ive learnt...

these few days alot things happen..tired..i need a pause button..its my fault..i cant control myself..im sorry

just realised this is my last xmas and new year celebration with my friends...next year i will be in army...how sad

edit: long post...take some break in between when u read

finally...2009 is coming to an end..this year is a year full of happenings..h1n1..dam scare to go out..death of mj...too sudden..though im not a great fan of him..but i think he is still king of pop...hes a legacy now..firstly school...reached year3..tio FYP and IAP...3 months...made alot new friends in FYP...FYP at first thnking is a total waste of time..but also got some use...during presentation..tio shoot until very jialat...but it makes u thinking..and thanks mr gui mr lim mr phua wanxi xueqi for accompanying me thru the fyp...yea...suzhou trip..definitely love that trip...suzhou clique..gonna miss ya..IAP..learnt tat life is harder than expected in the working world...gotta enjoy wat i have now...3 months in IAP..though short...i saw alot things that the book doesnt teach...2months break..got back to work...august was just a norm month..nothing special...sept was a eventful month...october...back to school...study path...forgot almost wat i learnt in year 2..abit lost and scared...but slowly getting back on my feet to study...last sem..cant waste it

work...alot changes to bliss this year...old staffs one by one leave..new staff come and go...jit and gopal..the bestest sup can crap and talk with...abit off the clique when i came back from suzhou and my IAP...slowly gettin back...had made some good friends there...wont forget them...they are the most active ppl in my life..steady ppl...life never be the same without them...maybe its something call friends are for life...though im always left out at times..i still feel some bit of love from my friends..i dun ask for more..i just want it to come from the inside..tats all....thanks my lovely friends

wat i have achieve this year...quite alot stuff..beside school and attachment..i also learnt abit of pool..lol..also learnt to drink lol..once in awhile ok..but dun everyday drink can le...i dyed my hair for the first time...i learnt abit of poker card games but still lousy..i learnt to stay up the night..lol...got myself a present to myself with my own pay..donated blood for the first time...travel to suzhou w/o family..experience the feeling of worry/fear..experience the pain of losing someone...had a gathering with everyone i like...i think theres more..but i forgot..watever it is..its in my blood now

below are some delications to those who had a small impact /impact to me in 2009 (not in order!)

mr peter lim - the best fyp supervisor u can find...which supervisor is so good tat he stay back after 6pm and run around blk s to find a battery holder and ic for you..and he even helps me to pack the 2 sets of circuit board for me because im flying off to suzhou the next day..im so touched by him...he also gave some good advices to my personal problems by telling me his story..thank you mr lim

mr gui - the stern fyp manager of mine...everytime shoot ppl during presentation until no words to say..but i think he pointed out alot points that i should learn...yea...in life there are 5 F's u are afraid of..future friends family finance (last one forget)..he said tat to me when it was the last day of fyp and i told him im afraid of IAP...at least it did some help to console me..thanks mr gui

wanxi - 1 of the DT during my fyp..very helpfull and funny and crappy...like the sun in the cold lab...very random at times...she is very cute...and super random like shouting in lab and playing restaurant city..lol

xueqi - the other DT in my fyp..looks fierce..but actually not..lol..also say lao niang..hahah..she is very nice...always give us warning...like director walking around tell us alt-tab...then got function also kapo some food for us to eat...she knows when to be nice and when to be serious...tats her good point..

sean - fyp lab mate...at first didnt really like him cos my lab only got sing nee me and him..then i was like wtf...3 months with them..lol..but then as time goes..i find out that he is actually quite a nice guy..'see and help' i would say...he can put down watever he is doing and try to help u even though he is not very sure how to help...then the best part is he also goes to suzhou with me..along with sing nee...i was dam happy cos it is fate tat we have met...at suzhou...though we really didnt do anything for our fyp project..i realised from him tat real friends dun need to say a word and they will know wat u are thinking...he helped me alot with my troubles in suzhou...together with safwan...making me feel like i have another brother...for this..i thank you sean

sing nee - the boom box in my fyp...very noisy..ok..but also very helpful..lol..she also went to suzhou with me...like the topic starter in the clique..w/o her is like abit quiet..best buddy during fyp cos im abit emo during fyp and had no one to talk to..thanks singnee

jiawei - long story to say...during year1..i was abit of a loner in class..cos deshun their clique together with jiawei..then i with raihan they all..then slowly to year 2 some problems in their clique and i see him abit sad so go join him...then i find him actually a observane guy..but too much already..and like to point out everyone mistake..but too much also..maybe tats his bad point..but during the last semster comm skill presentation...practically its my fault cos i didnt do my part in the report and he did everything himself..and we screw up the whole presentation cos everyone not working together well..teacher ask us why like tat he take on the responsiblility on himself..i feel abit remorse...so from tat day...i will try to keep my commitments well...tats why i learn..thanks jiawei

celestine - best buddy at work...always clear rubbish bin together...working at outdoor tat time..only need 3 staff can cover already...always alot story to say...and give advices..he now in ns...take care brother

soon - also best buddy at work...talk cock joke see girl..lululu~ haha..steady brother..heart to heart talk once in awhile..XGJH hahah...great pool buddy...dun smoke so much in 2010 ya..take care brother

jit - best supervisor u can get...staff welfare no.1 always cover us when got guailan customer..handicap toliet haha..face looks fierce ...but he dam friendly and can talk crap de...always good to have him around..sad thing he quited bliss on his own..its their lost to lose sucha power dam capable supervisor...happy new year mr jit!

gopal - after jit left..gopal became the supervisor..weallhategopal.com yea..dunnoe who sial..lol jk..at first dun like him cos he too tall and talks funny...but perhaps we slowly open up to him tats why he is so close to us after tat...he drinks beer to grow tat tall..lol..had alot fun with him..killing zombies after work..haha so funny him...heal me!! lol..why i die!! LOL! okay..then he also quited bliss..and worked somewhere else..i feel happy for him cos the place he working at has a much better pay than bliss for a full timer...but sad that no one can crap with during work..anyways..happy new year mr gopal!

jeolyn - the ctrl x ctrl v smile girl...dam cute she..alot of looks...english also dam good..always suan ppl wrong prounciation..cakeee ah...not cake.. she has alot funny hand signs..yea..all her idea...and also alot slang...haha..idea siol...always had alot fun working with her...never fail to put a smile on everyone face...thanks for everything u have done jeolyn...yes...u know it..thanks..and dun smoke too much ah..it spoils ur image

rena - ahahah..the skinnest girl in bliss..she alot funny idea also...likes to disturb ppl during work..she is a very thoughtful girl..always put others before herself...not a good liar..can easily see when she telling a lie..lol..rena..try be more adventurous this year k? happy new year may ur dreams come true in 2010 girl!

layyen - nice girl at bliss also..have a man voice when sore throat LOL! she thinks maturely...tats what i admire of her...work has been very fun with her around..playing games when very slack...talk jokes and PlAY WAX YA LOL! dam funny she...one of the few seniors of bliss when i first came in..i salute to all of u...happy new year! and also dun smoke so much ah hahaha

kon - the chef of bliss...i respect him cos he is a steady guy..wont count a penny by penny..had alot fun with him and the rest after work..pooling l4d..hes the best teammate with me..we can clear the map with 6 infected player with only 2 of us as survivors...steady right haha...happy new year! hope more fun will come in time

katrina - help me alot thru my hardest time during FYP and IAP...i can say she is a very rare gem to be found...though age diffence is big..but we still manage to put aside all these small little things and have fun...xiayutian continue-r...i respect u as a friend who im very lucky to find...cheers! happy new year and good luck to ur work in 2010!

naren - steadyy brother..good to have him around cos hes big and strong! just wanna say im lucky to have u as a buddy at work..lets hope friends forever buddy! cheeers!

amanda - gaave alot advices during my downest part of my life...really gave me a wakeup call with the help of others..she is a very nice girl...happy new year! dun smoke so much ah


and not to forget those who signed on the card when i left for suzhou!..it really touch my heart till this day cos no one has ever done someting special for me ever till tat day...tears just flow down when im in the plane when i open up the card...its the first time im recognised by everyone...i love u ppl..thanks for everything

lastly..thanks for all the outing organise this year..hope we can have more next year!


my new years resolution? 2010 is going to be a turning point year for me...graduation from nyp...hope ppl can celebrate for me..gonna miss those times in poly..3 years in a blink...ns...time to be a man...hopefully after ns...i will be more matured to see the world in front of me...besides tat..i also wish to have more new friends and also have a even better friendship with all my friends...more outings i hope to come in 2010...but pls before the time i go in ns lol...wat i have done wrong in 2009 is i was stuck in a vicious cycle over and over again..i need to get out and play

let us put bygones/hatred/guilt behind us k? 2010 gonna be a better year

dun cry because its over...smile because it happen..cheer up..


thanks all my friends and have a happy new year..may ur 2010 be a year full of hope and opportunity

hope u all will still be reading my blog in the future..thanks ya

thanks for being a part of me everyone!

enjoy ur countdown party tonight! those working later...hope we will have fun during and after work later!!! im so going to miss u all

steamboat was a success..thanks all who arrived on time...and thanks to those who pei me go market early in the morning! u know who u are...its a season of giving..i think its time..as long as everyone is happy..i will die with no regrets cos my existence is remembered by everyone...

pool at plaza as usual...dam cui...later working at 6...i need some sleep..

im so confused...wtf im doing...please help me

last night food runner with rena..total slack lol...after tat late crowd came in...dam cui..dun wana say..after tat pooled..then rena amanda marilyn weijian xianglong come my house wait till morning pei me go market buy ingredients...thanks ppl!! i love u..so steady pei me...after tat makan breakfast at my house..then 1 by 1 all down...lol..helped my mum pack the cutted fish meat all these...later they will come again help me out cook the egg and cut veggie! i super like!

now im home alone...time to blast some music...

tonight! i hope it goes well...hopefully

listen to me

ytd double pay work was de best lol...help jalex do the new year lighting from 8 to 1..power lol..sibei slack...after that camwhore abit again..lol..makan at 401..drink abit till 4..then pool awhile at plaza..then send jeolyn home then home...

tml morning going to hougang green market buy those stuff for steamboat..i need some guys and girls help..who can?

你總是心太軟心太軟
把所有問題都自己扛
相愛總是簡單相處太難
不是你的就別再勉強

Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後
你會是所有
幸福的理由

today party after work was a super success..drinking session so fun...dam hungry cos ate dinner at 4pm..and tahan till closing...dun care just eat...super fun sia!! i like! do pumping eat chilli..just go only lol..chilli buay tahan supeer hot..tears just came lol..and xiang long...im not drunk k!!

naren!!! peektures on fb pls!!!

thanks to all bliss ppl for this party...you know who you are! ur simply da best!

when i see you
i run out of words to say
girrrrl....

today woke up at 8am...then was like wtf...9am appointment 8am wakeup..chiong down there 930 late...scare they scold me...reach there...omg..alot ppl..saw raihan deshun kangwei...checkup very boring..do this and tat...the last one is test ur iq de..omg..see the com so sian...2 hours..all like common sense qns...anyhow click le..headache buay tahan...then just now go ntuc buy alot drinks...sunday see who wannt ton at my house can drink also....


yea...tml is the night i like!!!

root of all evil

today dinner at just acia was a success...
after that go back plaza pool awhile then go home le..tml need 6am wake up meet 8am at redhill mrt..hope i can reach on time cos morning crowd

im so headache/sad/excited/nervous right now..i cant imagine wat would my army life be..im gonna miss all my lovely friends..i love all of u..it will be like another life...i dun wanna lose my relationship with my friends...i want to spend every precious moment with my friends...i want someone...anyone..give me a big hug...i know its no point fearing it to come cos tat day will still come...just tat im too stubborn to make changes..please god or my dear friends wish me all the best when the time has come..

i actually wanted to do something like this below since the time before i left for suzhou..but now i think its time so i will do it


rena
the legendary bliss banana, a very nice girl but she doesnt knows it. thoughtful good listener fun loving
its always good to have her around likes to disturb ppl big eater and still so skinny 幽灵~~

layyen
the xiaoyanzi.....best combo with rena and jeolyn...l4d kaki...feet can bend 90degree de..just do/go/say only

jeolyn
the cute and cheerful gal...can laugh and joke about anything...best combo with rena...very pretty and good gal..alot of trademark she use...

soon
same blk class workplace buddy..steady brother..paisei keep ps u...happy go lucky

kon
steady brother..got him no need scare anything lol...best l4d kaki..kitchen guy

weijian
good guitar player..alot things can talk with

naren
the bodyguard...steady buddy also..like okaaay LOL

kat
nice girl..though not active in clique but hearts will always be connected...

yea i will add in more in time to come..if i have time...cos so dam busy now..and dam..im hungry again..

just realise i didnt sleep well for the past 1 week..friday and sat after work play till morning sunday go carson house ton monday 3pm work after work alot ppl ton at my house..today..now ton till morning later go checkup....tml maybe drinking with zm..ton alone at home to do some important stuff..thursday friday sat..confirm play till day light..omg..im so cui

xgjh..get me outta here!

Today work time pass very fast...did opening with xianglong..washed fans...do Christmas decor till 6pm plus..thanks jalex for the food..was very tired..but seeing the final master piece I was dam happyand satisfied..working as a team with my friends is so enjoyable..and SORRY JEOLYN please forgive me

After work naren come to my house to do his stuff..then rena and the rest came also lol...play monopoly uno..5am plus all of them went off..only naren left with here talking with me

later going out for dinner at dunnoe where to celebrate jinyu bday..before that I maybe wanna go buy shoe and stuff...maybe lol..

I dun want you to think of me
I just want u to know I'm there for u
Girl you have sucha angel voice
Sing to me again

today woke up at 4...working at 6..so went to 401 makan alone..work was ok..food runner...after tat went to plaza l4d with kon jeolyn eugene carson baoling and modhama(sorry if spell wrong lol)...dam fun play versus..steeady ah lol...now back home..later morning going out to pay respect to ah gong...thinking of it its like time passed so fast..hai wat can i say..

everytime i always look back and keep i look out for you..maybe thats part of me for u already

later working at 3 with xianglong! yes i like lol..hope i dont die later

death

today work was terrible...everytime i tio ic why alot things happen. table 56 make noise...84 scold me..like wtf..tootally dimoralise...didnt go to plaza after work as most of them went to drink...went to carson house play game..weijian brought his guitar along too..wow he is good with his guitar..nice..

i still have a immature heart...like ppl maybe younger than me..but they are really good in something and really working on it..this saddens me cos when i look at myself...what do i have...wat makes me me...i dunno alot things...i dun speak well i dun look good i have no talent...seriously wat do i have in me...and are my friends trying to fu yan me...sometimes im totally forgotten by everyone...not that im demanding for it to happen..its just to conclude that you forgot my existence...others get what they didnt expect...i didnt get what i wished for.....im so confused...and now christmas is coming and my christmas wish is stil far within my reach...he is so confuse and vexed!

family- when i see my friends home although their house abit messy..but they have a loving family...like always go shooping together...dinner together outside kopitiam..genting trip..and when i compare mine..its abit sad cos i dun even have any family outing...im so envious of my friends family..

talking about work...suddenly feel im such a fool...everytime need ppl work and ask me can work anot i alway agree without thinking...and most of the time the day when i agree to work always alot bad customer...i agree to work cos i always love to see my friends working with me and also seeing customers having a smile when i serve them..but the sucky part is there is totally no welfare and totally budget...thinking of it is like why im still working in this place...

if anyone dun understand anything posted above dun bother asking me..feeling so doown

ok back to sleep..working at 6 later...hope can wakeup

if only someone can understand how im feeling now

Ytd went to jeolyn house help her out with her makeover..wah dam luan lol alot things hhaa after that went to hougang maall shop for the 2 J 's present and bliss party de...season of of giving..I like!

Ytd work was super tired..not much crowd but maybe is too long no work...almost die when climb the fence to pit the glass pot on the ceiling at deck... Scary siol..l4d with kon..haha steady 2ppl only...the rest join in later..

Why I feel so helpless

yes!! finally its over! so dam happy..the qns come out also quite easy..lucky those i studied de all come out..heng ah..later 2pm going out to buy presents for the event..

now i need some rest..dam tired to do anthing

あなたが誰なのさ

seng seng seng is wat i can say..2 qns 40 marks cannot play play...essay qns..bobian le..really tired gonna catch some sleep naos..tml 6am need wake up..nights ppl.


this innocence is brillant it makes you wanna cry
this innocence is brillant please dont go away
cos i need you now
and ill hold on to it
dont you let it pass you by

today dam tired...studied all the way till 4pm...kfc paper was ok..but the qns twist until i dunno how to do..hai...dun say le..leave no regrets...

seriously..these few day i studying in library obseved alot students with their attitude to common test...ok..common test only wat...somemore xmas coming...relax la...most of the junior think that way...but when i see my friends studying together....the whole thing changes lo...i dunno how to describe but i know final sem ppl like us really see common test differently from juniors..

lol..last night had a dam best dream...i dreamt i got married to my tuition teacher ok random...dam funny lo....so real...but its only a dream..dun think so much..

tml last paper!! im so dam happy!! and also alot things coming in...buy alot stuffs...works...pool! so excited!


tonight soon they all gonna ton at serangoon mac study yapp...should i go or rest well for tml paper?

girl i love ur beautiful soul

爱你就等于爱自己

today alot of "enlightenment" studying ah yap module..despite those noisy year1 students in library making alot of noise...thanks to my dearest ipod touch..lol...yea..studyed finnish the formulas..left theory to understand...but tml is kfc..so gonna study kfc tml morning then ah yap theory at night..nothing much..ciaos..

i have always been serious girl.

Finished studying some of ah yap module with soon...actually not hard..all is just formula..just need to understand and when to apply the formula..I'm so motivated to study!! But also need to get some sleep..ok bye earthlings

yes I'm a thinker

today study ALOT of kfc de chap...almost everything..dam shag eyes..brain dead..hope i wont forget wat i learn today cos tml going to study ah yap de module..pray pray

yea..dam tired nao...gonna sleep early


I'm just a little old-fashioned
It takes more than a physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me a love
Not a fascimile of

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

i must change for the better

today manage to wake up early and go to school to study...argh...study till headache...the paper was easier than expected...yea...but like heavy weightage lei...ask simple qns 5marks...left early as i dun want to listen noise..

tml going back to school again to study navigation and maybe some of ah yap...hope i wont die...

face problem..thats why..IDGAF

end of year is coming...2010 is just a few days away...wat have i done..or achieve this year...time to write down what i have not done and put it to next year's resolution

and ya...27 dec i wanna have a steamboat..hope this time can organise...make urself free pls! its a sunday!

heres something to those* who dont have something call FACEBOOK to watch...confirm will say lol haha/lame lor! LOL!

gl

today outing was dam fun! this is someting money cant buy..as long as everyone is happy today that moment...even if the sky drops down...argh..u know wat i want to say...u guys are awesome! so long never like tat liao..hope will have another outing like this in future

back to myself i totally sianed after bowling session cos everytime i think of tml common test really scares me...its like going to the exam hall with only lets say 40% knowledge of the module...im really scared...all i need today was someone to look me in the eye and tell me everything will be fine...

It just keeps running in my mind..and I have no control of it

argh..god bless u me everyone for tml

sometimes love comes around
and it knocks you down
JUST get back up when it knocks you down

boom boom shake shake

today studyed in school..yea..finally browse thru and have a small idea of the qns..but haven practice cos no past year common test paper..sad...leave scool around 6pm..then home maken then come out study again with soon at rivervale mac til 10+..head down to bliss..soon left first..waited for amanda to fan gong..went to plaza pool..yea...so fun today..pool till 530+ then homed...

later meeting at hougang interchange..who late treat bubble tea ya?..i think i will late lol..

do i look like an idoit?
in times of crsis and i still got mood to play, shopping
people say i have no sense of urgency
but when i get serious, i will be dam serious
i think im too serious all the time
time to give myself a break seriously

things i dun want u to know
cos ur just so pure

today work at deck...i totally dun like..so shitty..told them to walk around clear plate...stay at ur station..must do setting...so many timeS!..buay lun ah!..best lo..all guys at deck...no one entertain me...all my fav ppl working outside...sian..

alot unhappythings happen...totally turn off...i dun want say..shall forget it...wait the impact come then see how...

jus back from plaza...l4d2 with kun and carson.!!! steady ah!!..we play so fast..complete 2 map and never die...just chiong only..lol..

later 11pm meeting at school with friends to study books..hope i can absorb alot later..gonna catch some sleep now


No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything without a single word

Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

no im not emo..just the lyrics so nice

today didnt went to school eearly to study...was so dam tired decided to sleep all the way...normal day in school..yea..alot common test tips..didnt stay in school to study...

and omg lol..just now on my way home when crossing the road..i see green traffic light as green pedastrain light...i cross the road without knowing and almost got hit by car...how stupid can i get!

weekends here..sort of looking forward cos gonna work study play...yea...study whole day on sat..working on friday...bowling! on sunday!

ok..gonna touch abit on 3350 bye!

revision for common test is still the same...alot dun seem to understand..and i haven even touch on the monday's paper yet...god bless..these fews days studying alot in school...cannot tahan so much noise...home is the best choice if i want to be alone..tml lesson start at 1pm..go school early study then go or lesson..

im hungry AGAIN!

yea..the world suddenly looks so beautiful...i have been walking too fast to notice my surrounding..maybe i should slow down and enjoy the scenery

quoted from FB: put walls around me not to isolate myself, but to see who care enough to break them down

fucking hell...i hate it when ppl say scared exam test and their quiz marks got higher than mine...super duper pissed today..cant stand it...fuck it...give me a break

yea leave me alone...i suck

yea...fell asleep at 11am...cannot tahan...wokeup at 230pm..realise im late for the study....rush down to school..lucky i was the 3rd to reach...didnt study anything...only did my cover letter for comm skills...dam im so scared...when i see my friends studying...i dun even understand a single thing they are saying...for the first time i feel so scared of papers...someone please PUSH MOI! pls!

then after studying...we decide to go to bliss eat cheese fondue...and yes! so salty...very thirsty..drink hoegaarden and some funny drinks..now back home...

guys guys gals gals..blah blah blah

work on the friday was shitty man...best group of outdoor staff...dun wanna say..totally cui..but take pay le..so everything i dun care lol...after work..l4d2 with alot ppl!...best versus mode...so fun lol...then play campaign...bei steady ah!!! llol..die alot times..cos bei steady ah lol!! jkjk..



i like this pic so much...so cute!

and hello rena..i no tou lan ok..just wanna join in the fun

today work was ok..work in deck with layyen..starting sibei sian..came up with alot funny games...drawing game...ni wo ta game..lol...amanda lose the forfeit...me got a free bak chow mee thanks!! haha...and i dun like new staff..just dun like...head to plaza pool..l4d2...now back home

later 2pm gonna meet chow shin and others at amk hub to study..hope i dun sleep now...and i want to buy new shoes and do the go card!!

finally happy bday jalex! dun fall sick k!

deeper and deeper

today work was tiring..run here and there..lack of staff...finally closed..makan at 401 then homed..hope later i can wake up at 9am..or 10..i dun want to pon class anymore!

sian...common test coming...report on friday...CV on monday..rush rush rush..



nice right! lol

you took a piece of my heart
i never thought this could fall apart
you said you fall in love
and this was more than i had been afriad of
another life
another happy ending cuts like a knife
another place another time
another hand to touch
another sun to shine

you got me deeper and deeper
and im constantly blinded
im running around but theres no place to hide
i start to talk in my sleep
our souls are divided
why cant they forgive me these demons inside

deeper and deeper and im constantly blinded
my heart starts to shiver for it was not enough
i start to talk in my sleep
cos our souls are divided
how can it be that you're ready for love

today woke up at 9am..totally late for school..lecture and lecture...sian...and ya...i today go donate blood...actually want grab my friends pei me go together..at least not so scare..but then in the end only i go...lol...wah seh..look at ppl donating blood very painful...when u sit on the chair there waiting for the nurse to poke u...more scared lol...then my turn came...the nurse inject the first needle that make me veins nuumb...wah pain sia tat one...poke into elbow there...then 2nd needle i see wah seh..bigger one..but inject in no feeling lei...ok good..then blood flow into the bag le lo...mine took 20min to fill up the hold thing...the nurse say i drink not enuff water...blood too thick..cannot flow fast..lol..

yea..im so proud...first timer blood donar go alone...im not scare of needles anymore! lol

week 7 coming to an end...next weeek must chiong study le...guess i will have to either work on 1 day or stop working for the next 2 weeks...so going to miss my friends...

i want this i want that! which to get first! shoes shirt jeans jacket speaker?

i need a life

if only

didnt update this few days cos nothing much happen...and abit busy also...ya..just now had steamboat at deshun house..quite a success..cos the usual ppl all came...eat till 10+ then clean up everything 11+ go off le...hope can have another steamboat soon!

yea..blood donation drive is on and i want to go..who want pei me go??!!

payday coming! money start rolling in! yes! i saved 250$ this month! keep it up BY!

yea rena..when wanna go check out dentist stall?? enuff money ma?

omg...right now i should be sleeping cos later 8am needa wake up..but i still alert and awake...wat to do?

all i want for christmas...yea..i know its still long lol