Sunday 19 April 2009

i am waiting for you

right now...i am not suppose to be blogging here and should be in dreamland...but i dunnoe why i have the urge to on the computer and do this post....actually i wanted to go down bliss and say goodbye 1 last time to all my friends..but im afraid i might cry cos i already cried once just now when i think of leaving 2moro...so might as well do this online..i hate to think of the feeling when i have to leave for so long...yes i know i have been repeating this alot of times and its quite fan...when i think of 2moro flight...i will think of alot of negative stuffs...alots of wat ifs...it makes me feel so pain and helpless...i really want to talk to someone right now...i really want to cry out now...i want to sleep now but alot of thoughts rush in and i dunno wat to do...it will be so call a long and short 1 month for me cos 1 month pass very fast and its the first time im leaving singapore to a place for so long and so far...thinking of that i really feel lost when i reach there...i think i cant sleep tonight....gonna think thru all the stuff carefully...this 1 month will be a serious test for me....i want to leave happily

ok...goodbye to all i will miss all of u...pls dun miss me too much ah...lol...i will try to update my blog daily and if possible with pics also...

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