i am a devil?...

You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

im a devil!!!

over!

finally the common test is over!!...lol..speaking as if like big time exam over le...this is just a beginning of our nightmare..lol

ok...the math paper was easy...de also easy...ec...hai..half gone half still can make it..must buck up when school open...seriously..everyone..

wah..haven blog for 2 week because of common test..what happen ah..let me think..ya..holiday we do the music jacket..lol..only manage to solder the speaker to the 3.5mm jack thing..haven sew on to jacket..2moro will try to finnish..

holiday real sian..stay at home study study..in school still can talk with friends..got questions can help each other..at home real sian..except when playing com.lol/..

ya..my de project finish le..the led one..very nice sia..like xmas tree the light..bling bling every where..so shuang when i connect the last wire then switch on..

gonna ketchup with old mates man..being a while we have seen each other..alright..moon cake festival..lol

maple..sian..now they got what event..i play till sian..back to runescape..

rush!!!

dam...still got alot shit to do..and i wasted 4 days already..shit!!

ok...pd almost done..creative project not yet.. common test revision 50% done..electric circuit!!!

let me think wwhat i have done...monday tuesday spent my time with cousins at tanjong rhu...lol..play like hell..


im getting a brain storm recently...thinking of why we should do this do that...everything!!! life girls games mother sister relations...wtf..plus all my work...i haven been sleeping well these few days..tell my what should i do..

ok..one more week and i am in serious shit..

holidays!!!

wootz!! holidats are here...2 weeks nia..very fast de..ok..i try not to waste my holiday cos after holidays common test liao..and the electric circuit i still dunnoe!!..wth..cant afford to fail...

what language should i learn next semesrer..jap? german? french? advise...jap is like very popular?..lol

omg..still need to do creativity project the music jacket..personal development presentation wire wrapping and programming project..so many...i still need to play..lol

wah..i lucky sia..last tuesday the pcb test i one hour do everything sia..from schematic to pcb...one hour lei...no choice..my previous pcb file cant open..must redo everything...

i also want to meet up with old friends..but when!!..last time say got what class gathering..then dunnoe why cancel...i feel like organising mooncake festival..lol..like last year..but problem is need ppl come..and $$$

zz..holidays very fast de..must buck up what has not been done..zz

holiday coming...yea..

yea..one more week and 2 weeks holiday lai lo!!!...but after holidays means common test...scare my electric circuit one fail...

very sian dunnoe what to do...want to listen to nice songs but dunoe go where find...

zzz.my computer very f up...very hard to switch on...worst is like 1h to switch on...rather use laptop.....but all info in com..sad..

today we go do the egg throwing thing..fun sia...i wrap my egg with alot newspaper until like a soccer ball then throw down 4 storeys..before that we even kick the ball.real hard and kick it to the wall...then we throw down..never crack sia..very shuang...

hmm..nothing lo..i actually got alot stuff to write..but all forgot liao..zz...

make me a member!!!! 0% chances..

DEPROG....a failure..

dam..my circuit was a failure...last monday i go ask my senior see my circuit got any problem..then they say from start till end got problem...all the resistor connect wrong sia..must unwrap everything..might as well redo!!!

today went to sintan...a shop sell electronics things...to buy components for our project..wah sia..we never buy..cos not confirm the solar panel thing..must ask cher first..then jalan jalan a while then ake detour home..lol..i took mrt from bugis to pasir ris then 88 to home..

hmm..what happen this week..ya..my friend tio chicken pox..that means his holiday start le..but will miss alot lesson..and also test..so i trying to help him take down notes during lectures..

ya...we went to north canteen eat lunch last tuesday..hmm..the food there better than south canteen..the space also very big..cleaners also very effective..very fast...

so many things happen sia..but all forgot liao..cos i too lazy to blog..

been thinking of certain memories during my 4 months holidays..dunnoe what to do..

wah...navy first time got open house..i want to go but only today and 2moro...and no one wanna go with me..basically i just want to capture photos..

secondary school holiday liao...i still 2 more weeks..very fast de..=)

hmm..still got what..think shuld be like that le..ill try to keep up..ok..

argh!!!

gr....tagbox dun noe why got problem...the website like not availble..zzz..then put new tagbox...grrr

yesterday went to ah gong hus eat steamboat...then my aunt ask me.."ah yang! why your leg hair so much?!...you grow them ah?.." lol...how can i grow them...she thought plants sia..

wah..yesterday never watch spiderman 2 and condor heros...i like the condor heros sia...the story very nice..the china girl also very nice..im yang guo!!...lol..then had dinner at grandmum's house...

dam...the gobal warming problem is really getting worse...i can actually breathe in carbon monoxide and like die..lol...yesterday kovan traffic jam mah...then i sit behind my father lorry..then stop hor...got 2 big sbs bus right beside me...then when they start driving..the bus fart so many the hot smelly carbon monoxide sia!!...wtf!!!!...and the engine also f noisy...and its traffic jam..the whole road doing this!!! wtf....we are hurting mother earth and digging our own graves yet we dumbos still dont realise it....

dam...2moro got pcb design test...very hard sia..must draw everything from skatch and do until pcb thing...

math lessons are getting f-up for me..as in i feel like the class mates are not respecting the teacher...they what..teacher very young means can do anything they like ah..playing psp in class playing dota..need for speed...whatever shit in class..it aint good..i haved been trying to concentrate on the lesson as i forgot almost every single amath thing after the o lvls..and now..got what implicit diff..i really dun understand..

haiz..now week 6..like 4 more weeks to common test and im still wandering..

happy mother day!

kk...today's mothers' day...yesterday went for mothers' day dinner in my uncle's church..honestly..i didnt like going there for dinner as every year we always go kopitam and eat steamboat...its more enjoyable eating in kopitam...

dam bored...yesterday the priest in the church can talk 2h sia..want to sleep sia..

anyways..happy mothers day to all mothers!!!!

RuneScape reaches one million members!

kk..lol...though im not a member of runescape..i still feel that this is a great achievement..it shows that runescape aint a bad game after all..though i aint member...i still find the game interesting....the fun part is socialising and training...i bet it's even better in the member's worlds....

abstract from a player..:

~OnE lOsS iS tHe StArT oF a GrEaT wIn~
Did RuneScape feel like a useless creation at the begining? Well that was the start of what it is now: a great win.

yes indeed...i feel that what he said was right...runescape in 2002 was like a useless creation to everyone..now...it has came a long way...and though the graphics aint as good as those like wow..dota..what matters is how the game is like..do u enjoy it...(yes i do)...most of my runescape mates do..sadly..most of my real life friends dont...

but what really worries me is the growing number of macroers and botters in the game...despite every player's hard work in making runescape a botter-free world...everywhere i go..esp wcing areas...there are tons ( like 10-15 ) of lvl 3 auttoers cutting yews..and non-stop...i even heard from my member's friend saying that even in member's world, there are also tons of botter fishing sharks cutting magic logs..fletching bows...and many more...i wonder if jagex is hesitating to ban these ppl cos they paid for the game and jagex dont want to lose money..

hmm..im waiting for pay by phone service to be availble in singapore and i can be a member!! yay...first thing i gonna do...complete all quests..like 100+ of them, second thing..get full Dharok the Wretched set or the Verac the Defiled set then master ancient magicks and mage arena...and gonna own the legendary Kalphite Queen ( actually not the strongest) then train all member's skills and level up my combat to 126...

be it my member dream gonna come true..i will still stay loyal to runescape ( stick to it for 3 years going to 4 ) i just want jagex to know that there are still many loyal players around..esp f2ps...

back to busineess

report due on tuesday@!!!

connected!!!!

yay...today my laptop can go wireless in school one..SEG...must do alot things to configure sia...lol..

sianz...now with my friends in elp doing the report..lateset by next tuesday must submit....

wah sia... ez link card sunday top up 10 bucks then today left 2 bucks...eat money sia...later go yio chu kang mrt top up...zzz

sian..nothing much to talk..bye

finally went out with my friends..

yo peeps...yesterday went out with nic lek and zm to tampines mall watch spiderman3...movie dam nice..ending part okok...the computer effect nice...before the movie start..zm and lek go eat tempayaki..me and nic go walk walk..go top up ez link..then to century sq play daytona..funny sia..oh ya..and on the way..i saw something that i shouldnt see..lol..nic dun tell anyone arh...

lol..after that lek and nic go buy the bleach thingy..dun noe what..then buy liao.play play.then break..lol..

wah..today very sian..dunnoe what to do..play till sian..wirewrapping do half way then dunnnoe how to connect resistor..go sleep la...bye bye

finally went out with my friends..

yo peeps...yesterday went out with nic lek and zm to tampines mall watch spiderman3...movie dam nice..ending part okok...the computer effect nice...before the movie start..zm and lek go eat tempayaki..me and nic go walk walk..go top up ez link..then to century sq play daytona..funny sia..oh ya..and on the way..i saw something that i shouldnt see..lol..nic dun tell anyone arh...

lol..after that lek and nic go buy the bleach thingy..dun noe what..then buy liao.play play.then break..lol..

wah..today very sian..dunnoe what to do..play till sian..wirewrapping do half way then dunnnoe how to connect resistor..go sleep la...bye bye

week 3 gone and...

wah sia..week 3 going to be over and next week my report is dued!! gonna rush on it..zz.

but next week thursday shuang..10am then start lesson..normally is 8 am then start..2h late nia..lol

omg..i cant believe my friend, zm, wants to play my game with me..he had longed abandoned this game and now "cong zhu jiang hu"..maybe he too bored of other games liao..blah..his interest for this game will not last..i guess 3 weeks nia..then game over..then all up to me again..the only one!!

blurp...just now had dinner at hougang mall with lek and zm..we eat eat eat talk talk talk..as usual..they always talk crap..lol..but sometimes funny...like..ehmm..

zz...today in school we do the autocad drawing thing dam hard sia...like draw one part wrong and the whole design can throw away liao..whats worst u dont know u went wrong only when u draw till the last part cannot join...must overcome..lol

yay...2moro can go school late..12pm then start lesson..but then till 6pm..actually no diffference..

blah..time to train my lvl 88 acc..2 more lvls to 90!!

after labour day..

yesterday was labour day..did nothing at home..basically just gta-ing..and watch some funny chinese zombie moives..very funny sia...
i had enough shit from my "upstairs" neighbour...for the past 7 years, every night they keep on making noise like jumping on the floor, playing marble on the floor, running here and there, drilling in the middle of midnight ( wtf !) ...and more shit..so yesterday..i was going to sleep as i wasnt feeling well because of the rain..and the banging starts...in 11pm...so i cant take it any more and went up and told them " eh..uncle..now like 11pm plus liao can stop banging?? i not feeling well and trying to sleep..can quiet??" then i went off..after that..the banging stop..a while later..it continue..F**K UP ragged ass mother father!!!
oops..did i spit out and vulgarites?..i aint talking to those to you ppl..its targetting to those ppl ABOVE me..!
k..got report to rush..next week need to hand in..but this module fun sia..its creative and innovation...need to do prototype of a new product..sort of like "invention"..if good can nominate for tan kah kee award sia!!... first prize= 10k!! second=5k! third=3k!..just aim for 3rd and im happy..
hmm..the friendtest..so far nic knows me best..lol..sure alot ppl fail..lol
wah sia..today actually want go back nvss one..but back there they got mid year exam..all early release..so cancelled again..
2moro is thursday..yay..got 2hour break...haha..slack in library..
omg...the amath trigo i everything rusty liao..teacher explain i go blur...need to brush up..i dun want history to replay again...lol
wah..finally my complains has an answer..those in game botter are facing trouble..yay!!
abstract: Over the last couple of weeks we've had a sudden increase in reports of people apparently using 'bots' to play the game automatically (which is in breach of Rule 7). We currently ban about 8000 accounts every week for trying this sort of cheating.......What's happening is more complex than it first seems. What's actually going on is that the VAST majority of the level-3 characters you see playing the game repetitively and not talking to anyone, are actually people from countries such as China and Korea, who are trying to collect ********* gold to sell for real world money (obviously against the rules). Some of them aren't even using bots, they are just playing the game very repetitively with a single-minded purpose to collect gold. These people have no interest in playing the game properly, and therefore don't care if they get banned. The final effect is the same, though – it spoils the game for everyone else.
My opinion: well done jagex..i hope that all this ppl will get banned as they are affecting the game in all sort of ways...like the prices of items just keep on increasing..lagging of server..competition from other chars...these ppl do not deserve to play this game and should be banned as thats is not the real spirit of the game...they are just playing..i mean doing this for the sake of $$...they are just sickos which should be kicked out of this game...seriously...it aint the real spirit of the game...the real spirit should be everyone enjoys each other char's existence regardless of stats or levels...teamwork..and support the game in any way..

blah blah..think this post is too long..lol..kk..back to my report..

getting emo...

zzz..poly life like 2 weeks liao..i can say that i know almost everyone in my class..

And the work is piling up everyday!!!..ehm..like only the project..lol..i have a feeling that i might not make it in one module..that is the electric circuit..the lecturer like mr lee tai shen..dunnoe how to teach one...zz..then he teaching ppl still can play maple in class..and he dun care..i really dun want to fail any module!!!..if fail one very troublesome one..

dunnoe why i keep on having a feeling of emptyness..dunnoe how to describe..like when i lie on my bed and close my eyes..i keep on seeing "nothingness"..like my mind is in a whirl..and sometimes..i even see strange things..like im standing in front of a really big dice...the background is white..then everything just spin and im like stuck in this state of mind..i really dunnoe whats happening..maybe im just too tired?...maybe..

and because of this..i felt "emo ness"...lekky's fav..lol..like everyday no feeling..other than doing what im supposed to do that day...only the process gives me life..the other simple things..like sort of emptyness..zzz..

and only a game keeps me driving..its "*********"..aint telling u..this game is abandon by everyone ages ago but i aint a buster..i aint leaving it..my close friends might know what that game is..but i aint gonna give it up..i've stick to it for 3 years and gonna stay this way till i find im bored of it..seriously..im sick

now its like 11.30pm..im half dead..perhaps another thing that made me feel so emo is my past..i mean from my thoughts from working and the case of my friend in working..shant say who is it..i work..i got into "trouble" then more "trouble"..then i regreted it..just like my friend..

oh well..why i wrote all this shit..i think im pouring out all my emptyness from my heart to relieve myself..u may see me smiling and laughing to you everyday..but deep inside..im really troubled..big time..

perhaps a good night sleep will do the trick..good night guys..

got laptop liao!!!!

woohoo!!! last wednsday bought a acer laptop..good sia..can go wireless lan..haha..

hmm.school is like one week liao..whats my impression on schooling in nyp??..i feel that theres alot of studying to do as i got 8 modules..so like got no time to play..but i will find time to relax too..and like alot of project to do..and presentation also...zzz..next week sure got work to do one..lol..

hmm..i also meet alot of new friends..some from ite..hmm..will have to stick with them for three years..not bad..

my sister's friend lives just below our apartment and same class as my sister..then my sister's friend say her bro is in nyp studying ecc..year 1 also.dunnoe same class as me anot..then to my surprise.her bro also same class as me sia..lol..so conincident...

nothing much to say liao...bye..

wth.....

ok today first day of school..must catch morning bus..no more daddy's free ride...lol..wah lao..then alot ppl sia..squeeze like hell..

basically...we did nothing today..just the lecturers tells us what they expect and what we expect during our module...then got period good sia..the teacher cannot open the class door..then say take our attendance and let us have free period..2hour!! wat to do!!!....in the end...we found another room and had our lessons...

heard ppl say wednesday must go back school get our "official o lvl result"?...zzz...can meet old teachers...

haiz..the laptop roadshow last till this friday..heard my friend say buy there can get 3 year warranty?? and the bag also?? free?? dunno want to buy anot..see first..

2moro will be tuesday..dunnoe will same as today anot..but i feel it will be a enjoyable one..though dun need to wear school uniform..haha..but also quite troublesome lei..must think of what to wear the next day..i rather go in school uniform..a loyal vistarian!!...lol...

k bye!!!!

schooling 2moro!!!

yay...orientaion over liao...and school gonna start 2MORO!!!

but actually the timetable quite cramp...as in like the lesson all together..and 2moro only got 1 hour break..and whole day sia..8am to 4pm...then this repeats again..lol..only on wednesday shiok..11pm start...2pm can go liao..

but one bad news is school reopen liao i cannot use my computer very often liao..like only once a week can use..thats is on weekends..sian..

aiya..dunnoe the lesson will be tough anot..just take it easy like learning how to walk..lol..

well..wish everyone all the best for this year's poly life..lol..bye!

orientation was fun!!

woo hoo!!! finally the nyp orientation is over...at first..i dont feel like going to the orientation cos its boring..but after that i realise that it was actually fun...i get to know more new friends...haha got new friends...new teachers...and study in a new environment..wootz!!...my class roxxx!!!

now that the orientation is over..just wait for school open..but then where must we assemble during first day of schooll??? or straight away go to class liao?? and the timetable like dun understand...all use short form one...lecture room put "l" then behind alot number like stating the level..then room number..zzz..like learning new language..

ah!!! I went for my job interview last saturday..and kana rejected!!!..why!! he say i too young..must at least year 2 poly then can join this job..zzz...call me next year come back...haha..one year alot of things can happen lei..dunnoe if i still want that job anot..

hmm..i saw adriano the campus superstar dude during orientation...dunnoe is him anot..but i know hes in the same course as me..

ok..school gonna start liao...lek nic..and friends..want go for cycling in pasir ris?? just like that only...shun bian go sheng siong walk walk..lol

ok..i think thats it..new life!!!

new job!!

yay..i just found a new job yesterday..working in sph one..dunnoe wat arrange the articles can liao..but must work from 4pm till 1am..dunnoe i can tahan anot..but quite good leh...one day 70bucks..alot sia..also then work 2 days per week..

ah..next tuesday my poly orientation liao...dunnoe how it will go..just hope i dun get myself into trouble..

zz.nothing much happen this few days..just playing computer games..stupid hackers..i hate it..