swear to myself

omg..i hate myself so much....i want to swear to myself i will not touch the pc for 1 week...pls do something to make me stay away from my pc....its just another conspiracy i dun want to fall into...grrr

i guess my video canot be finnish le..cos laptop really dead now..and everything inside...and i got no spare copy...should i get a new laptop?? wait till i have the money ba...now no urge for it...i want itouch next month..aim hao le...

and yaya....22/07 they say got solar elcipse...true??? like that its on wednesday....morning the elcipse will happen de...so cool la...i want to experience this!!!

weekend no much activities this few weeks...very sian...dunno where i should go...


Do you know
Tomorrow I'll be gone
I need to run away
From who I am

And you know
It's a pretty world outside
But take a look within
My heart is worn out

ga...ytd play a quiz in facebook and came to this qns about love...wat do u think is most important in a love relationship...the second i saw the word " commitment" i dunno why i thought of love is not about commitment...shit la...maybe i feel tat commitment is just to be stay true to your gf and tats it..doesnt mean tat i love u today and dont love u 2moro...i cant believe i thought of tat...i guess tat why to love someone is something u canoot play with...its the freewill of life...but then...to be loved is a completely different thing le la...

ga...i need to get a life and stop ranting here..