fuck..why always like tat...i already already very very control myself ytd not to go out drink with them..and only today drinking session downstairs only and my mum also dun allow...come on..its not goiing out fight watever...sometimes my mum very paranoid..perhaps all mums like tat...tell them my heart got problem and say this say that canot this cannot that...i fucking really want to lie to them that im fine...tell me wat i should do..nb