and another week has just passed by...4 more weeks till end of IAP...
have been thinking alot stuff lately...how many ppl i have disapointed this year...how many chances i have let it slip by me this year...how stupid of me to rant now here when i didnt grab the chance when it is in front of me...i guess i am the one who i disapointed and let down the most...i dun request forgiveness from anyone...cos in the end...i still think that watever i do...i feel i will disapoint alot ppl...i have wasted alot time this year...serious...time has pass so fast this year...blink 1 eye..FYP...another eye..suzhou...back....IAP...now...finishing soon...like that 6month+ have already pass me by....alot things had happen...yes...if u read carefully during this 6 months you will know...i hope i can treasure more time with my friends..mainly cos next year graduate then NS soon...friends are hard to find...true friends are for life...sadly i dun have any currently...i have some very good friends a little here and there...its very hard to maintain friendship from wat i learn from here...i dun want to disapoint anyone but in the end i still broke my promise...hope after IAP...i wish i can have lots and lots of outing with all my friends...although i know i cant simply put all of my friends together in a single outing...i should plan now if i dun want to waste time anymore....
this week was terrible for me....lucky weekend is here...got 1 day sibei sian unlucky....later for work...office blackout...com software keep crashing...rain when go out...at home laptop spoil....sibei cock up tat day..
i wish i wake up 2moro and everything was just a dream...back to day 1 of 2009
where is my heart...its lost long ago til then found out its lost
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