boring day in school...yea..for the first time this sem..i was listening to lecture this morning! but only 1hour la lol..another hour slack..

now in lab doing practical...2 hours lab i 1 hour complete le...then later 4-5 is e learning...tonight work 7..dun feel like going e learning lei..but must go for attendance..bobian..

i think i going to buy some stuff for sat de halloween..like vampire teeth or wat...who wanna come?

and also i have a sudden crave to nfs!! i delete nfs carbon last time now i regret..zz

and to rena recent post...i think i feel the same as u..i try to be nice all the time...but life is like tat de..hao ren always die de..but it is better to be hao ren than huai ren? the society is like the wild..got prey and predator...there will be over population if there is too much prey or predator...only hao ren will be remember when they do something wrong cos they are hao ren...i feel so left out...arrr..but dun think too much...cos it will do no good..just forgive and forget...

I think I'm hot and cold...yea sometimes very tired next moment full of enerrgy...duno why..body spoiled? And I have a bad news...I cannot sit and reach lol...I cannot bend down sia...try to bend very pain...siao liao la..napfa how to pass like tat..

But the truth is I really got alot problem with my body..I duno how to face it..if dun cure now then when I old will get worst..wat to do

Aiya enouugh whinning...got another idea le..jinyu one lo l4d de..I want be hunter...but only 1 hoodie...anyone can be hunter lol..maybe put some vampire teeth or wat

Ok dinner time!! My fav lotus soup!!!

goodnight

today school was ok lu...dun have NE..release at 4...meeted jeolyn naren at kopitiam makaan..then went to bliss and slack...new handshake! i dunnoe how to swim la..dun laugh at me..naren went off at 8..then we slack drink talk..hoegaarden dam nice..yea..alot gossip + heart talk...i like!...back home now

tml lesson at 9..some sort of seminar 3-5...bored...i think i got alot project piling up..and i didnt like keep a record of all the projects...like due when...all these..i need to be more organised!

ok currently rena soon celestine layyen jess kit naren ricky jinyu amanda kat yulin confirm coming...i think i wanna buy cake surprise my mum...should i buy from bliss cos the cake looks nice?

and and and also...this sat have to dress up for halloween...how sia...dress up as something scary??..or gothic ghostly watever..i cant do tat man...at the most most extreme i only can wear something obscene..see how others wear la tat day...and thnx for the ride back hock!

morning rain

damit..now i know wat is moodswing...super so not motivated now...i think im feeling like tat cos i cannot tahan the ice cream in the fridge lol...

i sort of dun like my class this sem..dunnoe why..maybe because is working with the same group of ppl again..i dunnoe...everytime during break im always alone...not say alone by meself..normally makan with a group of 5 ppl include me..then 2 ppl 1 side 2 ppl another side...boy boy gal gal..then i talk to myself..this kind of situation..i dam wanna get outta the scene...lol...maybe im...just...nothing...

argh...ok..confirm list rena celestine soon jinyu kat...maaybe yulin naren...others pls reply via fb or wat so ever...

talking about school today...was normal...time pass very slow...didnt went for napfa...wasnt motivated..hai..give in la...

maybe next week i maybe work on weekdays...8pm start..see how la...random

gotta get get

just now visited my ah gong...very sad thing to see him like this..my 2 uncles have been attending to him all the time..he say prepare for the worst le...6months...hai..and the condition worsen till like tat..i really dunnoe wat to do

anyway..i suddenly got alot ideas for the 7 or 8 nov event...steamboat at moi house wanna? i could imagine all my favourite bliss ppl at my house having steamboat together...talking crap having fun...idea sia!!..and maybe give my mum a small surprise since her bday is on 13 nov...idea siaaa...omg...so many things runnin in my head..ok...to those who are reading this..pls make urself free either on 7 nov or 8 nov...and tell me on which day u are free

week 2...sian..same routine

work last night was O...lol..requested to go off at 1230 cos still not feeling well..then in the slack at behind till closing...then off to plaza for pool...then back home...next week halloween..i heard they might wanna make us dress up in halloween costumes?! omg la..zz..come on..xmas wear santa hat...now halloween do this...but idea eh?? lol..

this week is quite a busy week...tml napfa..yea..i think gonna flunk it...wed got seminar...and i still got 2 lab haven complete..so lazy me..and my flu and cough haven recover...how how how...

ok i think later tonight i might do something about my lab sheet...napfa...hai..

Slept for 14 hours...so dun wanna wake up just now..I think I still want to sleep more..lol

If I feel better tonight I will go to work cos I wanna work on weekends..all my favourite ppl working also...I wanna see them

Ok time for medicine and afternoon nap again

Medicine is making me very sleepy..just now at clinic there waited 1 hour for nothing..forgot to take queue ticket zzz then did give me 2 day mc...I hope I will recover tml cos I wanna work and see all my friends!!!

Ok time to eat medicine and sleep le...can't go out tonight ;(

Today gave school a miss...woke up at 12 temprature 38...but I feeling cold...mami tell me go see polyclinic..so now I'm here blogging..and I can't work tonight!!!

Headache headache headche!!

Oh I had alot to say
Was thnking my time away
I miss you
And things weren't the same
Cos everything inside
It never comes out right
And when I see you cry
IT MAKES ME WANNA DIE

Is it me tat has no 风趣 or customer guai lan...2 customers got piss off by me cos I didn't entertain them... Wat man...I very tired ald chiong down from school come here work..very tired ald...sorry hor want this kind of ppl i cant force myself to change...go find boon ping..and now these 2 ppl really sort of made me angry and thought something ok..

Am I really not socialble?
Why can't be just like a normal kid
Finding fun in everything they do
Why I can't see tat
Why my life is so dull
Why I can't change
Why others can be so happy together and I can't
Most importantly am I lost within myself again

Argh!!! I think I going to fall sick...just now pool until 4..then feeling headache...now very unconfortable..I want to work..motivation lai le now sick I dun like!!

Ga..gonna sleep now...if can wake up at 9 later then go school..if not report sick and try go for work..

Ytd class ended at 3
Reach home at 4
arrange to meet Suzhou clique at 6 at amk
sleep until 7pm zzz
Rush down to eilleen house
Lucky haven start eating
Eat eat eat till 11pm
Catch up alot stuff and alot lol-ing
Then homed

Next monday napfa dam need train up in weekends
Next Thursday jennifer body movie out.. Who wanna watch?!
And ya happy bday bao liang...see I still remember..but I think he won't see this cos he dunno my blog lol..thnx for the fun and jokes during work..LV ah!!

Dam Lol just now small bliss gathering at nyp.. Naren yulin soon and me at blk q..

Ok back to lecture

in the end didnt sleep whole night..tummy still pain...watch some random video on youtube...came across this vid and wanna share it..think most of u watched it liao



such a magical voice...thank god for create such a pure being

ok...1 more hour before going out for school...pack bag now..

maybe

so work just now..hard terrible tummyache..cant stand up properly..after awhile not so pain le..but den now pain again...dam...i dun want to sick..i think is just now i eat too much then straight go work tats why...now still cant sleep..and later need wake up 7amm..dunno want dun sleep anot

school today was ok...lol last lesson the lecturer like dun care de...we taking national education at year 3...wth right? i dunno wat to say lo...NE lei..but good thing is thie module in the super big LT...can see all friends from all diff specialise..

and aslo!! all my friends recieve sms to take napfa tml to next monday..i didnt recieve anything~!...wat is this..scare lei..all 3 year guys all take napfa le and i haven even recieve the sms..must double check again le...or next monday i go take napfa le..bobian i dun want to go in earlier..hai

argh!! why like tat...hungry and tummypain at the same time right now! so irritating...grr..feel like end of the world now

Lesson ended at 5 just now...dam...later work...jalex call me say no enuff ppl...I also dunno why I agree..I'm too soft ya? Tml lesson 9am..hope can go early...

Now is super hungry! Eat work sleep later!!

Ytd ended school at 3...reached home at 4... Arrange to meet Suzhou clique at 6 at amk...slept till 7..paisei I fall asleep lol...rush to eileen house..lucky haven't start eating yet...then eat eat and eat till 11..then homed

Tonight subbing ruth for work..must sleep after work tonight!!!

Next Monday napfa la!! Must train up this weekend

Next Thursday jeniffer body de movie also out le..who wanna watch!!

Sore throat! Dam unconfortable to talk..

And ya happy bday bao liang..see I still remember right... But I think he won't see cos he dunno I got blog haha..thnx for the fun and jokes durng work...

Now having lecture...straight till 6pm! But best part is got ah soon with me all the way lol...also got melvin...bliss clique eh..

day 1

first day back to school...woke up at 4am..cant sleep...waited to 6am..then sleep to 8am again..manage to get to scool w/o late...

saw my new classmates...typical la..mostly all know de...and ah soon is same lecture group as me...sorry ah soon..ps u during lunch..

lesson was ok...just very sleepy...and i forgot alot formulas all these..gotta brush up...

2moro same timing as today...hope i will get a better sleep tonight...

wed going eileen house to celebrate fishcake and ws bday...steamboat!

Something random pop out in my mind while I was bathing just now lol...since school is opening tml..why not all those who are working at bliss and studying on nyp de meet up for lunch...LOL ok super random must see timing de...not always can...yaya

Friends friends...bliss...suZhou... 0726..new class...more fun coming

K bye and sleep early to wake up early tml!!!

I'm so fucking piss now...upstairs keep playing marble for noon to now...really want go up tell them can shut up anot...Mami tell me now not night cannot go up complain..if tonight still like that then I really go up shout them le..!@&.?@!!

Later maybe going to bliss with soon change his sheledule...

Tml back to day 1 of school...like 4 months no go back school

Ups and downs

Work today was dam boring!! Not even gt the mood to work.. Dam slack...time pass dam slow...finally after work went of to eat and then to plaza..same stuff...

School starts tml and I wonder wat will it be like lol..

Ok time to sleep

I miss u ppl...

someone u cant get over

work was fine today...was food runner with hamzah...starting busy..but then not as busy as last friday...nothing much...after work ate and home-d..sians...

watch 430pm daily de chanel 8 show....人之初 性本善...this sentence touched me when i watch the drama..my mum told me everyone come to this world as pure innocent beings...it is the society that corrupts the young minds of ours...i guess this is so call the balance of life...

have a safe trip kat!!! will be looking forward to next month outing...hopefully

im just a small little boi...hai

so now u got the best of me
come on and take the rest of me
oh baby

i thinking im emo-ing again..nonono...break off this state 陈文扬!

Today work headache...first time I do all the key-ing...I key very slow lol...then 11 late crowd come in..stupid table 80..so mafan...shall forget about it...1230 then close..

Then cycle back to take my beer drink with them...then eat and drink anchor.. Talk alot crap stuff...lol...then abit seng...I cycle fall down sia...a few scratches..dam pain...

Ok bed time! Morning to all!!!

SOTONG BALL!

today did opening..was fun man...first time do opening time fly so fast...maybe is because alot washing the fan tats why...but working later was dam tired..giddy...sent home at 11..slack behind waited for the rest to go makan at 401..

and random note..i wanna thank all those who ask me got sleep anot today...lol....makes me feel that im stil around..thanks for ur love ppl!!

tml going back to school buy next sem notes...damnnn money again....

i still have 1 erdinger dark and white havent drink...who want come lim with me??

一种米，喂百种人。
i guess this is wat makes each of us unique

Today work was ok..finally food runner after so long.. Wasn't busy..got kon play with me...released at 11pm waited for them then head off to makan then plaza...l4d was fun...sad not enuff ppl play versus...then pool...played with layyen...mood wasn't there...keep losing lol..watching amanda and boon ping play dam funny...sound effect!!!


Ya so now just back home...and I'm doing opening today!!! Wash fans somemore...maybe becos is working with ppl I can get along well made me agree to help them do opening...should I sleep?? Cos I know I won't wake up if I sleep..yea no self dicipline..but my eyes are closing now =(

this is it

good guys get good girls? seng...then bad guys get bad girls ah...wat logic is this lol

bored bored bored...work work work...

2012 spells the end of life...i dun want!!

i feel like a pig...eat sleep play..before sleep eat again..omg...

ok working tonight cya all working later

Shorts

Watched shorts alone at amk hub just now...story is good..but they keep flashing back here and there until I dunno wat happening lol...actually not bad lei watch alone..not need wait here and there..everything settle yourself...but sad thing is got no one to hug lol..no la..is like very weird when u tell the counter ticket for 1 person..lol

Something worth wishing for - wat is it?

woke up at 5pm...everyone not at home...went out to hougang mall to buy some stuff...saw a bag i like alot...bought it le..went to 401 to buy dinner..saw zhon hao and edwin then makan with them..then accompany them go bliss then home-d..

dam it..i so party pooper..coming friday and sat got chalet with suzhou clique..i want to go la!! but sheldule cannot change le..have to give it a misss..again..

2moro off..tuesday work again..was thinking of going to watch movie alone at amk hub since everyone busy..but like funny lei..see how 2moroo..

yea..last week of holidays..gave all my commitment to work during these holidays...hope i will be able to concentrate when schools opens..dam excited cos like finally...i can go back to study..after wat happen during attachment...sadly its the last sem and gonna grad..

things i thought of past
things i do in the present
learn from the past
live the future

im so ambigious 12345 i think not enuff sleep tats why...make me sleep now

Nobody knows the way it's gonna be

Work was not as busy as Friday..and I finally working In deck.Requested to go early at 12am...drink some beer while waiting for others to release at 2am...then waited till 3am for David to bring the liquor and cake...I didn't drink alot as it has a medicine taste...slack with jeolyn and watch mr hock and others play sa fan sa..now then back home

Good luck to andy and jerome for ur attachment...apply wat u learn can le la

Ytd was such a day...

nice weather to sleep now...but if i sleep now later scare cant wake up for work...6pm somemore...hmm..wat to do now...wanna go out shopping but like no time...guess i will have to spend the afternoon surfing net again....

and lol..3rd post in 1 day..really bo liao la

wat goes aound goes around goes around come all the way back around
wat goes aound goes around goes around come all the way back around
wat goes aound goes around goes around come all the way back around
yeah~~

dam it...didnt get enuff sleep...slept at 4am wake up at 7am...so hot and my eyes so dry...

ok..later gonna groom my room!! lol

Today work as usual Friday dam it alot crowd...release at 1am with xiang long and kit..drank hoe and asahi and ate 2 chicken wings...and still hungry dunno why...

Omg I so wanna drink that super big hoe la..6 pint the glass is dam big..can put my head inside...I want to drink!!

So boring now booo...sister friends came over for a overnight project work...take my laptop away cannot blog properly..

Ok since nothing do now gonna sleep been very sleepy lately even at work...

work just now was fine...got bitten by some ants...and i dam stupid..take escago still can drop 1 escago on the way to deck...dam power right...lol..wasted 1 esc uncle daryl scold me..was outdoor ic...paisei have to keep saying u all do this do tat..really too free at beginning of work...after tat usual..abit crowd came in..then makan at 401..slack at void deck then home-d

lol..tat bao liang really funny la..and he has alot of crap u can crap..work is enjoyable with him around...and edwin also..keep laughing at customer reaction when didnt give them utensils..LOL!!

i have resisted for 2 days and still have 1 month plus to go..i shall stick to my plan...

foot massage anyone?? my foot the sole very tight...cannot bend..walking very pain...

life is a piece of paper...u draw ur own destiny...its never too late to erase ur past..

Reading my older post on my iPod plus listening to some random music makes me wanna cry

timetable is out!dam my timetable is slack lol..monday 10am tuesday 10am wed 9am thursday 10am friday 11am..but got 4 days is 5pm and 7pm go home de..only wed 3 pm can go home..and wah seh..all kena blk s and r..all dam cold lab de..but goood la...got nice aircon to sleep in

ytd working was boring...wash this and tat..and ya..im sorry to rena and jeolyn la..previous day ask me go window shopping with them i never take it seriously..end up let them wait for me...somemore i didnt tell them i got work...super sorry..next time i will come de

after work head to plaza l4d + pool..playing l4d with layyen always fun man..we make a good team...survival mode so hard...less than 5 min all die le..then pooling play a few games..eyes dam tired after l4d..cant concentrate to aim...play with wayne..playing with him so fun..at least i never 七龙珠 ok...lol..

ok working later..hope at least got fun ppl to work with

turn around

payday at last!!..dam..didnt hit 600$...but im satisfied with my pay as for the first time after my attachment in ST elect...im doing my job with my heart though things some times get ugly...but i also hate it cos this kind of feeling fade over time...when school starts on 19 dunnoe my spirit will fade away anot...hai..

ok..i decided to save up for 2 things...1 is a bday present for my mum in november...2nd is a dinner/drinking seesion near christmas with blissmates and school friends...i know its still far from today...but it is something i always wanted to do..i dun want any temptations like buying unnecessary things or go on a movie marathon...i dun want myself today say i will save 2moro forgot and spend like money is water...so from today i will save up for a better future!!!

ytd also went down to bliss take pay and take jalex i wanna work today...dam bored at home...either is sleep play or eat...no communication with mum...at least if i work i got excuse...lol..

i must control!
dont lose faith!


and ya...i finaly thought of a new name or my blog...this blog gonna live forever as i live...yea i got inspire by 1 particular song...maybe this is wat im looking for..we dunno...we will keep learning...u and i gonna live forever

since this video manage to made alot ppl laaugh their ass off...and i finally know how to upload videos to blogger...i shall do it again



another stupid yet funny video

mooncake

work was abit slack just now...lol...rena and me get to do sell some drinks + fishballs on the pathways..got free show to watch somemore...well..manage to earn like...$13? ya..fun anyway...watchings kids playing with sparkles...parents lighting up lattern for their kids...made me think back of my childhood...the last time i had a memorable mooncake festival with my family was like...10 years ago?!...i promise myself i will give my future family wat i have not gotten when i ever dreamt of since i was a little kid....i promise...

abit sadded today cant get pay...requested to go home at 1am..jalex hes the man...sit behind had sundae...dam nice...small talk with edwin...took mooncake then homed...



dam why this song keeps playing in my head

work was hell just now....6pm alot customer already..and so little staff...run in and out even though i suppose to be outdoor...take food customer call take drink customer call..again and again and again...dam thirsty...after work just now drank alot water...feel so bloated now...wanted to join soon and raphael drinking at tentage there but was so tired and i dun want to get drunk..

first earthquake..now super hurricane...omg the world is going in chaos...god bless mother earth...

payday today! yea...those who still owe me money return me ah..lol..time to get rich again..

hope working later wil be smooth..so many staff lei..

every step i take
every move i made
every single day
everytime i pray
ill be missing you

ytd after work went to plaza pool awhile since its andy last day..after that go home le...

and omg...weijian was suppose to do opening with me this afternoon but jeniffer told me he was robbed and beaten up last night on his way home...i feel so remorse as i walked home with him but i left him to walk all the way to vari nice there cos we pass by my home first...and i wanted to say " be carefull on ur way home " since its like 3am+ and very ulu...little did i know all this shit happen!!! those fuckers...hari raya over le why still rob ppl off their wealth...and still gang and beat ppl up?!! die in flames man...rest well weijian...im so sorry to u

today did opening...another troublesome customer...or pedomaid...lol...insist want to sit at deck and its only 5pm...he shoot me until i no words say..then heng jenifer come help me..she also buay tahan him..lol...plus his 2 "maids"...very act...order wine say open themself...even go bar take the opener themself...then after 6pm finally they wanna shift...lol...then the maids take the tray from bar put their wine then walk to deck...tat time dam busy..so i dunno want to laugh them or stare at them lol...

just now working was ok...indoor aircon dam nice..after 1 whole day under the sun...

and a big sorry to all who i suppose invited to this sat mooncake party...all have to work...sian...sunday organise like too late cos jeolyn rena school opening need sleep early..plus monday some also got work....hai guess have to give this year a pass...SAD....hope mr hock can do something after work this sat...hopefully....

ok..gonna get get some sleep...

to all...pls be carefull on ur way home...i dun want anything bad to happen again