i dont know wadafak is wrong with me these few days..."come in come out come in come out" is what i feel...sory if i attitude anyone...i needa sort of my thoughts...humans are evil..if u can be selfish for so many times..why i cant be selfish for just 1 time..i rather be a animal..

anyway i will be leaving that place call bliss on friday..so be it

work was shiat last night..just very tired after work this few days..dam

just sick and tired of ma life

my own life starts next week

what to say about this week..same old shit..work sleep play...good thing is my body clock is slowly adapting to normal timing..so late sleep still can wake up 9am+ these few days..got improvement

happy bday weijian! hope u enjoy urself ytd though we didnt go according as planned...heypi jiu hao la hor?

someone posted in fb say there is no brotherhood..end of the day u still have to face the battle alone...yes..true...but it is brotherhood that help u along the way..makes u strong and gives u a belief..something worth fighting for..something u want to protect...

kao..why everyone like that...i think i will hold on to my defender for the last time..i feel better there

work was justxz so shitty for the past 2 days..alot new staff and alot customers...lan lan...wasnt feeling really good last night..home after that..also didnt go market as i sick...the feeling is very awfull...dam..now having diarhoea and i feel like the end of the world DAM!

ok...despite im feeling super awful now i going to update u all also...sat blood donation with carson chien wan amanda me lol...chien wan vein too small cannot donate...amanda surprisingly can siol!! and donate even faster than me...she very brave! thumbs up!...meet up with jeolyn for dinner at bliss before work...slept for 1hour only..lucky i woke up suddenly because i thought of the incident last time in my dream lol..had a dam nice dream last night...dreamt of i still in my older primary school..loyang primary..then last time i primary school recess time always race with my friend see who first to reach canteen....then we run run run...run to north vista secondary de canteen siol..lol..then i woke up again..

im still growing...but i strongly believe i will pwn so badly once i reach the required level

hes awesome tell him about it uh huh!

bastards always win the other way round..or should i say bastards always gets the girls

updates updates~~ gbc for the past few days this week..and yes i mean really gbc lol..sunday watch despeakable me and pizza hut and massage on tuesday...like so shiok massage...been eating alot alot food also..like non stop only uh..wed buffet at pariss..dam i think my tummy coming out liao...finish 2 bottle of chivas with kon also on wed...nop..no one got drunk lol...sho much happenings sho little time

thinking of getting a netbook for my sister bday...which is the day after my bday..omg another burn in my pocket next month

after like 2 months of intense training..i think by next weekend i gonna achieve what i want

blood donation tml morleng...hope i will not almost faint like last time

sho bored..juzx sho bored

work for the past 2 days is full of shit...dam epic busy on friday night and abit less busy last night...dam my attitude on friday was shit also..sorry all..smash a plate in kitchen and smash a housepour red in front of cindy...but it is really really really dam busy..so busy until bar want to break le..watever...played aeroplane with carson and weijian after work..dam fun..i like!!...today abit slack..but still busy..ok..nothing much happen...

why my character is like that...i smile laugh to others ppl thinks im crazy not funny..no im not trying to be funny or crazy..its just when i look at you it make me wanna smile..how cute u are..how funny u are..i dont think why i should hide my feeling cos thats how i work...i hope like that also can help us like cheer up someone...most importantly how special as a friend u are to me..ok

ok..off day today..gonna watch despicalbe me later with celestine...no we are notch gay boy couple!

Ytd was suppose to meet jeolyn in town to buy ah kon present..fall asleep in waiting and let jeolyn go town alone and so many ppl call me.. I'm sorry jeolyn..sorry

Celebrated kon birthday after work last night..as usual drinking time..some nasty stuff happen dun want say much..and yes I cried like shit because I couldn't take it to see him like that...but thanks to those who help out last night...

So much shit is going on.. I kinda blame myself for all this shit

Let's roll yaw!

haizz...didnt manage to wake up ytd as i was too tired to move...i mean i really didnt wakeup ytd...slept the whole morning afternoon and night..exactly 12am then wake up..phailed..didnt do the card..and now im still in the mist..hate it

wat i did for the past 10 hours?? watching online movie fb forum-ing...all the material in ma sister room dun want disturb her sleep lol..think i will just stick the photo on the paper and write le..no time..

bringing my mum to hougang mall eat later! sorry mami didnt wakeup lol

later noon town with jeolyn to get kon present! hope i can be on time to go bliss eat then work lol

tonight is the night to get HIGH man!

she's out of my league..nice show go watch it

today work was busy..very busier than friday and sat...help jeolyn clear handicap toliet cos got customer want to use..in the end use normal toliet..but seriuos wtf..sho many things can squeeze into 1 small space..power..work with layyen was always sho fun! haha thanks for colouring ma life..

although sometimes work is fuckup dulan cmi cui watever u call it...but we still make it through together right? hope we can treasure my last moments here friends

k gonna make a card for kon later..think i will be going around getting ppl to write something on the card..if i can finish it on time..

im surprise that i can actually get 21 ppl to kup ah kon present..happy la..can share dun need shoulder the burden on myself...but feel abit bad sia..like forcing ppl to share..hai.and i was abit rash to buy the nano last week..he always wanted a itouch..now i feeel like refunding it and get itouch..dam...or i should just give him mine =x

Had been drinking after work for the last 2 days..anyway happy birthday to Amanda!! Lol she dam funny when drunk..power..work was slack for the past 2 days..been spending alot also..prawning after work last night...didn't caught alot of prawns..not on form uh..everyone left early and left only layyen Jess me...cab home and sleep

This week is another power pack week!!

Last night work was effing dulan..work at deck key..no ic..who the fuck suppose to led..no one..so key lo..already dam busy cos of function last minute rain and late crowd..I see some ppl still idling like waiting for punchout..ppl at outdoor calling I from deck see no one from outdoor go attend..have to fly from deck and outdoor and clear the mountain in food trolley..really no sense of urgency..really scare ppl from deck run bill cos last minute rain and alot late crowd ppl come deck and go off so fast..lucky everything went well after that..It's not already the first time I work seriously want to push everything outta ma way..feel like slamming every single thing into customer face..I dunno I still can take it the last month here anot..but I know for sure whatever fucking story rule law management say I will not stay when I say I want to go

Ok long story lol..can't sleep because of that.. Later going out to get presents!! Woo ima Santa claus now! But this Santa is poor..any fundings?