red alert

omg...just now lim fung sis call her say she fever 37.9...teacher ask her go back home see doctor...she say she suspect she kena h1n1 le..cos her class already got 1 kena le...zzz...then just now lim fung take off...accompany her go see doctor..wah seh..if she really kena then lim fung will kena then i will kena...dunnoe should happy or scare...pray pray just only fever and notinng else la

this morning didnt see the eclipse...raining how to see...plus so super cold this morning..even now also cold..guess i will have to wait till next eclipse le...next year also got 1 if i not wrong...

i really need to make some decision in life now...i dun want to be walking aimlessly when i see everyone having their own dreams and targets in life,,i feel so useless when i see tat...i keep saying time is the best weapon...but in real fact i never make any changes to my life...i just cant bothered...im so selfish...cry myself a river also wont do anything...i wanna free myself from this shiat asap!! right now i just want this f-ing IAP to be over cos im so super pissss working over heree....schooling is so much better compare to outside working life...i want to work hard for the last semester of my poly life next term...cos it will be the last time our class is so close together...i wanna to treasure all those times in nyp...and i also want all those cold war between my friends to end cos this has to end...it will go no where...u cant hate someone for life...unless tat person insult ur parents or wat ...even sometimes i hate...ok..dislike someone...i also just get over...we still have to see each other next day...cant run away from it...the world is better with more friends...yes..but too much friends for me..i cant handle when all want to go out on same day...oh well...tats whole chunk above was some random thoughts cos right now i have nothing to do ....and i need my blanket!!!!

ok and also ya.... to all my friends out there...whether we go out oftenly or meet up once a year or lost touch for years...i wanna say thank u for being a part of me....i\wanting to say this long time le..but dunnoe how to put it to words..lol..my bad angmoh...

hopefully tonight boys night out or boys and gals night out will be fun..finaly 1 event for like 3 weeks..lol