sorry jeolyn + chien wan ytd at work i give atitude..i seriously very sick of it le...lucky ytd only ricky saw me cry when i closing the door...i dun think he even saw me cry..i should not have cry there cos outdoor ppl can see me...i guess even when i cried nobody knows....tears just flow out when i was locking the door..i feel so angry with myself...just forget it didnt happen...suan le...im just like a torch waiting for my existence to burn out..and when i burn out...i will be forgotten forever...like i never existed at all...if this goes on...i might go crazy one day..and i mean it...i may look listless on the face but it hurts me alot inside...i dun care wat other ppl say...just dun say things that fool me...im now very brittle and will break anytime...this week im work 5 days even though i got FYP day day 830am-6pm...im doing this partly cos this is the second last week for me at bliss and some other reasons which i cant say unless u ask me in person...and my dearest GBC friends...i really love u all..i mean the brother love...i really dunnoe wat to do if one of us keeps going off 1 by 1...so lets treasure the times we have together while we can...
havent been sleeping well this 3 days...and i mean only a few hours of sleep...probably lack of sleep also affects my mood...
ok i think im done here...like done venting my rants here....lol...i gtg..see ya those working later..
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