last night work was boring..and again...i was told not to help them..true but i cant stop moving..if not i will be bored..dam..so hard to work now..

rip melissa toh..i dunno u completely but i hope u will find a better place out there

i guess today work will be cui..as it is holiday eve..plus friday somemore...gonna work like shiat and this place wont even acknowledge ur hardwork..shall l4d tonights to vent moi anger..

so maybe...

Last night work was tiring but fun..cos soon and naren finally came back to work..just a look at them made me in the mood to work lol..yea started work at 3..new chairs at deck..me and zw help arrange the new chairs..dam class and nice..super satisfied..thunderstorm in afternoon so sians..nothing to do lol..requested to go off at 11 but in the end didn't have..hai so tired manx

I wanna watch iroonman 2 next week!! Whose in?

I'm so bored someone entertain me pl0x? Lol

Dam ulcer in my mouth so pain..just woke up working at 3 later..so dun feel like working...shall request go home early tonight.. Dun want to run my ass like shit for them again...

Kk mop floor later before work..so hard to be a good son lol

spent a little time with myself just now..feeling so awful again..3 years of poly life what i have achieved..ok its a diploma that i had already had in mind before i started poly...but thru the whole process did i really learnt,enjoy the journey..i told myself..somewhat yes and no..learnt definitely yes..i proud to say i gain quite alot of knowledge on electronic stuffs..but the main problem is i dunno how to apply all i learn on daily life...which is quite sad..just like programming..its a language u learn..just on how u use it, how u want it to be ur way..i really enjoy someparts of my poly life..but seriously saying...i think im lost in polylife..i think i have changed alot since secondary...and totally different at the end of poly life..sadly there is no one who can see how i changed from secondary to end of poly...i need some lifestory talks man

whatever happens to me in the future..i will just tell myself..life stills goes on..nothing is forever..sad also 1 day...happy also 1 day..why not happy all day long..simple as that

britpop oasis rules...make me drift away from all thee problem in ma life

Last night work was slack...till super sleepy bordom super stupid ATM card eat my card when I try to withdraw money...just back from bank with jeolyn and slack at bliss ate hoe dory super nice and full...night is here and I wasted another day like that.. Shall train on guitar tonight

today cook pasta seession was fun..but i dam failed lol..nvm i shall improve...was sleepy thruout...lied down aawhile to rest...thanks wei jun for cooking the pasta mans...although it is not as good as bliss de la lol...had a fun day indeed..

work was crap just nows...eyes wanna close..feet no strength at all..guess it is my retribution for not jioing jeolyn weijian go cook pasta session...im sorry..alot ppl send home at 10 and 11..in the end left me close deck alone..stack chair...chase customer out...change candle...keep trolley...lock chair..close shutter...lock maindoor...lock fridge...dam...im really that breathelees after i finish everything...super awfull..eyes skin hair dam dry no life...i shall recharge naos

not to forget coming friday is the release of ironman 2! wwho wanna watch tell me now if not i go watch alone..knights ppl

today work was shit...totally piss by the sheledule next week..i wana take 1, 2 days off to rest..and i promised myself that ever since i graduated..yes i graduated..but does it mean can abuse me? im also human pls..running my ass here and there chiong here and there..pushing myself to the limits and doing my best during work and asking a little bit also cannot...i dun want this situation to go haywire mans..ima so softhearted

as usual l4d after work..got new map! so dam nice manx...like the new weapon..and the last part is uber cool..got l4d1 de ppl help..lol..so power..then market...just back..later going cooking pasta seesion at jason house..plus im working at 6 laters! omg..powerpack..

today work starting is dam chiong..then slowly slack...dun wanna say much..dunno why i care so much for others..see xianglong food runner so chiong i see le volunteer help him cover him for his break...in the end made myself more tired...nah..im too kind..chey! release at 1am...then slack at the back talk talk lo..actually wanted to l4d but majority not interested so go home lo...lol..sometimes i see the kitchen staff work i always laugh to myself...dam funny they work...kon always say nb..i find it funny...uncle daryl always say diu la!..i also find it funny...tiru work at the deep frying section i find it even more funny lol..and not to forget the auntie "ummm...umm...UMM!!" lol daryl always make fun of her..so bad...rawr...im so childish to find all these little stufff funny...yes i am..

see how tml afternoon if i can wakeup i will cook pasta...and ya..im super lazy now..tired of asking here and there who free to come pasta session..sorry for my greediness to eat the pasta alone

suddenly i have the urge to learn how to play wonderwall on guitar! wei jian lend me your guitar ! wakaka...i know i cant master it on 1 night..but still worth trying rights?

chipsmore + green tea = i like!

i feel like im the root of all evil

today work was power ranger...7pm only 4 ppl..so little ppl..weijian alone open deck i want go help but i food runner..sorry sial...then they open the shelter i look up suay suay 1 branch hit directly in my eye..dam pain man...dun want to say much about work...zzz kon kip saying my 232 story..yada yala..im 232 boy now..wth lol...laugh so loud somemore...

cindy husband brought her puppy over to bliss..so dam cute!...keep licking only lol..4months old..stomach so big lol..overfed..then ate chicken wing mingfeng bought..thanks! still hungry..ate cha kueh..song song

tml afternoon going to ttsh with dad to checkup...hope i can wake up laters..working at 6 laters..hope can on time back for dinner

why i seem to be so forgetfull lately..lost my appointment card left hp bill at carson house..am i normal?

dunno what haappen to everyone recently...i dun want to ask doesnt mean i dun give a dam...just dun use something else to forget it..it will still be here...i admit we are stuck in this vicious cycle all the time..trying to getaway..once u getaway one day u will still have to face it...just 顺其自然..u cant denied nature..life is a routine sadly...just different on how u take it..just some words to say..hope i can do some help

today had a super long tiring day..but it was kinda fun luh...dam it..why always ppl want to bluff me...met up with xianglong at 401 kopitiam..saw kon...then i thought he going somewhere else...xianglong say he go meet his gf and kon say he go drink...and i believe them both and assume kon going meet his gf drinking...then cindy came to fetch us he also board the taxi..i was...ok lo..

the wine expo is super big!...tasted alot of diff kind of beer...xianglong dam funny lo..ask for erdinger dark at bliss supplier..tio punishment drink jagermister..walk around makan all sort of diff things...too bad we didnt went to hall 2 which had alot ice cream and choc as we were lazy to walk from hall 6..lol..had alot of fun with them..makan at kopitiam..thanks cindy for the food!...then waited for taxi..lol..by the time we reach bliss already 8pm...then start work lo...dam headache siol...and keep sweating like dog..finally ended work..everyone also very very tired...jess is dam funny can..lol..keep saying i seh seh..then she also almost drop the erdin glass..had a super fun day ppls..thank you you...

i guess i should learn to let loose of myself sometimes..like i always very stress..high alert all times...sometimes i dun understand why i dun get along well with regular customer..not say got problem with them...just like no topic to talk about..or dunno how to entertain ppl..randomm

kk my head and knee is like breaking..dam irritatting

it starts now

today had a super long day alone..bus to alexander hospital..5min checkup only wtf..i abit confuse now..the blue paper that is suppose to be fill up by the doctor and send back to cmpb got 1 part say i no need come back for furthur appointment..i dam happy..thought got pes liao..but the appointment card write june 2nd got another goddam appointment..so wat is it they want man..gonna call them soon to clarfy...

super tired and hungry after the long bus ride..cook pasta for myself makan..not so success lo..the cream sauce like funny...put alot alot le still dry dry de..lucky they no come today lol..yea..postpone to next week..

tml morning going to some wine expo with jenifer christine cindy xl jess and me...that xl anyhow call my name only..tio sabo again..nvm la..just go see..maybe can learn more stuff..plus got free food and wine of course

kk later going out to mail my the bluee paper and settle some bill...so sleepy luh

checkup this uber cool website http://www.instantsfun.es/ so fun can create own ringtone

kk afternoon went back to nyp meet up soon for dinner...i so good right..i miss the food there...too bad first day school dam crowded..ate at outside kopitiam...fyp..times where i thought alot..haha..nvm now its all in the past..jiayous soon!

then went to ntuc shop for rc sauce..eh..dunno i buy correct anot..dun care la..white colour means cream lol..also bought 2 bottles of red wine..buy 1 get 1 free..value for money right...maybe see how tml open 1 bottle...

just now on funshion watch how to train your dragon again..notch bad..shall explore more..

tml 3pm checkup AGAIN..nb..hope this is the last one...gimme a definite pes pls! should be fast tml cos just see doctor only...then hope can rush home to prepare food..who ish free de can come up help help..

kk i feel like shitting like now..after eating ytd curry lol...kbai

ok...im back...20+ hours of sleep....first thing i thought of was the kitchen..dam hungry when i wake up...didnt had dinner last night as i didnt manage to wake up lol..still hungry again

ytd blood donation with yulin and carson..stella came along also..but she cant donate cos iron lvl too low..lol...almost fainted sial when after donate...suddenly hand and legs feelvery weak...vision see 2 images..and head very heavy..then doc check me and let me rest for sometime..maybe because i didnt sleep last night because i was watching some l4d funny clips.i shall post some here








and this is the pwnage that i cannot tahan lol



lol my whole night till morning..then blood donation..

today work punch in at 6 as i expected they will short of staff and heavy rain and got function...been feeling so weak thruout the night..work was peaceful until 1 outdoor table make noise..dam..i hate this kind of ppl..always like tat..retribution shall befall them..other than that not much problem todays except im feeling giddy throughout the whole night and i cant believe actually manage to suvive the night lol

yea...comfirm naos..cooking pasta on tuesday as i have to work thursday...who ish free de can come earlier help me outs..dun be shy come on friends

k..just back from market...gonna bathe and get a long deep rest...curry dinner tonight!

dont wanna think about it

today ish nb kanpua crowded...i feel so bad..did alot stuff that disapoint alot ppl...jalex call me camp outdoor..but then i see bar de drinks like alot alot till full liao...then i see liao also will take de ma..run in and out...left xianglong outside alone...sorrry xianglong ps u..=(..dun dulan me pls...sometimes..i find it hard to be bad guy...i was told to learn to be one..wtf..

did arrangement for function tml...1am do till 2am+...dam tired...sorry jeolyn...ima really thristy and really need to drink and weijian also hungry...tml...i steady with you!

xianglong...random but i find it true..大好男人..really great knowing you...

kk...bloody donation tml...carson and yulin and stella..know how to come right? if not call moi now!

小心 elbow 你啊! LOL

today work ruined by heavy downpour at 530...cleaning chairs and tables all the way till 730+..deck ish dam busy that time..customer come in and out and chairs table still wet...after that abit slack le...working with xianglong so fun lol..wanted to drink but beer not chilled and we want to drink de dun have sell...so l4d at plaza lol..steady ah..then now back home..

kk..updates sunday cannot cook as im working...either monday or thursday nights who wants??

and final call for blood donars! saat morning who wanna come?

what do u do if your favourite chocolate is sold out

Today work was kinda boring..crowd came in near to closing..dam..have to open table till 48.4..tmnnd..plus that stupid table 79 is make us dam suay lo..dun want say le damnation

ok due to the overwhelming responese by everyone...i decide to organize a cooking/eating session next week..please ppl tell me when u are free so we can meet at my house to cook/eat..spread the words around and confirm with me by this sat..who is very kind de can also pei me go market get ingredients..that will be awesome lol

and i really feel im lucky to meet the bliss clique cos they have an impact in moi life..u know who u are..thank u for constantly reminding me what to do..what i did wrong...jokes u told..and many many more..i think i should lock myself in my rooom someday to reflect on myself..i feel i haven reflect on myself for like so many years..thats why all these time im lost within myself again and again..thank you

ytd work was ultimate bored..really no mood to work...dunno why..request to punch out at 10...thanks ah long! ate spag rc brat at back with jeolyn and layyen....then waited for the rest to punch out..off to plaza pool..l4d...at least im happy for awhile there...
sent jeolyn home and accompany kon buy food then home...

so wtf is wrong with me

kk enuff rants huh..later dunnoe some ppl say me...

omg lol i just found this super funny pic online

LOL dangerous

ytd off day..cook spag with tomatoe...like alot sia i eat all finish lol..maybe next time i should add in some toppings lol..

then at night went to bliss with jason drink...dam shiok drink tower...everytime work is i pump..now got ppl pump for me lol thanks ah..lol then went to plaza with jeolyn weijian eugene kon in eugene's car...dam fun lo last night...laugh like no tml only..ok la at least they are happy...

dam im still sleepy after so many hour of sleep...upstairs renovation drill here and there plus hot weather really piss me off..

k working at 7 tonights cya all

today start work at 6..dam dam dam busy...running in and out like shit only...finally 7pm ppl came in and i dun need so chiong le..nothing much happenn..dam bored all the way till closing...wash popcorn machine till shiny..makan and homed..

just received letter for my graduation..i can invite 2 ppl to witness me get diploma from the director..ask my mum..her reply like vague lei..dunno wat meaning..dam wat should i do if she dun want come

coming sat blood donation drive!! who wanna comes! confirm got me carson and yulin...comeon ppl...time to do some good deeds to atone ur sins in the past LOL

kk..tml off like finally...gonna try cook spageheti in the afternoon...dunno why got a sudden interest in cooking lol..very gian to cook sial...who is brave enough to test my cooking? lol

and rip mr president
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/rtrs/20100410/twl-oukwd-uk-poland-president-crash-bd5ae06.html

today work with the guys at deck..dam fun..so long no nan ren dang jia lol...xianglong went off early as he got meet gf next day..buay steady lol..jk..dam busy in front..tio scald by the gratin sauce..the sauce on my finger for like 10 sec lo...dam hot and pain...then time pass slowly..crowd came and go..so another day has passed...now at lan shop with carson weijun and lianghao..thanks bros

off to market laters..and working at 6 laters...sians..i somehow dun like working at bliss nows..its the people that made working fun..u know the feel? lol yea

k ima hungry now maybe breakfast then marrket...

come on push me to the limits and i will blow up

today had a bad day working..new menu out..alot stuff dunno..send wrong food to wrong customer..tio shoot by customer...tio shoot by kun...really feel like crying when he shouted at me why i study so many books simple maths also dunnoe...just grab do anything i see to make myself forget all these..i really dunno why like tat..requested to go off at 1...drink with them at back then pool

my words are never heard
i tried to talk but no one will listen
i tried to care but no one gives me 1 chance when i seriously care

not being emo..just voicing out my thoughts since im not heard in real life

i just wanna get over this asap

k working at 6 laters cya all

outing was great ytd! thanks ppl! i think i spend the most on eating only lol..then went to play pool with jason till 12+ while the rest went to kbox...i dun really sing lol..then l4d with the rest till 4 then home..sibie tired..hope to have more of this outing next time!

cheese + pineapple+ tomatoe=(Y)!

k weekend here again..gonna work work work...sians hope it dun rain later

school also opening for alot ppl..more sian very hard to meet up le

and yea good news just received my graduation date...20 may thursday 10am...next month luh...super happy la can wear the graduates robe..like professor lol..then can invite 2 ppl to watch me go stage take diploma from the director of SEG siol...wanted to call my parents go but they both very hard to walk lei..how how how..

the grass on the other side is greener...but after sometime u will find it no different to the other side

today checkup at alexander..took mrt to orchard to change bus 14 go there...damnation..i got lost in orchard road lo..came out of the wrong exit..spend 30mins walking around to look for the busstop last time i took...ask at least 3 ppl for directions..dam paisei i ask china ppl somemore..in the end walk aroud the ion shopping mall then saw the bus stop..dam sweaty after that...think i should go out more often

checkup..was song song ah lol..the doctor poke the ultrasound probe at me so pain..then second checkup need a parent or guardian to give conssent..cos running the threadmill scare heartattack lol..call mummy to come down..lucky my uncle free haha

im so in love with u! happily ever after lol

kk super tired after running outside all day..let me catch my breathe

last night afte work drink drank drunk..lol..finally settle the heineken in my fridge..homed at 4+ woke up at 11am lol...bodyclock spoiled

got a new hoot tooday! singtel shopp alldun have the samsung galaxy i wanted...took the same phone as weijian lol...dam nice la..super love the crystal touchpad..

work just now was ok..tired and checkup tml 9am..sianzs..have to like chiong down just for this..and another appointment at 2pm..ima so demoralised

getaway i like!

stop crying your heart out

last night work was ok...alot customer at start..kitchen slow outside deck table 83 75 57 56 all ask pasta haven come..dam paiseh..chiong in and out send food..after that ok le...payday get only 500+ abit little..must sheng this month..and yea thanks mr hock! pay raise!

punch out at 11...share money with jeolyn and ruth buy chiavs drink...abit seh..kk i know im drunk lol...then went to plaza l4d versus...like fun only lol..so steady...play till 3 then homed...

last call wednesday who free pei me all day go hospital...sianz manz

tml i can change phone! yea i like!

k tonight working and tml work..i sorta dun work weekdays...hope it will be fine later on so cya ppl

night cycling next week anyone?

met up with jeolyn for dinner before work...said something about me which i sort of didnt realise..maybe i have really changed..thanks for pointing out this anyways...u must cheer up ok? the aura u give very scary siol..last night work was boring..keep raining..no tentage..got umbrella runner lol...like fun only..keep finding stuff to do...popcorn machine is back! like lamb huh..lol..when i was washing the poopcorn machine reminds me of mr jit and mr gopal...those days were nice...

back from market as usual..this week quite difficult to come home cos of the heavy rain..wanted to walk home la...but i think i will get sick..so took bus..dam heavy la carry up and down the bus...

payday today! like finnally! must 省省省，妈妈最棒！ lol

ok gonna sleep now..working at 6 again laters..cya ppl laters

im always serious

today is kanpua boring neh...start work at 6..ok la.starting busy but then behind sian and slack..really no mood to work cos i seem to cant concentrate and keep my eyes open..force myself to work till closing...swee swee 2am close shop..16 hours 72$ earn today i like!

back from pool and l4d session just now..power ranger..play till the shop close...fun lo..next time jio more ppl come versus! like 1 team too strong the other too weak no fun luh hahaha

k gonna sleep now and wakeup later..working at 6am later so cya all laters

caught clash of titans with hanbin ytd..very nice but watch too long very headache...abit disapointed cos i thought the movie is about a war between the gods..but overall it was awesome...medusa dam imbal lo..look her in the eye and u will become stone

last night work was shiiit...dam busy for a thursday..machiam like weekend...finally work ended and super hnugry..makan at 401 then home...slept for 11hour straight...

and last night at 401 kopitiam i saw a green asteroid/meteor/ufo watever la..like zoom down very fast then no more..i swear i saw it..dunno wat it is lo

and next wed i have 2 checkup at alexander hospital 9am and 2pm...any kind souls free to accompany me? im sick of going there alone

kk going to work at 6 laters...hope today crowd not as bad as ytd

had shabushi buffet for lunch today...okok la..variety abit little...can eat shuang shuang can liao..then pool then work

today work was uber boring because of the rain..sibei sian..time pass slowlly...as it was carson last day..we all went to plaza play pool and l4d hahah...so long never have big gathering like that liao..very happy..l4d very long neveer touch..abit lousy now...i had alot fun just now..thanks ppls

gonna catch movie laters...lunch at nyp koufu..lol..boliao go back school eat...cheap lei..somemore walk to amk hub can liao

dam..im feeling abit breathless after playing l4d..maybe too nervous le?..till now still abit siol...

kk thats it ppl..cheer up chillax dun think so much have a good day ahead!