Sunday 7 December 2008

1 down 4 to go

data comm over le..it was much easier than expected...except for qns 1 cos i never go memerize the functions of the OSi 7 layers..so give up on that..the rest all ok de...

rested for 3 days...2moro study microprocesser...with ZM...hope can catch some topics 2moro...

heard bliss recently alot happening....dunnoe wat going on...cant be good..zz

this few days moody again...always moody lately....everytime i achieve something great i should feel happy but dunnoe why everytime at that point never feel anything le....seems like "oh...i got it..ok thats i"t..why my pattern like that....do and suan le....i play game play so long to reach a lvl where i always wanted when i was a lower lvl..then recently i reach le..i should feel very happy but guai guai de...reach le..ok i did it...end of story..thats wat was happening inside me...i feel like killing myself that time...maybe i play game too addict le...maybe i should go out and relax awhile..

ytd i watch 突然发财.yes it is quite some time this movie appear on the screen....and i realise something really simple thing...dun spend ur money like opening tap...i also realise i really spend money on useless shit which ....is really useless..ok not really useless in sometimes...omg..i feel like dying now after talking so many negative things about myself...wah lao...really dunnoe wat to do now...

no matter wat...i wont let me emotions take over the common test...i dun want later i study all le then "oh...i did it ok thats it" then forget everyting that one if really happen i really going to..........slap myself le...

hope after this shiitty common test everything will be back to normal...esp bliss there and my school mates...this whole term really painful to see so many ppl falling apart because of project...curse this term la...

next sat sun i working...need wear santa hat...zz...hope everything there also cool down la...jia you +u all ppl out there!

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