lol-ing
Then homed

Next monday napfa dam need train up in weekends
Next Thursday jennifer body movie out.. Who wanna watch?!
And ya happy bday bao liang...see I still remember..but I think he won't see this cos he dunno my blog lol..thnx for the fun and jokes during work..LV ah!!

Dam Lol just now small bliss gathering at nyp.. Naren yulin soon and me at blk q..

Ok back to lecture

in the end didnt sleep whole night..tummy still pain...watch some random video on youtube...came across this vid and wanna share it..think most of u watched it liao



such a magical voice...thank god for create such a pure being

ok...1 more hour before going out for school...pack bag now..

maybe

so work just now..hard terrible tummyache..cant stand up properly..after awhile not so pain le..but den now pain again...dam...i dun want to sick..i think is just now i eat too much then straight go work tats why...now still cant sleep..and later need wake up 7amm..dunno want dun sleep anot

school today was ok...lol last lesson the lecturer like dun care de...we taking national education at year 3...wth right? i dunno wat to say lo...NE lei..but good thing is thie module in the super big LT...can see all friends from all diff specialise..

and aslo!! all my friends recieve sms to take napfa tml to next monday..i didnt recieve anything~!...wat is this..scare lei..all 3 year guys all take napfa le and i haven even recieve the sms..must double check again le...or next monday i go take napfa le..bobian i dun want to go in earlier..hai

argh!! why like tat...hungry and tummypain at the same time right now! so irritating...grr..feel like end of the world now

Lesson ended at 5 just now...dam...later work...jalex call me say no enuff ppl...I also dunno why I agree..I'm too soft ya? Tml lesson 9am..hope can go early...

Now is super hungry! Eat work sleep later!!

Ytd ended school at 3...reached home at 4... Arrange to meet Suzhou clique at 6 at amk...slept till 7..paisei I fall asleep lol...rush to eileen house..lucky haven't start eating yet...then eat eat and eat till 11..then homed

Tonight subbing ruth for work..must sleep after work tonight!!!

Next Monday napfa la!! Must train up this weekend

Next Thursday jeniffer body de movie also out le..who wanna watch!!

Sore throat! Dam unconfortable to talk..

And ya happy bday bao liang..see I still remember right... But I think he won't see cos he dunno I got blog haha..thnx for the fun and jokes durng work...

Now having lecture...straight till 6pm! But best part is got ah soon with me all the way lol...also got melvin...bliss clique eh..

day 1

first day back to school...woke up at 4am..cant sleep...waited to 6am..then sleep to 8am again..manage to get to scool w/o late...

saw my new classmates...typical la..mostly all know de...and ah soon is same lecture group as me...sorry ah soon..ps u during lunch..

lesson was ok...just very sleepy...and i forgot alot formulas all these..gotta brush up...

2moro same timing as today...hope i will get a better sleep tonight...

wed going eileen house to celebrate fishcake and ws bday...steamboat!

Something random pop out in my mind while I was bathing just now lol...since school is opening tml..why not all those who are working at bliss and studying on nyp de meet up for lunch...LOL ok super random must see timing de...not always can...yaya

Friends friends...bliss...suZhou... 0726..new class...more fun coming

K bye and sleep early to wake up early tml!!!

I'm so fucking piss now...upstairs keep playing marble for noon to now...really want go up tell them can shut up anot...Mami tell me now not night cannot go up complain..if tonight still like that then I really go up shout them le..!@&.?@!!

Later maybe going to bliss with soon change his sheledule...

Tml back to day 1 of school...like 4 months no go back school

Ups and downs

Work today was dam boring!! Not even gt the mood to work.. Dam slack...time pass dam slow...finally after work went of to eat and then to plaza..same stuff...

School starts tml and I wonder wat will it be like lol..

Ok time to sleep

I miss u ppl...