only went to lab session this afternoon..dam common test next week..so last minute then know lo..good news...HF project submit le..can heck care le...but common test need study..

visited my father after school today..his casting remove le..wah seh..he tell me they put a 35cm metal rod inside the leg..so long siol..sad thing he wil be using the chopstick like thing to help him walk for the next 6 months..which means we cant go out that often le..and im going to army soon...im worried

been thinking alot..realise i attitude alot ppl who are trying to help me despite i lock myself up and shove them away...im so sorry all..i will try to make full use of the time we spent together

i want to have fun after exams...pls bring me to level up slowly..dun straight go lvl 10 hahah

feb is here! good luck to all who having exams and enjoy a brand new month!

braviest act of all : unconditional love

dame tired...overslept made soon and the rest wait for me..sorri all..had dinner at astons..double up chicken..full siol..caught legion...angels with cool metal wings and maces!..nice..the uncle behind dam noisy..after tat homed...didnt went to slack...no im not emo..jus tired

now i worry the most is my parents..my father is in this condition now and my mum is getting no better...time for me to be fulfil the duties as a son...i think i want to go to market again next week lol...like fun siol

sometimes we need a angel to tell us who we really are...to the world u might be only just 1 person...but to that person..u might be the reason he is fighting to live for...

dun lose faith

work last night was boring..time pass very slow..after work plaza pool..all so seem to be tired..thanks for coming play with me...

back from market..dam..very long never go le..now go alone..forget so much stuffs..but still..i manage to get all the things i need to buy..lol..

ok gonna catch some sleep naos...meeting 5pm at hougang mall later..hope can wake up

today is a short day in school..did the circuit for fire protection..i feel so good..so shiok when all the circuit we combine together can work!..its not easy u know..lol...work today was fun also..though starting very cock up..sory i sianed at closing..i feel so worn out by so many stuff going on..

and also sory all who wanted go plaza just now..i dun want my mum to suffer anymore...tml..i confirm can go cos after tat i go home bath then go straight to market buy gocery de..i so good boy right lol

daddy op finnish ald..now transfer back in ward..going to visit him tml afternoon..hope i have enough time to rush back for work at 6..

ok time to start work again.

Last night work was fun with all my fav ppl! I like! Milo bing at 401 then home to do sar21..and then duno why I fond myself sleeping and woke up at 10...dam tonight continue do

sohai la ttsh..put my father at 1 corner for 2 days with no food and now he is sick and can't do operation..my uncle dam hot last night call ttsh scold them and want transfer to sgh..damnation..if like that he will be more sick...just give him a proper ward to rest in and not in some lapsap corridor corner wtf...

Okie gotta get ready for school..I feel so wasted lol after skipping school for 2 days

went down to hospital with mummy today see father..lol..he keep asking my mother operation pain anot...in the end confirm the op is at 6pm..dunnoe end at wat time..gotta work later..hope its fun..

guess i will stay up tonight to finnish my sar21..

opennet.com.sg check it out!

dam..why like tat..hais

skipping school tml..father going operation but dunno wat time...im so scared even though its not me going for operation...hais..why this year so suay?!

pls help pray for my father though its a small operation..i dun want anything bad to happen

this morning went to sim lim get components for project again..dam tired and sian by the weather..then back to school do lab then go home...

sian i wanted to start doing sar21 tonight but bad news came =( why 1st month of 2010 so many bad news

had a small class test today..nothing much...school now is like a routine..only left projects to submit..and im not scare..why...next week is feb..guess is the end of the 1st month of 2010 huh..

sar21 final report deadline is this week and i haven even touch on it since the last time i touch it...after tat is big exams and i haven revised anything..i need to buck up!!

im so in love with avatar...the images are still fresh in my mind..i wanna watch it again..who wanna?

Today like whole day pon school..had lunch at amk hawker with soon and his class..after all went to LAN except me and soon lol..thanks man...play play play till 2pm then go home since I not in the mood to do anything..

I'm so confused..at the edge of darkness

mum just came in and give small 1 to 1 talk...she cried while talking to me...im feel i have seriously neglected her since i start working at bliss...everyday after work go plaza pool l4d..she told me for every hour she will look at the clock and see i am back anot..this few months i have been home late and she didnt sleep very well...i feel very awfull..she has a illness for more than 10 years and still struggling to take care of me...i want to show her tat im a grown up boy but i think im doing it the wrong way..im very scared by the words my mum told me...not threatening me but i feel theres something big going on and she dun want me to know..im so scared...i have been a bad boy for so long and i didnt realise it...why why why

work last night was fun.. work at 3pm with weijian..time pass slow and fast..l4d and pooll...yea..l4d no mood keep losing..but pool i win alot llol!! then makan breakfast with carson..slack and book avatar 3d at 3pm online lol...

woke up at 2pm..omg carson thanks man lol...call me 35 times still no wake up come up my house knock my window then i wake up...rush to ehub...dam nice though i watch avatar 2nd time..couple seat again lol!!

then back to 401 makan as carson got work...after tat slack awhile with zhiyin then go home le...

im super tired..my eyes are dry my skin is dry my backache my heart problem...wat more can come.i wish time could just stop for a moment...

today work was ok..no trouble at all...after work l4d with kon...and pool awhile..standard...now back home wash clothes cos working at 3 later...hope i dun die later on..

cny is coming..but i dun have any mood looking forward to it...i think its going to boring cny this year...nothing but work..sooo turn off...and somemore its valentines'...blah...

army daze coming.

something the book doesnt teach

ytd appointment was the first to reach...and guess wat...dam i got refer to cardiologist specialist at alexander hospital...dame sad...why 2 time checkup still like tat...the doc keep asking my got shortness of breathe breathing difficulty anot...i feel dun have lei...or is this heart problem that has develop long ago but i didnt realise it..abit scare la..

ytd work very little ppl...dam bored...super busy around 9+...some many customer run here and there..forget it..slack at 401 with amanda and gang..talk talk then go home..

just woke up..decided to skip school la..go there also do nothing..working at 7 later cya ya all later

wed as usual...school ends very fast..nothing much happen in school..late for lecture..yea..after that went home as nothing is on...

tml is checkup again...820 appointment..6am need wake up..7am go...hope pray hard just go straight to that station cos i dun want repeat whole checkup again..so tiring...and hope got time go back school then go to work..chiong here and there so tired..

teamwork~ the weak also can be strong

dunno why i have been eating alot...these few days i eat 2 rounds for lunch...maybe im hungry...and also...i suddenly have a crave for chocolate..bought 3 packet of chocolate and hide them in my room...eating chocolate really brightens up my mood

today skip last 2 lessons and went to sim lim to buy components for our project..then we tour around sim lim square..omg..its been such a long time i went back..ALOT nice stuff to look at...and also very tempting to buy..want this and that...

then after that we went to bugis street walk walk and also the shopping mall...wanted to buy a new wallet since mine is chui...went to topman and walletshop...saw both wallet i like alot..so didnt buy..

but i bought a NEW everlast shoes! hope it will last cos i super love it when i look at it..pain..money fly alot today..

today although was a short shopping trip..it lightens my mood..thanks ppl for bringing me out..hope there will be more of this next time...dun ask me why so random but i also realise it take a lifetime to earn money but takes 1 wrong move to lose all the money u earn in your lifetime...just suddenly thought of it..

yea..like soon said "good friends are not easy to find, so please keep them at ur side" friends like u are hard to find...i hope we all can be back to normal...after some time..

caught avatar ytd..like finally..omg tell u super dam nice..i wanna watch again..feel my breathing feel the heartbeat...tell me wat to do and fly...omg...so inspiring..its a thumbs up movie..10/10!

pool with soon just now and a little bit of talking...thanks man..

when a heart is shattered...it always takes time to put back the pieces

i hope everyone will be fine..times are hard..dun let small little issues worsen relations..we have been thru so much..its not the matter of whos at fault..its always begins with urself..i know i have no rights to say anything..but this is wat i think...

i need to wake up..someone come save me..i need a hero..im stuck in this endless dream...

its all for nothing

vs qualité, la quantité de travail d'aujourd'hui ... Était-ce ... plus de personnel nouveau qui ne sais pas comment faire contre le travail des employés moins anciens qui savent faire ... wat abandonner ..

après slack travail au terrain de jeu attendu pour bientôt à venir .. jure que ce n'était barrage putain je tremblais de froid à l'intérieur .. vent si froid et fort ... après tat dirigés vers ppool plaaza avec JALEX ... OMG hes so très pro .. qualifiés .. puis L4D avec Kon .. constants que nous jeu très rapide lol 1,6 $ seulement

après slack tat au Kopitiam hors terrain de jeu jusqu'à maintenant venu ensuite à la maison .. super froid fatigué .. im faibles perdre trop de chaleur .. Je pense que je vais brûler et bientôt mourir ... J'ai besoin d'un peu de soleil et de chaleur dans ma vie

wat de le faire .. i dono .. personne ne peut me guider .. seulement moi marchant au hasard

wentt to blood donation with carson this morning...dam sad lo...i cant donate cos they got my record in their database say need at least 3 months in order to donate again...then i only see carson donate..lol..his virgin blood donation..like nothing only...then went to subway at hougang mall..saw amanda..then weijian rena join in later...bought a present for stella...sorry cant go ur party..not say cant..i want to work tats all...bought katrina a present too! shh..and yea..finally i caught someone pei me watch avatar 3d...also katrina...tml siol..then also can shun bian celebrate her bday...

ok...i feel so shag weak now..i need something to alert me!

Ok a proper post..last night after work pool till 530 then go home..blogging half way then fall asleep..Carson still haven call me!! I think he back to sleep already..

Super headache now..I don't know wat to do later..

K avatar tml with Katrina! Like finally yea!