i have lost motivation to do anything...everytime i sit down forcing myself to read the notes and understand it..i stop doing it after 10mins..fuck..and this shit is dued by wed...and fuck..tuesday comm skill presentation and i have not done my own script yet...dun even know my part will be approve by my group anot...so lost right now...maybe is because i have stop touching the book since this march...so long never touch the book everything also forgot how to do...lost the motivation to study..and its only week 5...how am i going to survive the rest of the sem...maybe im just tat fucking lazy...

seriously i got some commitment issues here...damnation

i wish i knew nothing about anything