today is a super boring day....morning almost cant start engine...then late le...then slack whole day in office...testcase everything all done le...waiting for new release now....
2moro is full eclipse....wah seh,....i wannt to experience this...hope i reach office early then can see...i want see live telecast on channel u..sad la..office no tv....
also 2moro...4e5 gathering...not say calss gathering la..is same group of our gang nia...and maybe some gals...they will be going out from afternoon for lunch and dinner at night...i only can go dinner lo...hope gals also can come for dinner...if not it will be boys night out...haha..looking forward to this only 2moro....the rest are all shitty shiat...
Tuesday, 21 July 2009
Monday, 20 July 2009
stuck up
just catch ice age 3 with lim fung and jun yang...dam funny la...today wasnt feeling very good...toothache...hope it is not wisdom tooth...plus giddy whole day...took panadol at 5pm...hoping i will feel better..but still the same now...hope i dun report sick 2moro...i want to be strong!
why everything has come struck on me at the same time....is it me tat thought too much...maybe im too sensitive...i say over sensitive....
why everything has come struck on me at the same time....is it me tat thought too much...maybe im too sensitive...i say over sensitive....
Friday, 17 July 2009
no one care
and another week has just passed by...4 more weeks till end of IAP...
have been thinking alot stuff lately...how many ppl i have disapointed this year...how many chances i have let it slip by me this year...how stupid of me to rant now here when i didnt grab the chance when it is in front of me...i guess i am the one who i disapointed and let down the most...i dun request forgiveness from anyone...cos in the end...i still think that watever i do...i feel i will disapoint alot ppl...i have wasted alot time this year...serious...time has pass so fast this year...blink 1 eye..FYP...another eye..suzhou...back....IAP...now...finishing soon...like that 6month+ have already pass me by....alot things had happen...yes...if u read carefully during this 6 months you will know...i hope i can treasure more time with my friends..mainly cos next year graduate then NS soon...friends are hard to find...true friends are for life...sadly i dun have any currently...i have some very good friends a little here and there...its very hard to maintain friendship from wat i learn from here...i dun want to disapoint anyone but in the end i still broke my promise...hope after IAP...i wish i can have lots and lots of outing with all my friends...although i know i cant simply put all of my friends together in a single outing...i should plan now if i dun want to waste time anymore....
this week was terrible for me....lucky weekend is here...got 1 day sibei sian unlucky....later for work...office blackout...com software keep crashing...rain when go out...at home laptop spoil....sibei cock up tat day..
i wish i wake up 2moro and everything was just a dream...back to day 1 of 2009
where is my heart...its lost long ago til then found out its lost
have been thinking alot stuff lately...how many ppl i have disapointed this year...how many chances i have let it slip by me this year...how stupid of me to rant now here when i didnt grab the chance when it is in front of me...i guess i am the one who i disapointed and let down the most...i dun request forgiveness from anyone...cos in the end...i still think that watever i do...i feel i will disapoint alot ppl...i have wasted alot time this year...serious...time has pass so fast this year...blink 1 eye..FYP...another eye..suzhou...back....IAP...now...finishing soon...like that 6month+ have already pass me by....alot things had happen...yes...if u read carefully during this 6 months you will know...i hope i can treasure more time with my friends..mainly cos next year graduate then NS soon...friends are hard to find...true friends are for life...sadly i dun have any currently...i have some very good friends a little here and there...its very hard to maintain friendship from wat i learn from here...i dun want to disapoint anyone but in the end i still broke my promise...hope after IAP...i wish i can have lots and lots of outing with all my friends...although i know i cant simply put all of my friends together in a single outing...i should plan now if i dun want to waste time anymore....
this week was terrible for me....lucky weekend is here...got 1 day sibei sian unlucky....later for work...office blackout...com software keep crashing...rain when go out...at home laptop spoil....sibei cock up tat day..
i wish i wake up 2moro and everything was just a dream...back to day 1 of 2009
where is my heart...its lost long ago til then found out its lost
Thursday, 16 July 2009
swear to myself
omg..i hate myself so much....i want to swear to myself i will not touch the pc for 1 week...pls do something to make me stay away from my pc....its just another conspiracy i dun want to fall into...grrr
i guess my video canot be finnish le..cos laptop really dead now..and everything inside...and i got no spare copy...should i get a new laptop?? wait till i have the money ba...now no urge for it...i want itouch next month..aim hao le...
and yaya....22/07 they say got solar elcipse...true??? like that its on wednesday....morning the elcipse will happen de...so cool la...i want to experience this!!!
weekend no much activities this few weeks...very sian...dunno where i should go...
Do you know
Tomorrow I'll be gone
I need to run away
From who I am
And you know
It's a pretty world outside
But take a look within
My heart is worn out
ga...ytd play a quiz in facebook and came to this qns about love...wat do u think is most important in a love relationship...the second i saw the word " commitment" i dunno why i thought of love is not about commitment...shit la...maybe i feel tat commitment is just to be stay true to your gf and tats it..doesnt mean tat i love u today and dont love u 2moro...i cant believe i thought of tat...i guess tat why to love someone is something u canoot play with...its the freewill of life...but then...to be loved is a completely different thing le la...
ga...i need to get a life and stop ranting here..
i guess my video canot be finnish le..cos laptop really dead now..and everything inside...and i got no spare copy...should i get a new laptop?? wait till i have the money ba...now no urge for it...i want itouch next month..aim hao le...
and yaya....22/07 they say got solar elcipse...true??? like that its on wednesday....morning the elcipse will happen de...so cool la...i want to experience this!!!
weekend no much activities this few weeks...very sian...dunno where i should go...
Do you know
Tomorrow I'll be gone
I need to run away
From who I am
And you know
It's a pretty world outside
But take a look within
My heart is worn out
ga...ytd play a quiz in facebook and came to this qns about love...wat do u think is most important in a love relationship...the second i saw the word " commitment" i dunno why i thought of love is not about commitment...shit la...maybe i feel tat commitment is just to be stay true to your gf and tats it..doesnt mean tat i love u today and dont love u 2moro...i cant believe i thought of tat...i guess tat why to love someone is something u canoot play with...its the freewill of life...but then...to be loved is a completely different thing le la...
ga...i need to get a life and stop ranting here..
Tuesday, 14 July 2009
its not over
firstly...to all my friends...times are hard....i dunno how to give advices....all i wanna say is watever u do pls dun think negatively can le...i know i always say this but i think its the only thing i can do now...i dunno wat is going on now...watever the problem is....just know tat all ur friends are here for u...take good care man
today went down to pasir laba camp...like finally..lol...wah seh..sibei strict there..dun want to comment...then i was introduced to the project...like dam fun sia!!!...i was supposed to be in the control room monitoring the simulation..the room something like radio dj de room...and and..i have 6 super big lcd screen for me to monitor the system...3 on top is the terrian...3 below show the system info all these...and this makes me feel like im the GM sia...cos down there when they got simultaion training...i am suppose to add in obstacle for them to carry out the simulation...like adding a tank or enemy platoon...then they down there have to reacte and shoot...so freaking fun la...
then like tat nia...friday i think still need go back cos they got testing...hope i get to sit in the controll room again...
ok ba i think tats it....jiayou +U everyone out there!
today went down to pasir laba camp...like finally..lol...wah seh..sibei strict there..dun want to comment...then i was introduced to the project...like dam fun sia!!!...i was supposed to be in the control room monitoring the simulation..the room something like radio dj de room...and and..i have 6 super big lcd screen for me to monitor the system...3 on top is the terrian...3 below show the system info all these...and this makes me feel like im the GM sia...cos down there when they got simultaion training...i am suppose to add in obstacle for them to carry out the simulation...like adding a tank or enemy platoon...then they down there have to reacte and shoot...so freaking fun la...
then like tat nia...friday i think still need go back cos they got testing...hope i get to sit in the controll room again...
ok ba i think tats it....jiayou +U everyone out there!
Monday, 13 July 2009
怎样的我能让你更想念
zzz...laptop died on me ytd...cannot even startup..guees i will have to go to acere service center again...hai ya....and and and..i do 下雨天苏州版 le...still alot edditing haven do yet...and everything in laptop...gg le lo...
week 7 just started and im so super sian le...today office blackout 3 times...not bad eh...can slack whole morning...afternoon...sleep...very very sleepy...i think my chair got the sleepy spirit le...sit on it can sleep de....
i feel like tying my teeth this sunday..see how..go check out those dentist and see wat they say
and...just did this quiz..lol..i have a brain of 70 years old...failed la http://flash.qq.com/viewwork2/0/2883/viewuserwork.shtml
ok...i think tats its for my life today...take care everyone out there...sorry if i neglected anybody without knowing it....times are so shitty now
week 7 just started and im so super sian le...today office blackout 3 times...not bad eh...can slack whole morning...afternoon...sleep...very very sleepy...i think my chair got the sleepy spirit le...sit on it can sleep de....
i feel like tying my teeth this sunday..see how..go check out those dentist and see wat they say
and...just did this quiz..lol..i have a brain of 70 years old...failed la http://flash.qq.com/viewwork2/0/2883/viewuserwork.shtml
ok...i think tats its for my life today...take care everyone out there...sorry if i neglected anybody without knowing it....times are so shitty now
Friday, 10 July 2009
body over mind
friday is here and weekends is coming!! wat i am going to do this weekend...hmm..maybe sleeping and eating ba..lol..ppig...
and 1 thing to be excited is week 6 is over!!! next week week 7 and 5 more weeks till end of IAP sai!!!..cant wait it to be over man....
today is wanxi bday..happy bday ah...lol...didnt know monday she tell me friday come back eat cake...i huh awhile...why no reason eat cake..lol..then ytd facebook awhile then realise today her bday..then last night do a little present for her...if not go there empty hand..dam paisei sia...
im so hyper now!!...just finish doing xiayutian...lol...3months le now then do...aiya...just to share with u all ma...come back so long never show u guys any pics...
ok i will try to upload it 2moro.
and 1 thing to be excited is week 6 is over!!! next week week 7 and 5 more weeks till end of IAP sai!!!..cant wait it to be over man....
today is wanxi bday..happy bday ah...lol...didnt know monday she tell me friday come back eat cake...i huh awhile...why no reason eat cake..lol..then ytd facebook awhile then realise today her bday..then last night do a little present for her...if not go there empty hand..dam paisei sia...
im so hyper now!!...just finish doing xiayutian
ok i will try to upload it 2moro.
Thursday, 9 July 2009
parenthood
omg...so random lo...just now i in bus on the way home saw a pregnant woman..tummy quite big liao...then i was tinking alot things lo...it is such a wonderful thing of life...there is a life inside...so fansanating...in a few months time the baby will come to our world...well i hope the baby will grow up to be a healthy young person...
and also...i saw a young father..quite handsome de la...holding hands with his 2 little children around 5 years old...crossing de road...so cute la...i think that is something call fatherhood...being able to see your children grow up is really wonderfull...althoough things sometimes didnt go the way they wanted....all i realise is i jusst want to thank my parents for bringing me up till this day...and yes i know it hurts to give birth to me mami...lol...i will be a good boy...
omg..i just realise 2moro is wanxi bday...no wonder monday she jio me friday go back school eat cake..zz..dunnoe wat to buy for her maybe tonight i do a card for her la..
and also...i saw a young father..quite handsome de la...holding hands with his 2 little children around 5 years old...crossing de road...so cute la...i think that is something call fatherhood...being able to see your children grow up is really wonderfull...althoough things sometimes didnt go the way they wanted....all i realise is i jusst want to thank my parents for bringing me up till this day...and yes i know it hurts to give birth to me mami...lol...i will be a good boy...
omg..i just realise 2moro is wanxi bday...no wonder monday she jio me friday go back school eat cake..zz..dunnoe wat to buy for her maybe tonight i do a card for her la..
Tuesday, 7 July 2009
never say goodbye
today we got demo...lol...actuallly is just go there calefare only la...they want take photo of the products ma..then no enuff ppl...so call us go be calefare..lol...but fun la....the people really know how to make us laugh/smile...talk nonsense then auto smile come out le...not bad la...then can slack awhile....as for today still no diff...but i studying some interface files le..cannot slack till like tat le...
resist! lets wait and i wait see is that wat i want!!
resist! lets wait and i wait see is that wat i want!!
Sunday, 5 July 2009
last night went to my cousin wedding...omg...like i never go ppl wedding before..lol...got 1 time la..i think last time i went for other ppl wedding is like when im 6 years old...so long ago le...then only me and my father go...wah...very classy la the hotel...lol...then ppl keep asking my father when his turn to have this kind of event...sian la...i tell my father friend still long la...sponser me la...lol
friday after work went to cut my hair..then after tat meeet up with celestine go amanda bday at downtown east...lol..so many ppl la...all cramp in 1 room...play alot games + bbq...all the way till morning..i very tireed tat day...only manage to close my eye for sometime...anyway...happy bday again amanda! and thnx those who made the event a success..though i didnt nothing la..lol...
i need some moltivation man...should i go shopping with my mami now?
my daddy promise me he will buy the LV wallet during my bday...dunnoe he will keep his promise anot...i tink he say shuang only la...nvm..i slowly save up for it..so many things i want..lol
11 july is coming soon wat should i do...
friday after work went to cut my hair..then after tat meeet up with celestine go amanda bday at downtown east...lol..so many ppl la...all cramp in 1 room...play alot games + bbq...all the way till morning..i very tireed tat day...only manage to close my eye for sometime...anyway...happy bday again amanda! and thnx those who made the event a success..though i didnt nothing la..lol...
i need some moltivation man...should i go shopping with my mami now?
my daddy promise me he will buy the LV wallet during my bday...dunnoe he will keep his promise anot...i tink he say shuang only la...nvm..i slowly save up for it..so many things i want..lol
11 july is coming soon wat should i do...
Wednesday, 1 July 2009
live forever
fugging back pain till want to vomit
someone pls break my shoulder or pull out my right arm also can
i really cant stand it le
1 type keyboard so noisy
1 keep shaking legi hate this man
aug 21 fast come pls
st sucks big time
now week 5 le and we practically got nothing to do
day day..i do is yahoo hotmail wikipedia
wasting my life here
i want to get some proper sleep now also cannot
@!#$ !@$# %#$##$
i hate everyone equally man
someone pls break my shoulder or pull out my right arm also can
i really cant stand it le
1 type keyboard so noisy
1 keep shaking legi hate this man
aug 21 fast come pls
st sucks big time
now week 5 le and we practically got nothing to do
day day..i do is yahoo hotmail wikipedia
wasting my life here
i want to get some proper sleep now also cannot
@!#$ !@$# %#$##$
i hate everyone equally man
Monday, 29 June 2009
future phobia
perhaps its time i should start making decisions
ytd bbq was dam high man...thnx to jeolyn...she really put in alot effort even though she was sick...and also all who showed up
i cant speak i cant hear...watever...
ytd bbq was dam high man...thnx to jeolyn...she really put in alot effort even though she was sick...and also all who showed up
i cant speak i cant hear...watever...
Saturday, 27 June 2009
RIP MJ
rest in peace MJ...we have lost another great entertainer and composer...your legacy will be with us forever...
stupid week in office...do nothing!!!! !@#$#$#!...previous week say want assign me to pasir laba camp...till now still got no info yet..wat they doing la!...and the breifing of the project is like so cim..i dun think they really need us lo....they just want us to fulfil the IAP...hai...so sadded when im actually wasting my time for the whole week...
ytd after work buffet at sakura...then went to amk hub watch transformer 2....dam nice la...alot new stuff....optimus kena gb..then die...but then in the end revive again la....megatron revive in starting part le...and ending part he never die...last part very geng lo...optimus become freedom gundam..can fly de..lol...those who want watch...i say go for it...quite worth it...
today sat...nothing on for whole day..i want to spend my sat with myself alone..
stupid week in office...do nothing!!!! !@#$#$#!...previous week say want assign me to pasir laba camp...till now still got no info yet..wat they doing la!...and the breifing of the project is like so cim..i dun think they really need us lo....they just want us to fulfil the IAP...hai...so sadded when im actually wasting my time for the whole week...
ytd after work buffet at sakura...then went to amk hub watch transformer 2....dam nice la...alot new stuff....optimus kena gb..then die...but then in the end revive again la....megatron revive in starting part le...and ending part he never die...last part very geng lo...optimus become freedom gundam..can fly de..lol...those who want watch...i say go for it...quite worth it...
today sat...nothing on for whole day..i want to spend my sat with myself alone..
Tuesday, 23 June 2009
sorry all
sorry didnt update for so many days...and also my useless posst....been upset with myself lately...hope i will get over it in this week...i realise im a bastard after all this...anyway....now is week 4 le...and if i not wrong...2moro i will be posted to pasar laba camp...at nee soon there...for 2 weeks if im not wrong...do watarmy stuff again de...also good la..dunn need stone in office...at least go out breathe fresh air...
ok...coming friday got class gathering at sakura yck...sunday bbq session...4june attend wedding...etc etc....so busy till sometimes in office sleep then pan gong le....very energtic...lol..not good for health la....
i want learn to drive!!!
i want LV new wallet!!!
i want ipod touch!!!
i want to "tie my teeth"!!!
i want to pass napfa!!!
i want to be rich!!!
lol...so greedy la me...maybe i will achieve one of this in the coming holiday...probably...
ok...coming friday got class gathering at sakura yck...sunday bbq session...4june attend wedding...etc etc....so busy till sometimes in office sleep then pan gong le....very energtic...lol..not good for health la....
i want learn to drive!!!
i want LV new wallet!!!
i want ipod touch!!!
i want to "tie my teeth"!!!
i want to pass napfa!!!
i want to be rich!!!
lol...so greedy la me...maybe i will achieve one of this in the coming holiday...probably...
Saturday, 20 June 2009
Thursday, 18 June 2009
OUTTA OF HERE !!
long week in office playing with some aircraft models...haha..i volunteer to do some html codings when i only know abit of it...dunno how it will go...heard i will be placed at paya laba airbase for 2 weeks...wah seh...throw me there 2 weeks do html...hope there easy ba...at least can go other place see see..lol..better in office....later go there dun tell me no msn facebook all these...i will pui on the spot de..lol
2moro going to town for dinner with suzhou clique..sure until late late de...as its friday and everyone weekend mood...hmm.....JUST DO IT LA!!!
2moro going to town for dinner with suzhou clique..sure until late late de...as its friday and everyone weekend mood...hmm.....JUST DO IT LA!!!
Saturday, 13 June 2009
today outing at sentosa with bliss clique...at first starting very boring..no games to play..but after that get high awhile only..after playing sa fan sa...who lose throw in water...then the fun comes in...tnx alll who made those fun just now.....sea water...dam dirty...had dinner at long john...saw mr ben at iscream...lol...still the same old ben....no things i want to comment on...
back at home now...all alone wat should i do?? sleep is the best choice i guess...
back at home now...all alone wat should i do?? sleep is the best choice i guess...
Thursday, 11 June 2009
new hope
week 2 of IAP le...and STILL nothing to do...playin with vrforce daily...last time can facebook...now they block facebook...zzz...dunnoe how to slack le....next week sure alot things come in le...and only week 3...hope this thing faster over man....
should i go on? i dun want to repeat the same mistake again...everyting so smooth now...it will all be known next friday...
should i go on? i dun want to repeat the same mistake again...everyting so smooth now...it will all be known next friday...
Sunday, 7 June 2009
Monday, 1 June 2009
day 1
today first day attachment...everyone nervous...lol...i think i only one wearing casual...just now after work straight go buy some shirt..lucky i brought some money along ah...
morning tour around the company...wah seh..everywhere we go need tap card de...so strict..and ya...also cannot use camera phone...my phone whole day tio quarantine...lol...paiseh i didnt reply msg ah...then visited our office...lol...so call office....like lab lo...all 3 of us sit together...dun have individual table de...and the internet sucks lo...lag like hell...5min load 1 page...only the intranet fast...i want to take photo of the place de..but because its part of the military de...strictly cannot...today do nothin lo...faacebook blogging yahoo....cannot msn ebuddy...messenger also cannot...sian ah...
2moro might go back to nyp see our friends at fyp..lol..then shun bian lunch with them...1h30min break..OTOT..lol..
ok...everything should be fine if i dun kan chiong....
ytd work was ok...food runner abit tired...cos still got hangover...like want to vomit but cant vommit...headache..dun want say le....
ytd told hock i want take a break...until august 22 like that...cos of this attachment la...3 monnths fyp over le now this come...make me so tired...i also leaving le...sad..then took april the pay...half only..lol...other half june 3 then take...
ok..i need to prepare for 2moro now...cya
morning tour around the company...wah seh..everywhere we go need tap card de...so strict..and ya...also cannot use camera phone...my phone whole day tio quarantine...lol...paiseh i didnt reply msg ah...then visited our office...lol...so call office....like lab lo...all 3 of us sit together...dun have individual table de...and the internet sucks lo...lag like hell...5min load 1 page...only the intranet fast...i want to take photo of the place de..but because its part of the military de...strictly cannot...today do nothin lo...faacebook blogging yahoo....cannot msn ebuddy...messenger also cannot...sian ah...
2moro might go back to nyp see our friends at fyp..lol..then shun bian lunch with them...1h30min break..OTOT..lol..
ok...everything should be fine if i dun kan chiong....
ytd work was ok...food runner abit tired...cos still got hangover...like want to vomit but cant vommit...headache..dun want say le....
ytd told hock i want take a break...until august 22 like that...cos of this attachment la...3 monnths fyp over le now this come...make me so tired...i also leaving le...sad..then took april the pay...half only..lol...other half june 3 then take...
ok..i need to prepare for 2moro now...cya
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