ytd went to have lunch at pastamania with mummy..my treat k!! lol..then went to cut my hair...meet up with caron edwin to catch the movie " how to train ur dragon"...abit short the story..but it summarise one thing to me...humans are greedy...always want to conquer this that..in the end always tio owned by something they didnt expected within their imagination...ppls..dun be greedy...the dragon is so kewt!! lol..then pool with them....jeolyn and eugene joined in later on..power pack...after that i went prawning with jeolyn and eugene while carson went to work and edwin go home...3hour prawning i only caught like 3 prawns?..but fun sial..first time ma lol..after that went back to bliss celebrate mr hock bday..drink drank not drunk ok..sa fan sa as usual...laugh out like never before..then makan and home..

k laters going for checkup sibei sian

thanks ppl for so much fun ytd! u know who u are!

dun let it keep u down for so long u still gotta face it next day

work today was boringz...after work slack at bliss...talk on a topic about ghost stories..omg xianglong he dam alot story sia...and he joke dam power until ah soon buay tahan...lol...then they went home and soon amanda me go pool till 5...thanks manz..back from market..today got praise by 3 random ppls when i on way back from market..i like manz! super motivated!

kk think gonna cuts moi heir tis noonz..going to watch sun wukong laters...im so addicted after 1 episode LOL!

Ytd got guailan customer after work want come find dài ji...power..jeniffer come out give them a lecture..nice one...I like! First time everyone so dulan 1 group of ppl...but think of that really wtf lo..after work we can talk a out anything ma..they is too senstive le

then after work drink..power..I think got 10 jug sia..thanks cindy!! Lol just pump only..play sha fan sha..xianglong keep losing and drinking sia...he abit drunk...I neber lose abit sian..chey!! Then makan abit at 401 then took xianglong home.. Weijian and Carson came up my house and talked awhile..thanks ya brothers..

Slept for 4 hours and woke up...hangover sial..stomach dam alot gas..think gonna cut my hair laters..

K cya at work later..sat night means sun morning market!

Didn't sleep last night watching YouTube all night long...Jason jio me breakfast at 401...after that basketball again with weijian him and Wei jun...sweat alot sial...then go home bath and met up with jeolyn and weijian..suppose to have Kbox but cancel..so we go pool..then after that soon join in...accompany jeolyn to 401 makan dinner with xianglong then went home again to prepare...went to bugis steamboat instead..dam sleep and dam full sia..now finally back home..power pack day I like!

K gonna have a real good long rest and off to work tml..cya my friends! You made my day today! Tq for the fun!

awesome song awesome lightings awesome crowd come on sing along!

today work was fun with xianglong..never fail to make my smile..naren is finally back..like after so long uh..after work drink some beer from bliss then send jinyu and changwen home lol...both of them so scare after i tell some ghost story..then have to send them back as they scare...then home with xianglong...

tml going k at 2pm..hope i can wake up cos im still awake watching youtube...

britpop rocks..never fail to lessen my burdens

Completed all course requirements for the award of
DIPLOMA IN ELECTRONICS, COMPUTER & COMMUNICATIONS
ENGINEERING

You will receive a letter of conferment, your academic transcript and CCA transcript soon.

woohoo results are out this morning 8am...woke up at 4am as cant sleep...waited till 8am for results...ok la...notch bad..no Ds..B+ and C+ lol...gpa drop 0.1 lo...but nvm..graduate lo!


today suppose to have basketball..but then suddenly heavy rain then cancel go carson house slack..played prototype..i like! lunch at xianglong house then off to hougang mall to get my new headset....then home..slept for awhile then work

work today was a rare sight cos all my fav ppl are placeed at deck with me lol..cos got important guest..then senior staff put together...ok la..20 pax..after that released at 11 and wait for them then makan then homed..

omg basketball later on got alot ppl...me weijian carson xianglong weijun soon kon jalex..gonna be fun lol..hope i can wake up on time laters

wat i have done wrong to deserve this?

i wil be a better man

last night wrk was boring..requested to go home at 11 as i having headache and sleepy...then went straight home sleep at 12 and woke up at 6 just now...18hour sleep new record lol..then now i going back sleep again wtf lol..

tml morning basketball again!! this time got xianglong come..4 ppl can play 2v2 wakakak..hope i can wake up on time tml...

and yea..tml 8am results are out!...abit scare though..but think will swee swee la..last sem hope they close 2 eyes la lol...good luck to all my year 3 friends!

any new songs can send me ppl?? u know ur old songs are my new songs..lol..i often go pool here the song notch bad...consider old or new doesnt matter i want!!!

plans for tml: basketball then maybe cut hair/ buy new headset then work...weekdays are boring..

dun take wat i say to heart ppl...i think thats the reason why im here

had a powerpack weekend ytd..meetup with hanhui..last time tuition center best buddy..he bored jio me out i anything lol..pool together...catch up alot stuffs..yea..he in army now..going 1 year soon...soon join in later...went down to bliss drink abit as he wanted to drink..first time sia he lol...and also he amazed us with his freaking imbal magic tricks..really wtf..then send him home as he not looking good..plaza billard with carson and the rest..so hard to play lo...aim hao hao le then also piu..sianed..after that home and market...yea..thanks carson for volunteering to go market with me..yea..amanda is right..thats what are friends for...im really touched with she told me this phrase and i saw wei jian and carson taking turn to help me take the 5kg rice despite its not their job to go to market...thanks my brothers..

yea..back from market with carson then off to basketball with weijian..omg lol..its dame hot outside but we still can play like so fun like that lol..played abc..hahah i keep losing do push up as punishment..power ranger..play for like 2 hours? then back to carson home...played prototype..dame awesome! i so wanna get this game lol..awesome gameplay... then actually want to bath there but he sleeep like pig and snoring like machine gun so let him sleep..then now back home...and i have sunburn!! so itchy and red like some rashes watever...wahaha..at least i will turn darker after this lol...

omg i cant believe i actually manage to stay up all the way till now..and even play basketball without sleep for 24 hours...i should get some rest after work later on...work work...sunday hope its a good day...ciaoss

woke up at 3pm as promised...went to the housewarming..wow...new hdb flats are now so small..ok..my mum friends 3 room flat dun say la..but looks like very cram..kitchen and living room together de..and living room is like my bedroom...sian lo...all the aunties talking about old days while me sitting alone watching tv..bored...then back home just now..bak koo teh noodle is nice! haha

ok...later going out pool with soon then see how...market later on in da morning dawg...and im working on a sunday! which is family day..sad..

i can change phone next month! oh yea...wat nice phone should i get manx?

today work was abit of hell...celestine came down to bliss with christopher and katrina..wah so long no see them so fit le..catch up with them alot stuff..wanted to jio them pool but they got something on tml..so nvm....dame flu very irritating..cannot work properly...keep dripping the flu...finally after work and drank and seh abit...and i wasnt suppose to drink lol..but oh well lol...got high...naren haha sorry i split or pour the beer on u..next time u high can do that to me too lol...and after that pool...lol..naos back home

later on going to my mum friend house warming at sengkang dunnoe where..ok i think gonna sleep abit naos and wake up at 3 later



u dont look back in anger cos i heard ur say

Dam I think I'm going to be sick..bad flu when I woke up just now..now headache..how to survivor laters..and still wanna ton tonight..daam..hope I will get better sooner..

K gotta get ready for work

today caught confucis as all of us were late for the 110 timeslot...starting part abit nice..then behind part like shiat...going out today with xianglong jeolyn and kon is awesome la...so long never have a small group outing like that...3 of them really made me laugh all day..and dun see my butt can anot xianglong...wtf u gay ah..lol...after movie back to 401 makan then jeolyn off to work and i went home to prepare...

work today was borriiinnggg...time pass so slow lo...as usual the laughing buddha yen ping never failed to give a big LOL over a small thing..lol..so contagious her laugh...after work makan and drink the jagermister omg so weird the taste feel like vomit naos...

k my plans tml..wake up if got time i wanna pool awhile then after work drink/pool/battefield...see how everyone wanna go tml...

im so happy today! wakakaka dun let small things get in ur way BY

wakakak today work was uber fun! lol..thanks all those who made me smile all the way..really brighten up my dead mood after 2 days rotting at home...lol..all make fun of me only nb..ok gotta stop this nb thing...sorry all who i nb-ed today lol..

movie later on..hopefully

Last night suppose to have drinking session but cancel nb..nvm went off to sleep after xianglong told me only he can come..2 ppl drink wat lol..another boring afternoon I guess..and finally working tonight!! Hope it will be fun cos my fav peeps are working!!

K lunch and going to clean up moi room later

fuck..why always like tat...i already already very very control myself ytd not to go out drink with them..and only today drinking session downstairs only and my mum also dun allow...come on..its not goiing out fight watever...sometimes my mum very paranoid..perhaps all mums like tat...tell them my heart got problem and say this say that canot this cannot that...i fucking really want to lie to them that im fine...tell me wat i should do..nb

today was sort of a tiring day..been running up and down from home and outside..went to bank and hougang mall to do some stuff for my parents..after that met up with jeolyn to pool..but full then lan but phailed..so turned off...dinner at long john..yea..fetch her to work then met up with jian yong...so random...went to ehub to bowling..then back to plaza pool again..sian de lo..i wanted to go drinking with them at bliss but i ald told myy mum i will be back home early...so stuck in between...roar! nvm..im fine now

watched gi joe..bored lo..i want to have a own high end pc in my room!

im so uber bored? anything i can do tml?? let me list down the things i can do before i go in NS

kbox
steamboat
outing/pinic/camping?
movie
drinking

still got wat?? i just woke up and now going back to bed again..dam sianed this kind of feeling...abit gian to bf lol...

give moi something to do!

Today work was totally slow and boring..tired of doing this and that..after work when to bf2 and now back home...going off to market on 10 mins time...Ima good boi yaw!

K today and tml I am free so wanna do any thing can jio me out..I feel like going jogging on Monday evening lol

past few days was working...tired to update...work these few days dunnoe why so busy..running up and down till so breathleess..only can stop and catch my breathe after the crowd subside...

receieve letter from cmpb again..and need checkup again on 30 march...DAM sad la me..wtf is wrong with me...

today work was fun lol..ruth keep complaining customer hahaha..was so fun working together..chilli sauce ah HAAHAA....AND I DID A SUPER AH HAI STUNT LOL...lucky i didnt fall flat on my face..didnt saw the chain is already put on and i walk out and trip over it...i could hear alot ppl laughing luh..u know who u are!! haha

battle field with the same peeps...awesome but tiring cos very hard to concentrate after work...helicoptor so fun sial..kamikaze lol..

kk tml after work drinking...problably not at void deck cos got song ka..maybe at my house? see how who wanna come?

back from chalet...was super tired these 3 days...lazy to type all those details...drink gamble play bbq all night long...first day bowling and dinner at sakura buffet..dam full the buffet..lucky go play bowling lol..then drinking at night..also lucky no "happening" lol..second day majong whole day...evening then bbq..all the way till midnight...dam hot..then play cards...wah..i dunno how to play lose alot money lo..dun want play le..then this morning checkout and pool and movie at ehub...watch 做人..nice..finally..tanks to all those who made it possible..guess we will see each other next time on gradution day..


人做天在看
you reap what you sow, its just a matter of time

kindness begets kindness, and also, its just a matter of time

Last night work was hell..started work at 6 and chiong all the way till 12am then crowd starts to subside...dam cui and tired.got customer try to run bill lol...but epic failed..kon caught them lol power ranger....then after work slack drink anchor then battlefield...dam bored no mood...then market with Carson..thanks haha..then went to airport send Rena weijian Amanda off to hainan..really can't bear to see them walk away..dun worry BY they will be back on Friday..haha take care of yourself out there..look at the moon at night and know it's me lol...then after that pooll with Carson and met up with Katrina to return her her thumbdrive...now later going to bliss makan dinner as faris is going to be enlisted on tuesday..and most powderful de is I haven sleep yet!!LOL and tml still have chalet till wed and workk all the way till sat..omg Ima super buzy dawg!!

Blah too much complains and rubbish talk.. Soon jiayou for ur fyp tml..u can do it!!

last night work was dam busy...run in and out...i can sense something sour last night..but its fine now...after work went to battlefield 2 with jeolyn eugene kon and mohadmad..dam fun sia..so hard to play..haha then play till 5am then go home le...uber tired now..just woke up lol

later workin at 6...hope i dun die today..i could feel a pain on my shoulder these few days..

finally have fun in ur overseas trip! -rena,weijian ,amanda ,jeolyn....tsk bo jio ! i will be waiting for ur return take care!

ytd was a dame busy day..morning wake up went to meet up with faris as he is enlisted on tuesday...went to alexander hospital with me and his gf as his gf attachment there also...dam...did another round of ecg test..and doc say my heartbeat abnormal...i seriously dunnoe wats wrong with me...then he say will need to do another heart scan and threadmill test next time...keep drraggin sia...after that we went to find yan jun...omg so long no see him lol..he working at queensway shopping mall de sport link...yea..we should be meeting up again this sunday for dinner...then pool with faris at plaza...back home dinner...9pm+ shu jian came to fetch me to go to maggie's 21 bday chalet...wah..hometeam NS de chalet is so dam big..left early cos not alot of ppl is staying...then went to blisss take pay...so litle lo this month..and i think im going to spend alot next week again..hais..then we went to plaza to pool...omg...never had so much fun ytd for so long...cos kon came!! hahaha he never fails to make our group laugh like shit lol...played till 4am+ then makan and home...

just woke up and offf to work at 7 later! i cant wait for next week chalet!!

finally its over! yap paper wasa kinda easy today..heng arh! everyone was dam happy...photo spam after tat lol..then actually got alot ppl wanna go sing k..but in the end only 4 of us guys go sing..nice haha kbox was super fun manx! just sing only shout watever crap u want also can inside! but drinks abit stingy lo..sang from 3pm till 8pm..dam tired..then kang drove us to fetch lim fung and others then to 401 makan lol...kang driving dam funny la...keep forget this and that..forget lock car forget shift to gear 1..dam paisei and funny behind car horn us sia..squeeze 7 ppl somemore lol...and got 1 dam super epic moment lol..he drive very faast then suddenly red light..so he zam brake..then all of us fly to the front...then immdiately oppposite got 1 car stop by and we look at them at the same time...dam funny la!! lol the couple opposite also laugh lol..it was fun today but tiring..

ok..naos everythings over wat should i do..dun care first..break for 2 weeks then say..i wanna rest all i can!

k tml medical checkup...boring

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20100303/tts-chile-quake-us-science-nasa-972e412.html

days are shorter 1.26 microseconds only...at least nights are 1.26 mircoseconds longer LOL!

been trying to absorb theory since just now but the internet is always tempting lol...watching jennifer's body and continued to study..and omgawd lool...i found this pic while doing some research




been trying to understand wth is adverse yaw and this pic summarise it lol random..ima so happy naos lol..

dam i almost finish the whole container for cny goodies and the bottle of green tea when i was watching the movie..so hyper now

k tml ORD le chiong chiong chiong!

this feeling is coming back again..its not something to cry angry sad about..its just something new i never encounter before..tml will be my last paper for my poly life..in day 1..ok not day 1..maybe sem 2 year 1 i wished poly faster end..now that reality is here..i somewhat not look forward to it..there are still so many things i wanna do..too much regrets i can say..so to all those in year 1 2 and final year students..pls treasure ur times in poly and dun whine how life sucks..it really sucks for me now...this feeling is so heartaching i swear

maybe i somwhat figure out what mre mun was trying to tell me during the interview last time..i guess that principle applies to all aspects in life..thanks you

back to school study yap paper..total shit man...all theory can kill already...dam tired as usual..k gonna rest awhile then continue at night

today kfc paper was a piece of cake!..almost all i study for came out...except for the radar qns i never study lol...after that everyone so high and happy we all go play pool and l4d..lol..pool 2hours l4d 2hours...totally awesome manxx..super drained..feels like my energy being burnt on these stuff mostly lol..tml gonna go back study for yap paper...last final piece of shiat in poly!..oops..too vulgar paisei hahah...

wed after last paper gonna k with them...first time go k siol me..hope it is fun..thursday chekup..hope im fine..

omg i feel so fat when im dam full lol...

anyone got nice new english songs can send me?? seems like my library a little outdated

kcubye

do u remember that time?

生就是为了找寻爱的过程, 每个人的人生都要找到四个人

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.

首先会遇到你最爱的人，然后体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，
才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。

但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，
这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。

你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？



真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，
你都希望这个人陪着你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，
也就是没有丝毫要求。

茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

some random stuff while surfing forum...on and off mood to study kfc..lol..dam..

first 2 months of 2010 and already 2 major earthquake...haiti and the recent earthquake from chile...8.8 magnitidue sia...dam..mother earth is getting sick..

ok back to kfc

today was call up for work unexpectedly..hear they very few ppl work..ok la cincai since im doing nothing at that moment..then go work lo...was dam hectic..immediately reach there le chiong all the way to 10pm close to 11..sianed..work to closing..after tat as usual..pool and l4d...wasnt in the mood to l4d..just sianed for some moment...

hope i didnt neglect anyone during these 2 weeks of mia..if so pls understand and accept my apologies yea?

now back from market...and dam i hit my little toe nail on the wheel..dam pain siol!

gonna sleep now and wake up at noon study..night i wanna watch rush hour 3!

tml kfc paper 9am..which means i gonna wake up at 7..no more funshion.com yea by...

im slowly getting to know who i am..i hope this is the way it is

wed 230pm marks the end of my poly life..i like!

warning: long post..pls take ur time to read if not dun read..haha

today studied at school..reached at 10..best..absorb alot today...i like..but sibei tired..nothing much happen.

hope for the best i can say...had a rare once in a while talk with my sister last night...i feel i can be a better brother..i feel i can be a better person..soon to be man...sometimes we have problems and feel annoyed and dunno who to turn to..might as well keep it to urself...wrong..just grab someone and talk to...so if u have any troubles bottled up just pour it out to me..it will always help..likewise im having the same problem i have alot troubles bottled up..so annoying...i can feel a bigtide ahead of me that i must pass through..hope my friends will accompany me through this part of my life

i must say this before this last semester of my poly life ends...this 3 years in poly has been like a roller cooster...ups and downs..hardest time of my poly life prolly is last year till now..year 1 and 2 are sort of easy..do ur work got attendance do lab test folo study guide do presentation..can pass already..made alot new friends in that 2 years..enjoyed air-con rooms where u cant enjoy in sec school..only in AV theatre luh hhaha...best part..dun need wear school uniform..yea..sorry talking all these lol...ok...back..then hardest part of my poly life is last year

immediately after year 2 exams..2 weeks break and my final year project starts...12 weeks sia..everyone was totally seperated...some go industrial attachment..or final year project..i can say i tio most suay one..cos most ppl fyp lab is at least 10+ people during that time..mine only 3 ppl..owned..slowly got used to the cold S446 ARG lab..everyday 830 to 6..yea..week 6 and 12 presentation all tio shoot cos never do properly..not to forget the suzhou trip during fyp..i made another batch of friends..they totally rock my life lol..closing to week 12 my relationship with my 2 other labmates and suzhou clique are like the best..after week 12 finally over...sad news come in..2 days later IAP starts

i was like wth..2 days break only and go attachment 6 months..that 3 months was hell..practically stoned there...perhaps we didnt know wat to do..we only help do some reports and analysis of their project.....but the experience was invalueable..i must say i dam lucky to be attach to ST electronics cos its near NYP and ST is a well known company in the electronics world...i saw alot wonderfull dam cool stuff..those producs that have never been introduecd to the market yet...really inspired me to be a better engineer..most of the time just slacking..ok..bad la lol..but heng didnt fail IAP..so i guess im lucky lol.. after attachment finally 2 months break came...dam happy can rest after chionging fyp and iap..those 2 events totally change my body clock and everyting

october..start and last semester of year 3..with the year 3 logo on my head i can feel the graduation day getting closer...year 3 study path mine is aerospace..theory i can tell u is 200% totally make no sense to u when u first see it...but slowly i understand it...cos near to exam ma..so no choice force myself these 2 weeks chiong exam notes..now that exam are here and gonna be so over soon...i wanna delicate some word to the foollowing people below..not in order dont worry just the person i can think of i put:

chow shin: didnt really get to know u until year 3..haha...thanks for pei-ing me pool,l4d study,do project,lab,group work,makan and all other small stuff during this semester..u are a nice person..good guys will get good girls dun worry shin..haha

jun yang: also same..really didnt get to know u until year 3...thanks for taking the leadership during comm skills project, giving ideas and really took initiative when being question even though its not ur question...u help out us alot this semester..thanks

lim fung: wakakak otar face..jk la haha..the most noisy but reliable lady in our clique this semester..去哪里？ lim fung haha..basket sia lol...thanks for pointing our those small mistakes we didnt discover eariler..if not alot trouble sia lol..

teck soon: same work place same block same specialise..best sia haha..we had studied together during those test exam period..joke about stuffs..i can say we are best buddies in school and outside...jiayou for ur fyp soon!

kang wei: slacker but DAM lucky guy...can spend 2 hour before exam absorb everything and score better than a person who spend 2 weeks studying for that paper...dam power la lol..3 years in poly i think all like that lo...dunnow how he do it de..thanks for taking the intiative to do the NE project when all of us totally forgot about it..hahah jiayou

meixian evonne: easy going girl..can talk alot de..thanks for pei-ing me talk during im bored haha

note: i will add on more in the future



ok...saturday night! i have worked so damn hard this week..i shall enjoy myself tonight! have fun people!

Didn't update past few days as I was busy studying..Monday paper was total scam..alot ppl like me folo closely to study guide and only 30% come out..hope got moderation lo..then study for the next 3 days till now..dam drain by just trying to understand all this chim terms they use in the books..but I also had some fun these few days..destress lol..we wentto play l4d after studying to destress..abit effective..but after that go home makan le then nua on my chair till sleep...

Now as usual..super tired after doing those past year paper..think gonna go home straight after this..eyes are closing..

Thinking of my last paper next wed..I got alot activities coming up..Thursday medical checkup and maggie's bday.. Weekends work I like!! 8-10 march chalet to celebrate end of poly..I can't wait!! Right now just need to get over this exams and bye bye nyp!

Wat will my life be like after exams? Universal laws is inflexible i know..hope I learn to open out more in the near future

good luck to all my friends having exams from tml onwards! after this its all over!






hold on...hold on
dun be scared
you'll never changed whats been and gone
may your smile...shine on
dun be scared
your destiny may keep you warm

cause if i am to go
in my heart you'll grow
and thats where you belong

most super tired day today...suppose to meet shin at hougang mrt at 12..then i 10am lie on bed awhile read magazine..then fall asleep..pig sia me..then 1230 wakeup he call me bobian ask him take bus come here...dam paisei siol...then slack awhile soon join in also then study slack...on and off...but i think i slack the most cos dam tired sleep awhile...tml going back again study...

wah sky so dark heavy rain coming..will the lion dance still be on? lol..

ok i think im going to have a early night tonight...eat dinner le then go sleep..still tired lo

last night went out with katrina to get the photos that i wanted...couldnt dl them from hotmail...then after tat went to lek house slack till 12..then went down to bliss wait for the rest to finnish work...yen ping is dame funny la...hahaha can talk allot crap lol..thanks huh...only weijun layyen and jess come play l4d...then layyen de other friends also come play vs...i like..

later 12pm gonna meet shin at mrt...come my house study tml paper ba..omg..exam coming why i still like so slack..ppl ask me i also like no answer..wats wrong with me

just back from market as usual...today i was especially early...620 reach le haha...even the fish uncle haven prepare yet lol..then i buy veggie first then fish..alot thing siol today..dam heavy..i love the walk home lol...so cooling

俺の仮説に、すぐにでも、何か知ってジャンプしてはならないことを私はやっていないイムは、過去には最近いない権利はありません。なぜ

today study only till 4pm as it was friday lol..dam slack..was called up for work...since that time im playing pool and nothing to do at night might as well go help out lo...

wah seh...dam power ranger today..cock up alot siol...run non stopp all the way to 12+..then machine chu stunt all bill all messup..then have to bill all customer and cannot take any order...fuck..so many customer keep asking why cannot..i also bobian...but cannot talk cheap tell them bobian...but also thanks la some customer understand..wish got more of these ppl around..so little staff and u expect us to attend to all the table at once..1:100 ratio lo.so just keep saying machine spoil lo..then dam dulan..once machine ready i send out 1 jug le then all table keep calling...and also table 25 that lady drunk..dam...grab me at ask for another bottle..keeping saying "i not drunk" mabok face walk not straight loosen buttons..lol..i just dun care her..

now super tired...gonna go back school study again later..hope tml will be fun!

and wth..poly fee increase by 50 dollars...but heng ah..last sem lol

random note: should i go register to study in uni? i see so many of my friends talking about it...maybe i should do some research

like wtf just open 1 week casino and this kind of thing happen?! siao liao la
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20100217/tap-033-indonesian-lost-casino-resorts-w-231650b.html


very tiring these 2 days..studying non stop...need to de stress lol...hope i know wat i am studying for lol

nothing much..so gonna stop here

This 2 days was hell for me...it's about my family..I feel my rebelous self is back again..but not as worst like last time..previous day I promise her I will wake up at 8am to go market.. Then I overslept and woke up at 830..then she face black whole day...I keep thinking wat I do wrong..just because I come home late for 2 days and like that.. Not that I wanna blame her but i really dunno wat I can.. Talk to her and want to help out she dun want..I dun want it to be like tat..couldn't sleep well for 2 days and still dunno why..stresss

this morning same thing happen..I dun want to argue anymore so I left for school at 830 to study..managed to cover the harder chapters..gonna study more tml..eyes wanna close ald..


Am I even a good son?

This year cny of mine totally sucks..this cannot that cannot then wat can...really put me back to negative thinking again...guess it's mine problem dun wanna spoil anyone new year mood.. Enjoy ppl

last night went out to drink with soon jeolyn at bliss..yea..drink till 1am...had alot fun talking with joe..thanks man..so much advices i dunno how to summarise...but wat i think most important is " just be myself" haha new year i look sad...nope...just bored...entertain me pls lol...after tat pool and l4d then homed..

i washed my fan just now and now its super cooling!! woo!! weather so hot i on max speed still very hot...now so shiok the wind hahah..

i guess the end is coming...end of semester haha...next week exams 3 maarch last paper...wat to do after tat...

meanwhile...have fun while u can ppl!

ytd reunion dinner was ok...not much fun i guess...bored out...went to plaza with bao liang and carson..talk alot catch up with stuff...then they left at 430..i decided to stay there till 530...yea..had thought about alot of things tat time...bought big breakfast then eat and sleep...

next monday 22 feb exams..gonna do some studying tml...now im so moody..sianed

Today work was total cui tell you..though working at deck fuck was so tired...super fucking pissed off.. Can't be even bothered now...just now drink abit... Talk talk then pool at plaza..reunion dinner tonight..hope I can be able to help out..

Suddenly I so getting back the same feeling back then... Or is it the alcohol causing all these? Even without alcohol influence..I still strongly feel weird..super hate it

exams exams.. Next week off gonna study study

wished i was remembered for something

Selflessness: In a world where many people don’t have the time or the interest in others, selflessness is a quality that seems to be less and less common. People can be selfless in the time they give, the ability to listen, their level of patience and the love that they give. Those who are giving and generous in nature have the power to make others feel loved, appreciated and special. While those who are self-absorbed tend to do the exact opposite.

Tolerance: Those people who are tolerant make us feel comfortable with who we are and special as individuals. All of us are different, and many of us have quirks and idiosyncrasies. After all, these differences make the world go round. Having the ability to accept people for who they are and not expect them to be who we want them to be is important in life, happiness and in the health of our relationships.

Genuineness: Having the ability to be real, authentic and honest is unique in a world where we put so much emphasis on the superficial. Feeling comfortable in one’s skin and being true to one’s self is one of the most beautiful traits one can possess. To have a REAL relationship with someone requires honesty…it requires hearing and giving input or feedback that may not always be popular…it means having the strength to tell it like it is and to not be afraid to face the consequences for doing so…it means loving people for who they really are…deep down…and not for what they appear to be.

Sensitivity: So often we are focused on what is important to ourselves that we can forget about those around us. Those who are sensitive are often thoughtful, appreciative and loving, in a way that makes you feel understood, valued and respected. Often, sensitive people are also self-aware, making them mindful of how they impact others with what they do and say.

Integrity: Call me cynical, but I think this characteristic is especially difficult to find. In a time when people will do things that are underhanded to make an extra buck (Bernie Madoff…can you hear me?), expose their personal lives to the public so they can be famous (balloon boy’s dad and any other reality TV mongers) and do what feels good in the moment without necessarily thinking of the consequences (Tiger Woods), integrity is a characteristic that is especially unique today.

Humility: Whether someone is super-smart, extremely talented or drop-dead gorgeous, there is something extra special about them if they don’t come across as though they know it all the time. Humility in those that possess extraordinary traits make others feel special too

i think i need more genuineness...wat about u?

today spend whole day at school doing AOP project..dam headache..this can work that cant work..that can work this cant work again...nb..kena cut by the metal on the door..work today dam power...3 outdoor 3 deck..but ok la..not that much customer..quite smooth...mr gopal came down! as usual lol..talk talk talk awhile only...

going back to school to do final everything for the project..dun care le..just submit wat u have..dun need to be perfect the cicuit..if want perfect working need 1-2 more weeks lo...

tml work will be fun i hope! after work activities!...sat if u ppl after work want come out drink pls jio me thanks

today Hf common test...40 qns 40% of total module..totaly wtf..die die la..after that went back to continue troubleshoot circuit..but still failed...after tat shin wanted to pool cos he very stressed..then pool when him then home..

tml mornig going to bring father go ssee doctor..dunnoe why his foot sore..

everyone seem to like going to fall sick..please take care of yourselves people! CNY coming!

the end is near

Sleep at 8pm last night till now..dam song but still headache...common test at 5 later...going back school study abit..

Now going to clean up my room abit..cny coming still so messy lol

Never too late to make it right

They say when you have problems outside family plays a part but when family have problem then who plays a part..

I feel so fucking useless now...not that I want to shout at my mum..if I talk normal she can't hear then shout but not in angry tone she dulan me..now she has to take care of my father and sis and she herslef is also in no good state..I really want to end this right now...but it's irresponsible of me to do that..but wat can I do?? Lost..standard..

back from shopping cny clothes...abit sad cos recoil didnt haven the shirt of my size..last piece only L...total bought 4 shirts $70+ fly..pain..

tml got school sad lol...wed common test HF..and i haven studied...AOP report not yet touched..GG.

Didn't manage to wake up go school just now...failed.. Dam.. Disapointed...now I feel so useless.. Wake up makan then night liao... Didn't do anything today...haiz...maybe tonight I go shop for my new year clothes..

dame bored naos...just now slack awhile with soon amanda and jeolyn..saw imran! omg so long no see him le..yea..talk cock alot..pool awhile at plaza then back to bliss..

carson! ytd u jio me go drink then just now i call u never answer..argh...

now at plaza with kon only..played l4d..clear the map too fast lol..nothing do..thanks kon man...didnt want me to be alone for whole night..kena lock out from house...thanks..

fuck..so moodless..suddenly mood so numb...i know i hope this wont last..cny here...

i show my emotions too easily...when im troubled...soon will know..ask me why emo..when im happy..im really laughing from the bottom of my heart...is this a good thing? or is it time to grow up?

back from market...lol...after 2 weeks going market..realised i really dunnoe how to communicate with the ppl there..i told the fish uncle i want this this this fish then another auntie came in and told him she want this this this fish he immediately take for her...then after awhile my turn...i think this is call regular customer..lol...they talk dialect..i know abit but dunno how to talk..maybe should learn more..those ppl there are really helpful..thanks man..

i dunno why now i like going to the market...like long lost feeling...still remember those days i go market with my father...walking home from market breathing in fresh air...watching birds eating on grass...feel the cool breeze..refreshing siol..okaaay random

shit i forgot wat i wanted to say back then i was on my way home...hate it!

hectic week alert! this week is so gonna be busy..




little things that made life great..yet we didnt realise it

today work was also same like ytd..super bored..alot troublesome customer...drink and vomit type..throw mug somemore..ytd got 1 throw bucket also..after work didnt drink as soon no buy liquor..so pool at plaza..now just back...going market later on..dam the list is so long this week..think gonna take a trolley with me later..i look like a ah pek..lol

layyen hope u will find ur soul back...i wanna hear u meowing~ again

if later come back i no tired i might want to go shop for my cny clothes..IF LAH LOL..

JUST get back up when love knocks you down

actually i care

today went to school at 3pm...dam sian...project not working sudenly...want die say die..sian 1/2...report still not yet done...wed common test...monday no school..wat a eventful week next week..cny coming...i dun have the mood looking forward to it like the past few years...valentines and cny on same day..great..

work is boring just now...fucked up new machine...too intelligent until all of us kena fooled by it...time pass very slow...sibei moodless...

im kind of affected by all the people around me...when my friends are happy my mood brightens up...when they are down..my mood also goes down with them...cheer up ppl...u know i love u ppls

tml after work im ffree to drink..but maybe not so much cos going to market after that..same as last week..ima good boi!

why is it there is always a big negative point in every beautiful things i see...

today work was boring..time pass quite slow but as it was payday so it was OK LOL..dam happy cause work 106 hours...earn quite alot..so gonna save up..gonna use it wisely..after work drank abit in front with kun and andy they all..dam seng..we chiong the whole tower lol..after that pool..keep losing as everything i see all giddy de..lol..after that jalex come my house do his ipod stuff..

school at 3pm tml...dam nice..2hour lab then release..lol..then off to work..hope tml work will be (Y)!

cause if i had to go
in my heart you'll grow
and thats where you belong

maybe i just wanna fly
i wanna live i dont wanna die
maybe i just wanna breathe
maybe i just dont believe
maybe you're the same as me
we see things they never see
you and i are gonna live forever

argh...skip morning lecture as i was working on the report last night..but still like not enuf luh...dam and tml is the deadline..shoulder like want to break liao...haven been sleeping well for so long...i think i need to get a new pillow lol...

k gotta prepare for school naos

today total slack in school...1030 break till 1pm..went to amk makan with other class..and pool too!..so fun i like! after tat back to tutorial then home..bought alot things today..veg and alot canned food..lol..and also some vcd for my father to watch in case he too bored...now im so worn out..and have to finish a report by fri...which means i have to start now!

i wannt to go somewhere faraway..where i can sleep all i want!! away from everything for just that moment




Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

What a beautiful smile
Can stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love

I'm so proud of my dad..walking on clutches is no easy thing..esp when u are very heavy and have a metal rod inside you..I promise I will be a good boy..I will go market every weekend and mop the floor every 2 days..slow down everything dad..u need a long break from work

I have to manage my money well from now..news year stuff and daily expenses already burn a big hole in my pocket and it's still burning..I need some planning dawg!!!

TOE-MAY-TOE!

got myself a new haircut...i tell auntie i want short but keep the style..then cut until so short!!! now i look like a idoit...sad..

father back home...now he lying on bed..i thnk hes been lying there whole day..lol..i see le also xinku..dun noe how sia...

hey apple! u look fruity hey apple hey hey..LOL SIBEI ANNOYING INDEED funny sia!! lol

only went to lab session this afternoon..dam common test next week..so last minute then know lo..good news...HF project submit le..can heck care le...but common test need study..

visited my father after school today..his casting remove le..wah seh..he tell me they put a 35cm metal rod inside the leg..so long siol..sad thing he wil be using the chopstick like thing to help him walk for the next 6 months..which means we cant go out that often le..and im going to army soon...im worried

been thinking alot..realise i attitude alot ppl who are trying to help me despite i lock myself up and shove them away...im so sorry all..i will try to make full use of the time we spent together

i want to have fun after exams...pls bring me to level up slowly..dun straight go lvl 10 hahah

feb is here! good luck to all who having exams and enjoy a brand new month!

braviest act of all : unconditional love

dame tired...overslept made soon and the rest wait for me..sorri all..had dinner at astons..double up chicken..full siol..caught legion...angels with cool metal wings and maces!..nice..the uncle behind dam noisy..after tat homed...didnt went to slack...no im not emo..jus tired

now i worry the most is my parents..my father is in this condition now and my mum is getting no better...time for me to be fulfil the duties as a son...i think i want to go to market again next week lol...like fun siol

sometimes we need a angel to tell us who we really are...to the world u might be only just 1 person...but to that person..u might be the reason he is fighting to live for...

dun lose faith

work last night was boring..time pass very slow..after work plaza pool..all so seem to be tired..thanks for coming play with me...

back from market..dam..very long never go le..now go alone..forget so much stuffs..but still..i manage to get all the things i need to buy..lol..

ok gonna catch some sleep naos...meeting 5pm at hougang mall later..hope can wake up

today is a short day in school..did the circuit for fire protection..i feel so good..so shiok when all the circuit we combine together can work!..its not easy u know..lol...work today was fun also..though starting very cock up..sory i sianed at closing..i feel so worn out by so many stuff going on..

and also sory all who wanted go plaza just now..i dun want my mum to suffer anymore...tml..i confirm can go cos after tat i go home bath then go straight to market buy gocery de..i so good boy right lol

daddy op finnish ald..now transfer back in ward..going to visit him tml afternoon..hope i have enough time to rush back for work at 6..

ok time to start work again.

Last night work was fun with all my fav ppl! I like! Milo bing at 401 then home to do sar21..and then duno why I fond myself sleeping and woke up at 10...dam tonight continue do

sohai la ttsh..put my father at 1 corner for 2 days with no food and now he is sick and can't do operation..my uncle dam hot last night call ttsh scold them and want transfer to sgh..damnation..if like that he will be more sick...just give him a proper ward to rest in and not in some lapsap corridor corner wtf...

Okie gotta get ready for school..I feel so wasted lol after skipping school for 2 days

went down to hospital with mummy today see father..lol..he keep asking my mother operation pain anot...in the end confirm the op is at 6pm..dunnoe end at wat time..gotta work later..hope its fun..

guess i will stay up tonight to finnish my sar21..

opennet.com.sg check it out!

dam..why like tat..hais

skipping school tml..father going operation but dunno wat time...im so scared even though its not me going for operation...hais..why this year so suay?!

pls help pray for my father though its a small operation..i dun want anything bad to happen

this morning went to sim lim get components for project again..dam tired and sian by the weather..then back to school do lab then go home...

sian i wanted to start doing sar21 tonight but bad news came =( why 1st month of 2010 so many bad news

had a small class test today..nothing much...school now is like a routine..only left projects to submit..and im not scare..why...next week is feb..guess is the end of the 1st month of 2010 huh..

sar21 final report deadline is this week and i haven even touch on it since the last time i touch it...after tat is big exams and i haven revised anything..i need to buck up!!

im so in love with avatar...the images are still fresh in my mind..i wanna watch it again..who wanna?

Today like whole day pon school..had lunch at amk hawker with soon and his class..after all went to LAN except me and soon lol..thanks man...play play play till 2pm then go home since I not in the mood to do anything..

I'm so confused..at the edge of darkness

mum just came in and give small 1 to 1 talk...she cried while talking to me...im feel i have seriously neglected her since i start working at bliss...everyday after work go plaza pool l4d..she told me for every hour she will look at the clock and see i am back anot..this few months i have been home late and she didnt sleep very well...i feel very awfull..she has a illness for more than 10 years and still struggling to take care of me...i want to show her tat im a grown up boy but i think im doing it the wrong way..im very scared by the words my mum told me...not threatening me but i feel theres something big going on and she dun want me to know..im so scared...i have been a bad boy for so long and i didnt realise it...why why why

work last night was fun.. work at 3pm with weijian..time pass slow and fast..l4d and pooll...yea..l4d no mood keep losing..but pool i win alot llol!! then makan breakfast with carson..slack and book avatar 3d at 3pm online lol...

woke up at 2pm..omg carson thanks man lol...call me 35 times still no wake up come up my house knock my window then i wake up...rush to ehub...dam nice though i watch avatar 2nd time..couple seat again lol!!

then back to 401 makan as carson got work...after tat slack awhile with zhiyin then go home le...

im super tired..my eyes are dry my skin is dry my backache my heart problem...wat more can come.i wish time could just stop for a moment...

today work was ok..no trouble at all...after work l4d with kon...and pool awhile..standard...now back home wash clothes cos working at 3 later...hope i dun die later on..

cny is coming..but i dun have any mood looking forward to it...i think its going to boring cny this year...nothing but work..sooo turn off...and somemore its valentines'...blah...

army daze coming.

something the book doesnt teach

ytd appointment was the first to reach...and guess wat...dam i got refer to cardiologist specialist at alexander hospital...dame sad...why 2 time checkup still like tat...the doc keep asking my got shortness of breathe breathing difficulty anot...i feel dun have lei...or is this heart problem that has develop long ago but i didnt realise it..abit scare la..

ytd work very little ppl...dam bored...super busy around 9+...some many customer run here and there..forget it..slack at 401 with amanda and gang..talk talk then go home..

just woke up..decided to skip school la..go there also do nothing..working at 7 later cya ya all later

wed as usual...school ends very fast..nothing much happen in school..late for lecture..yea..after that went home as nothing is on...

tml is checkup again...820 appointment..6am need wake up..7am go...hope pray hard just go straight to that station cos i dun want repeat whole checkup again..so tiring...and hope got time go back school then go to work..chiong here and there so tired..

teamwork~ the weak also can be strong

dunno why i have been eating alot...these few days i eat 2 rounds for lunch...maybe im hungry...and also...i suddenly have a crave for chocolate..bought 3 packet of chocolate and hide them in my room...eating chocolate really brightens up my mood

today skip last 2 lessons and went to sim lim to buy components for our project..then we tour around sim lim square..omg..its been such a long time i went back..ALOT nice stuff to look at...and also very tempting to buy..want this and that...

then after that we went to bugis street walk walk and also the shopping mall...wanted to buy a new wallet since mine is chui...went to topman and walletshop...saw both wallet i like alot..so didnt buy..

but i bought a NEW everlast shoes! hope it will last cos i super love it when i look at it..pain..money fly alot today..

today although was a short shopping trip..it lightens my mood..thanks ppl for bringing me out..hope there will be more of this next time...dun ask me why so random but i also realise it take a lifetime to earn money but takes 1 wrong move to lose all the money u earn in your lifetime...just suddenly thought of it..

yea..like soon said "good friends are not easy to find, so please keep them at ur side" friends like u are hard to find...i hope we all can be back to normal...after some time..

caught avatar ytd..like finally..omg tell u super dam nice..i wanna watch again..feel my breathing feel the heartbeat...tell me wat to do and fly...omg...so inspiring..its a thumbs up movie..10/10!

pool with soon just now and a little bit of talking...thanks man..

when a heart is shattered...it always takes time to put back the pieces

i hope everyone will be fine..times are hard..dun let small little issues worsen relations..we have been thru so much..its not the matter of whos at fault..its always begins with urself..i know i have no rights to say anything..but this is wat i think...

i need to wake up..someone come save me..i need a hero..im stuck in this endless dream...

its all for nothing

vs qualité, la quantité de travail d'aujourd'hui ... Était-ce ... plus de personnel nouveau qui ne sais pas comment faire contre le travail des employés moins anciens qui savent faire ... wat abandonner ..

après slack travail au terrain de jeu attendu pour bientôt à venir .. jure que ce n'était barrage putain je tremblais de froid à l'intérieur .. vent si froid et fort ... après tat dirigés vers ppool plaaza avec JALEX ... OMG hes so très pro .. qualifiés .. puis L4D avec Kon .. constants que nous jeu très rapide lol 1,6 $ seulement

après slack tat au Kopitiam hors terrain de jeu jusqu'à maintenant venu ensuite à la maison .. super froid fatigué .. im faibles perdre trop de chaleur .. Je pense que je vais brûler et bientôt mourir ... J'ai besoin d'un peu de soleil et de chaleur dans ma vie

wat de le faire .. i dono .. personne ne peut me guider .. seulement moi marchant au hasard

wentt to blood donation with carson this morning...dam sad lo...i cant donate cos they got my record in their database say need at least 3 months in order to donate again...then i only see carson donate..lol..his virgin blood donation..like nothing only...then went to subway at hougang mall..saw amanda..then weijian rena join in later...bought a present for stella...sorry cant go ur party..not say cant..i want to work tats all...bought katrina a present too! shh..and yea..finally i caught someone pei me watch avatar 3d...also katrina...tml siol..then also can shun bian celebrate her bday...

ok...i feel so shag weak now..i need something to alert me!

Ok a proper post..last night after work pool till 530 then go home..blogging half way then fall asleep..Carson still haven call me!! I think he back to sleep already..

Super headache now..I don't know wat to do later..

K avatar tml with Katrina! Like finally yea!

today work was totally pissed..starting abit slack...got new comer andrew...was assign to guide him..lol..but i dunno how sia..then went neear to closing got 1 table 81 5 flipino dam dulan...jalex almost want to fight them...i dam scare sia...we closing deck area le..this idoit drunk or wat...say pay 500$ more can sit at deck till 4am plus anot...plus he scold alot ppl fuck..wat kind of fucking attitude is this..fuck off..yea..he think he flipino head come singapore very big...sorry hor...ji tao si singapore...dam fucker...the scenerio tense until cindy came out to talk..alot ppl watching..i scare if really fight wat to do..why so many suker customers recently..

ok blood donation later!

Didn't really sleep last night...was doing hf quiz..and failed..sad later gonna try again..now that feeling is back again..like sick siol..k going to school nows

today whole day feeling unwell...whole bodyache..feel like my whole body tearing itself apart...very unconfortable...HF quiz still not yet done..next week sar21 final submission...good luck to me..

i feel like vomitting aagain

woke up quite early today as i went to sleep at 830 last night lol

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/cb_haiti_earthquake

dame..a brand new start of 2010 and the worst earthquake record ever over 200 years...sad..news said 500000 ppl could be dead..wttf worst than the tsunami last time...god bless

i feel so sick now...flu...toothache lol...headache...wat more can happen to me..

and ya..ytd just receieved exam timetable...22feb first paper..1st and 3d march 2 more paper..then woohoo!! graduate liao...1 more month to prepare lo..super fast..after CNY somemore..CNY need to study le...though 3 modules only...the content is like 6 modules lo...theory itself is a killer already...

ok...shall stop now..going to skool

school was a totall epic bored today...no mood for anyting...didnt watch avatar as most of everyone i ask all busy...wanted to go watch alone but like emo luh...next week see how...

im so tired...realy need a deep long sleep..put me away from outside life...

Last night start work at 8...super boring..stupid customer think he big big come here vent his anger on yulin..business ppl somemore..shameless lowdown ppl..dun ever come back fuckers

I so wanna skip school today as I have no mood for anything..just want a good long sleep

today later release at 3 who wanna join me watch avatar later at 545pm at amk hub?

ytd lesson ended early..for the first time..lol..wanted to go play l4d or pool...but everyone not in the mood so nvm..was feeling unwell also ytd..the sick mood is coming....im so cold...went back home ytd slept at 4pm sleep until 7am wake up...very refresh now...but the sick mood is still there..

ok..today later is my group to interview others hahaha..time to revenge..lol jk...working at 8pm today..got alot time to go home eat bath...okok..time to prepare to iron my shirt now..

Work was ok just now...deck is god dam busy...so many big groups..at least 4 groups...help them out abit...wine trainig course before tat was ok..learnt something new...

This week working Tuesday..sian...but got fun ppl pei so ok..dam wat bliss policy lol

just now release at 10..slack and waited for them to release...pool with Carson and kon...left4dead after that..thanks guys pei me pass thru this hard times..I really need to go out more

a few more months and I graduated..I hope to invite my friends to my graduation and also a BIG gathering or say dinner together..I hope

wed movie anyone?? Avatar preferbaly

something worth dying for

First cut is the deepest

Working this 2 days although tired but fun...Friday after work l4d..and jalex come play lol..fun siol..and finally sleep from 8 am all the way to 5pm..cannot make it to work..start work at 7...work today was ok..time pass quite fast...do alot lighting deco for deck and bar..dam tired but fun...dam steady..before 2am settle everythng le..after all come drink at my house down stairs..dam giddy siol..but I tell u..I'm wanna drink cos I'm happy....and i thought we cant finish the whole bottle of chivas but in the end finish lol..then i also abit seng seng...drinking with friends have never been so fun..

edit: now headache siol!

and yea..jailbroken my ipod..power sia..can download ALOT free games and cool themes

And hell yeA..I found a super dam nice song that describe wat I feel now..super dam love it..

Ok later going for the wine training later at 4...hope I can wake up later siol!!

so pissed off during work..all u care is break break break..so busy already i need run here run there dam piss...really want shout fuck off in ur face..nabei dumbfuck never do own stuff still want come do my stuff...omg...im cursed so many times..dun care...work is work..outside life is outside life..after work i cool down abit le..

spend whole night doing presentation...and abit of jailbreaking my ipod...so mafan!..i do do do until so engross then now forgot to continue do presentation..nice..now super headache.....i think i pon human factor later...so tired..

i think i have sore throat now..lol..out of no where kena..and i never anyhow eat lei..how siol..

weekend gonna be fun..i hope..l4d with kun..slacking with friends after work..

Ytd school was super tired even though ended at 3..after that rush Finnish the fire protrcion project..was super sleepy...wanted to watch avatar at night but no one is free or has watched it already...sian so go home

woke up automatically this few days without alarm clock..miracle lol

fml I hate it when i'm mood changes from hot and cold...

we all have to go through everything in life , at least once

there is a potential in everyone...just waiting to be found/discovered..what i learnt today - believe in yourself..never regret wat u do...theres a reason in everything in life

someone told me today - i need a direction or a compass in life

today interview sort of kena shoot but really hit me so hard...i think i come to a point i woke up..so many things happened recently i have no mood to do anyting..teacher can see it...i thought i was going to totally flung the whole interview cos i waas really talking cock..and everyone was well prepared..teacher said something really set me thinking...i dun see why everyone say im good...i dun see the good in me..most of the time i see good in everyone..i think i should change my tinkings

i think im a person who need solid facts, fomulas in life...like i love to get things straight to the point..follow rules..get wat i mean? what do u ppl think of me...tag pls ppl..be true pls

released early from school today..schoolmates jio go l4d then movie...then 1 minute later jeolyn jio wanna come out slack anot..but i aggreeed to scoolmates first..sorry man..thanks for all this small little things that made it feel im there

finally..watch a movie in 2010!..wanted to catch avatar but everyone watch it ald..watched bodyguards and assasin..omg so nice..made me wanna know wat happen after sun yat sen left...china has come a long way indeed...blood paved revolution...

ok gonna sleep..peanuts and heinken not bad eh..

Payday last night was awesome...earn quite alot this month...and ya...another amount added on to my last 2months savings..abit happy

I'm abit happy things starting to go back to normal..I will try to be normal at normal times..ppl said I need to be normal in order for others to treat me normally..sorry to all who have to put up with my attitude past few days..I will be normal

ok interview later... All da best for me

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first day back in school..totally sian cos alot things need to be done by this week! and tml have a mock interview at 10am..and my group is the first to be interviewed..one by one!..and i have not prepared anything...how am i suppose to die tml...god bless..

im so super headache now...didnt sleep for so long...cant see properly...very hungry...hurted emotionally...hope one of these problem will fade away this week...

ok...gona collect my pay later if i have the time...iron shirt and read up abit naos

Dam it...had a dam epic scary nightmare just now...I'm so scared cos I still remember who are in the nightmare...so real till I jump up off my bed...now I'm awake...and sleep for like 2hours only...

Ok Nuff said...back to sleep

Dnner at bliss just now..lol alot ppl sia...all expecting to get pay but in the end didn't...after tat Milo bing at 401..send Joshua home..pool 1 round with xianglong then now home..

借酒xiao愁，愁更愁.
I promise I won't drink to forget those unhappy stuff..it will still be the same after I wake up
now..let time heal

Slept until now then wake up...standard..later 8pm meeting xianglong for dinner..last day of holidays is only a few hours..I wish time could slow down now lol

watching spiderman abit...although they keep repeating the movie for like countless times...everytime I watch it..I feel like I need a hero in my life...or I could be a hero..that way my life will b totally different from wat my life is now

didnt sleep...got ah soon pei me stay up the night as he didnt have the key to go home...now he is sleeping sound at my room...bored...reading my old post for 2009...thinking alot about the past...yes..those are part of me..remeber those good days ppl...forget those bad days..im sorry if i made anyone a bad start of 2010...

thinking of schooling next week i think i will die terribly...tueday interview and nothing is done yet...friday sar21 and fire protection report...yea..most of us are still in the party mode...we are so dead lol...

last week xmas party steamboat and this week countdown was very fun...thanks everyone who made it possible...jalex esp...he did most of the deco all this..we got help of course...i will always enjoy having a captain like him...

sleeping time!~

I guess I have to let it all out...working just now was fucking dulan...shi Han should have just stab me with the knife in kitchen back then..ok at first work was abit sian...eugene call me go wipe wine... Wipe wipe till 10pm come out chiong none stop..worst still send alot ppl home...and I can't evn see properly in outdoor and it's always me walkig arond..not like I dun want to fix my specs...just no time..totally no appitie no mood for anything..put salt on my wounds..ok nvm lo

these 2 days working w/o specs although abit troublesome..but i also like...cos i dun need see how ppl look at me...just be myself..dun care..i think i will stick to this for the moment...

sometimes face problem matters alot...I been thinking alot..it's just when I want attention, no one care about me..I appreciate all those who really see thru my problem recently..that is because the problem is obvious and serious..during those normal times...I think I better be a loner

wat i want to say..ppl should jio me out more often

bad start of a new year...dun blame me for being so vulgar..now I dun care...since I can't talk well in real life..I still have here to say wat exactly I feel

Past 2 days working was fun...working with my favourite ppl at same place I like! Countdown was totally fun plus chaotic lol..some random but very kind customer gave me a burbon coke to drink..steady him...thanks man..I hope 2010 will be a better year for all my friends...

Specs spoiled dam it...today working having hard time keeping a lookout for customer calling me and clear table..but I have managed lol..just now even play l4d somemore lol..see how later can go fix anot

I'm so excited plus nervous about the coming months..in about 2 to 3 months I'm gonna get my diploma like after 3 years of poly..meaning the coming exam is my final and most important one...fear is one thing..when can I overcome it..after my exams..I hope the day I get my diploma..I hope I can invite my friends to celebrate with me..that will be so cool lol..I can't wait man..

I have saved 600$ in 2 months..great now gonna wait next pay then top up my acc

sorry to all I caused trouble these few days..I have made alot great friends worry for me..thanks for standing by me...thanks for all the talking u all gave despite I was unwilling to listen...it's time to stand up.. I will not lett all my best friends down.. Next time we drink I will not let it happen again..I said it u heard it..I want everything to be back like the way it was...u have my words people