getting emo...

zzz..poly life like 2 weeks liao..i can say that i know almost everyone in my class..

And the work is piling up everyday!!!..ehm..like only the project..lol..i have a feeling that i might not make it in one module..that is the electric circuit..the lecturer like mr lee tai shen..dunnoe how to teach one...zz..then he teaching ppl still can play maple in class..and he dun care..i really dun want to fail any module!!!..if fail one very troublesome one..

dunnoe why i keep on having a feeling of emptyness..dunnoe how to describe..like when i lie on my bed and close my eyes..i keep on seeing "nothingness"..like my mind is in a whirl..and sometimes..i even see strange things..like im standing in front of a really big dice...the background is white..then everything just spin and im like stuck in this state of mind..i really dunnoe whats happening..maybe im just too tired?...maybe..

and because of this..i felt "emo ness"...lekky's fav..lol..like everyday no feeling..other than doing what im supposed to do that day...only the process gives me life..the other simple things..like sort of emptyness..zzz..

and only a game keeps me driving..its "*********"..aint telling u..this game is abandon by everyone ages ago but i aint a buster..i aint leaving it..my close friends might know what that game is..but i aint gonna give it up..i've stick to it for 3 years and gonna stay this way till i find im bored of it..seriously..im sick

now its like 11.30pm..im half dead..perhaps another thing that made me feel so emo is my past..i mean from my thoughts from working and the case of my friend in working..shant say who is it..i work..i got into "trouble" then more "trouble"..then i regreted it..just like my friend..

oh well..why i wrote all this shit..i think im pouring out all my emptyness from my heart to relieve myself..u may see me smiling and laughing to you everyday..but deep inside..im really troubled..big time..

perhaps a good night sleep will do the trick..good night guys..

got laptop liao!!!!

woohoo!!! last wednsday bought a acer laptop..good sia..can go wireless lan..haha..

hmm.school is like one week liao..whats my impression on schooling in nyp??..i feel that theres alot of studying to do as i got 8 modules..so like got no time to play..but i will find time to relax too..and like alot of project to do..and presentation also...zzz..next week sure got work to do one..lol..

hmm..i also meet alot of new friends..some from ite..hmm..will have to stick with them for three years..not bad..

my sister's friend lives just below our apartment and same class as my sister..then my sister's friend say her bro is in nyp studying ecc..year 1 also.dunnoe same class as me anot..then to my surprise.her bro also same class as me sia..lol..so conincident...

nothing much to say liao...bye..

wth.....

ok today first day of school..must catch morning bus..no more daddy's free ride...lol..wah lao..then alot ppl sia..squeeze like hell..

basically...we did nothing today..just the lecturers tells us what they expect and what we expect during our module...then got period good sia..the teacher cannot open the class door..then say take our attendance and let us have free period..2hour!! wat to do!!!....in the end...we found another room and had our lessons...

heard ppl say wednesday must go back school get our "official o lvl result"?...zzz...can meet old teachers...

haiz..the laptop roadshow last till this friday..heard my friend say buy there can get 3 year warranty?? and the bag also?? free?? dunno want to buy anot..see first..

2moro will be tuesday..dunnoe will same as today anot..but i feel it will be a enjoyable one..though dun need to wear school uniform..haha..but also quite troublesome lei..must think of what to wear the next day..i rather go in school uniform..a loyal vistarian!!...lol...

k bye!!!!

schooling 2moro!!!

yay...orientaion over liao...and school gonna start 2MORO!!!

but actually the timetable quite cramp...as in like the lesson all together..and 2moro only got 1 hour break..and whole day sia..8am to 4pm...then this repeats again..lol..only on wednesday shiok..11pm start...2pm can go liao..

but one bad news is school reopen liao i cannot use my computer very often liao..like only once a week can use..thats is on weekends..sian..

aiya..dunnoe the lesson will be tough anot..just take it easy like learning how to walk..lol..

well..wish everyone all the best for this year's poly life..lol..bye!

orientation was fun!!

woo hoo!!! finally the nyp orientation is over...at first..i dont feel like going to the orientation cos its boring..but after that i realise that it was actually fun...i get to know more new friends...haha got new friends...new teachers...and study in a new environment..wootz!!...my class roxxx!!!

now that the orientation is over..just wait for school open..but then where must we assemble during first day of schooll??? or straight away go to class liao?? and the timetable like dun understand...all use short form one...lecture room put "l" then behind alot number like stating the level..then room number..zzz..like learning new language..

ah!!! I went for my job interview last saturday..and kana rejected!!!..why!! he say i too young..must at least year 2 poly then can join this job..zzz...call me next year come back...haha..one year alot of things can happen lei..dunnoe if i still want that job anot..

hmm..i saw adriano the campus superstar dude during orientation...dunnoe is him anot..but i know hes in the same course as me..

ok..school gonna start liao...lek nic..and friends..want go for cycling in pasir ris?? just like that only...shun bian go sheng siong walk walk..lol

ok..i think thats it..new life!!!

new job!!

yay..i just found a new job yesterday..working in sph one..dunnoe wat arrange the articles can liao..but must work from 4pm till 1am..dunnoe i can tahan anot..but quite good leh...one day 70bucks..alot sia..also then work 2 days per week..

ah..next tuesday my poly orientation liao...dunnoe how it will go..just hope i dun get myself into trouble..

zz.nothing much happen this few days..just playing computer games..stupid hackers..i hate it..

april fools!

yesterday was the funniest day of my life!

well after my family and relative went to pray my ah gong..then we decide to go to roxy square eat lunch...but then the car park is multi storey..so my aunt ask my father to go back to her house drive her car..so my family drive our lorry back and drive her car out..then my father joker sia..he say very long never drive auto cars..dunnoe how to operate to gears..then he shift the gear to 2...zzz...drive dam slow..then he panic..cos on high way..he accidentally shift to neutral...then the whole car like stop moving..lol!!! in the middle of high way..the cars behind all horning..lol!! then he try shift to drive..ah..finally..can drive in peace..

then when we reach roxy square..the entrance must pay by cash card mah..then he put in the card..wait..the card come out...then he cant reach the card...zzz...he crawled out of the car to take the card...with his seatbelt on..lol!!..the whole family was like laughing all the way...

finally to the parking..because this car is not his car..he park very carefully..normally he just need one attempt to park his lorry into the space..but now he takes 3 attempts to get in..lol..then got traffic jam in the carpark..haha!

lol...although this is not april fools joke..i still find is funny..

oh well nothing much liao...bye bye