memories are there for 1 purpose

jamming is like so cool lo..just play loud loud only..lol..i dunno how to play the base..abit out of place..but overall its aawesome ttm

caught expendables today..dam nice gore...power pack action movie...had a good seat in cinema so didnt sleep lol

this one for the lions fck yea...

im proud to say that my mind is overclocked to 1000Ghz and 24/7 online..but processr running at a high speed for long time will get burnt de..can anyone just hibernate me?

whateva...around 3 more weeks to enlistment...what can i say more about NS after hearing endless stories told by my friends...like u all said.."if i can survive u sure no problem" soulja let me say BRING IT ON

im so into britpop now...pure brillant...its my winston red...

i just feel awkward about some situations now..really can jamm there

firstly...thanks for all the wishes and presents and surpries and all who came down and celebrated my birthday with me at bliss...really cant find words to describe how i feel or speak...just a big thank you to you

went to bras besar with rena jong92 jinyu and her classmates to a restaurant call timbre which has a gig performing there...awesomeness...never see live band in my life before...but the bad weather spoil everything...really made me so wanna see oasis live concert in singapore...but i know thats impossible..sadds..had a little beer than we went back to hougang...haha thanks for the small outing though the weather is bad

went back to bliss got a big surprise lol...lol..so many ppl siol..haha..thanks for making this happen..i rreally never got surprises in my life before..so i can say this is the first and the best hahaha..

drink a little eat a little also...thanks alien for the pasta and carson for the drink...

then to plaza pool l4d..l4d abit not fun cos only 4 ppl playing..im getting lousy at pool lol..must jiayou

ok..later 630 still gotta go out..hope my daddy minor operation goes well!

and happy birthday to my little sister! hope u will excell in ur A lvl and get into a good uni...this year 18yo must more sensible ah..know whats right and wrong...

lastly..i hope the best in life for everyone i know especially a certain few...hope all things will turn for the better and let this flame of ours never burn out


i hope my birthday wishes will become reality..i dun want to be drawing circles again

watch salt and last airbender..both shows very nice..but just dont like how they ended the movie..went out with jeolyn and eugene caught airbender...then prawning...very headache...think cos is the new specs not yet used to...

ok peoples...sunday take off ah..jio-ing ppl go watch the expendables...must watch!

and also avatar 27 aug got special edittion come out..also must watch

oh me gosh...im so gonna miss my blankie and bloster when im in tekong

quote from a movie i found it quite nice

“Moral fiber. So, what is moral fiber? It is funny, I used to think that it was always telling the truth, doing good deeds, basically. Being a fcuking boy scout. But lately I have been seeing it differently. Now I think moral fiber is about finding that one thing you really care about. That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. And when you find her, you fight for her. You risk it all, you put her in front of everything, your life, all of it. And may be the stuff you do to help her is not so clean. You know what? It does not matter. Because in your heart you know, that the juice is worth the squeeze. That is what moral fiber is all about.”

so take it

Sorry to all bros and sis to angry and worry me..whatever it is..I only post it only my private blog..so lol..we cool k?

Didn't go anywhere during national day..rot at home...brought my little cousin to my grannys house..kids are like angels and little devils lol..sometimes they can be so guai and cute and funny but sometimes they can really piss u off like doing something in public mrt which embarrass you..but also funny in a way lol..thank god I'm a angel from kid till now lol

Went up to my granny house with my little cousin..man she is really getting old..as in forgetting things..I really hate rich sons locking up their mother in a elite bungalow or condo cos i think really unhealthy for old people like her la...yes condo can have swimming pool big tv everywhere aircon..but have no friends..then keep thinking which grandchild will get married first..and alot alot etc stuff if u know what I means..when I grow up I want to earn big bucks drive a European car and live in a ordinary at least 4 room flat with my parents and wife..if my life is good

Been watching alot funshion online movie recently..dam inspiring sia..castaway is a fucking must watch though it's quite old...I think I still stuck on my own island for a long long time..it's my choice and will whether I will be able to get out of my island..right now I'm waiting to die..but I promise you give me something and I will make it my direction to work for

Lol why type so long..no one also will read de what is it..to conclude..I really haven been sleeping well these few days cos I'm miss u all and all those things running in my head..but I have learnt..sometimes things are just ment to be like that..and forget about what happen in love stories happily ever after..it's your own movie..you are the lead actor, director, scriptwriter. You decide how your story gonna go and end..and the most amazing thing is to have someone who is watching your movie all the time

IMY nights

Finally downloaded starcraft 1 to plAy...yes..the epic game...what else..I don't have a life now and spend me time nua at home lol

Did a néw pair of specs with jeolyn on sat..dam funny la I wear that specs..gonna collect them next Sunday

Last night went prawning with bliss clique..first time so many ppl come I like!! Omg lol we almost caught the super big big prawn like 4 times!!! So wasted and sad man.. Overall we caught alot prawn and eat

Do you know how I'm feeling right now?

ytd went out to tcc eat as i owe someone a meal..lol..everyone got fooled by me stupid...overall..i feel alot warmth ytd...thanks ppls

i really really realy want to go genting or somewhere overseas before my ns or what..but i like dunno wheere to start..sho moody

backtrack...my back is really really want to break like that..cannt bend or what..workout 2 days only now like that..so weak me...legs still ok..but still cant feel the strain..

ok baibai

There is nothing for me to emo about
There is nothing for me to worry about
Then tell me why I is like that
Reason: I'm lazy to do anything or I'm just born to be like that

Whatever people are getting affected by me and I know that I will keep away from everyone..

So I will create a private blog for myself to do whatever I want

this words in purple font describe my not emo stuff....so if u are tired of my not emo stuff skip and scroll down to read the normal fonts post

what will u do when u are already so lost in ur life..and u found something that can give u faith motivation..and suddenly because of 1 issue u dont want to see it again..thats what ima feeling naoz..now that game had effing piss me off..whats worth my rage..hai..dun wanna talk bout it...just feel so lousy..everything and everyone is avoiding me

now that i have lost my game...what can i do for the last 1 month 13 days as me...beside working out...i need some faith and directions...

and also the fact that im going 20 soon and ppl needa sort of advice me...i once told myself im here to lead not follow...i dunno what other adjective can furthur describe my uselessnees...

been thinking alot bout ma life for the past few days...what life is like 4 years back then..when i was still sec 4..i feel the seed of my character now is somewhere in sec 4...not because of a girl bgr stuff...i just cant remember..fmlttm






finally..i quit bliss..really sad to leave that lousy place with awesome people who changed my life for the past 2 year+...last week of work was expected...runner all the way...whatever..xgjh...i want to thanks all those people working there who have been helpful and cheerful despite the environment is harsh and sucky...u know who u are...thanks for the times u help me when i was running up and down like dog...thanks for the times when i was drunk and u stood by..thanks for all the laughter and nonsenese we had during work...thanks for the times when i insist dont need help and u just help...thanks for all ur cutie pie smile which melted moi...okkkkkkkkkkkk whatever it is..i just cant bare to leave u all but i have to...this last month is very important...to me myself and i...you..and all changed me...i know u know can already'

whatever i know alot words are left unspoken in my heart..but if u know whata i am trying to say...or how u feel after reading..please just kindly accept my feelings for the first and last time...i just need u to feel..no needa talk..

side track: inception is omfg inspiring...to die is the only wake to come back to reality...it feels like god to be in a dream..where what u always desire happens..and u can do anything...but is the you in your dream same as the you in reality..if u can be the you on both world..then u are truly living your dream..

so just let me end my super long post with this song...just listen and feel


You know I'm a dreamer
But my heart's of gold
I had to run away high
So, I wouldn't come home low

Just when things went right
Doesn't mean they're always wrong
Just take this song and you'll never feel
Left all alone

Take me to your heart
Feel me in your bones
Just one more night
And I'm comin' off this
Long and winding road

I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Home sweet home, tonight tonight
I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Home sweet home

You know that I've seen
Too many romantic dreams
Up in lights, fallin' off
The silver screen

My heart's like an open book
For the whole world to read
Sometime, nothing keeps me together
At the seams

I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Home sweet home, tonight tonight
I'm on my way, just set me free
Home sweet home