getting emo...

zzz..poly life like 2 weeks liao..i can say that i know almost everyone in my class..

And the work is piling up everyday!!!..ehm..like only the project..lol..i have a feeling that i might not make it in one module..that is the electric circuit..the lecturer like mr lee tai shen..dunnoe how to teach one...zz..then he teaching ppl still can play maple in class..and he dun care..i really dun want to fail any module!!!..if fail one very troublesome one..

dunnoe why i keep on having a feeling of emptyness..dunnoe how to describe..like when i lie on my bed and close my eyes..i keep on seeing "nothingness"..like my mind is in a whirl..and sometimes..i even see strange things..like im standing in front of a really big dice...the background is white..then everything just spin and im like stuck in this state of mind..i really dunnoe whats happening..maybe im just too tired?...maybe..

and because of this..i felt "emo ness"...lekky's fav..lol..like everyday no feeling..other than doing what im supposed to do that day...only the process gives me life..the other simple things..like sort of emptyness..zzz..

and only a game keeps me driving..its "*********"..aint telling u..this game is abandon by everyone ages ago but i aint a buster..i aint leaving it..my close friends might know what that game is..but i aint gonna give it up..i've stick to it for 3 years and gonna stay this way till i find im bored of it..seriously..im sick

now its like 11.30pm..im half dead..perhaps another thing that made me feel so emo is my past..i mean from my thoughts from working and the case of my friend in working..shant say who is it..i work..i got into "trouble" then more "trouble"..then i regreted it..just like my friend..

oh well..why i wrote all this shit..i think im pouring out all my emptyness from my heart to relieve myself..u may see me smiling and laughing to you everyday..but deep inside..im really troubled..big time..

perhaps a good night sleep will do the trick..good night guys..

got laptop liao!!!!

woohoo!!! last wednsday bought a acer laptop..good sia..can go wireless lan..haha..

hmm.school is like one week liao..whats my impression on schooling in nyp??..i feel that theres alot of studying to do as i got 8 modules..so like got no time to play..but i will find time to relax too..and like alot of project to do..and presentation also...zzz..next week sure got work to do one..lol..

hmm..i also meet alot of new friends..some from ite..hmm..will have to stick with them for three years..not bad..

my sister's friend lives just below our apartment and same class as my sister..then my sister's friend say her bro is in nyp studying ecc..year 1 also.dunnoe same class as me anot..then to my surprise.her bro also same class as me sia..lol..so conincident...

nothing much to say liao...bye..

wth.....

ok today first day of school..must catch morning bus..no more daddy's free ride...lol..wah lao..then alot ppl sia..squeeze like hell..

basically...we did nothing today..just the lecturers tells us what they expect and what we expect during our module...then got period good sia..the teacher cannot open the class door..then say take our attendance and let us have free period..2hour!! wat to do!!!....in the end...we found another room and had our lessons...

heard ppl say wednesday must go back school get our "official o lvl result"?...zzz...can meet old teachers...

haiz..the laptop roadshow last till this friday..heard my friend say buy there can get 3 year warranty?? and the bag also?? free?? dunno want to buy anot..see first..

2moro will be tuesday..dunnoe will same as today anot..but i feel it will be a enjoyable one..though dun need to wear school uniform..haha..but also quite troublesome lei..must think of what to wear the next day..i rather go in school uniform..a loyal vistarian!!...lol...

k bye!!!!

schooling 2moro!!!

yay...orientaion over liao...and school gonna start 2MORO!!!

but actually the timetable quite cramp...as in like the lesson all together..and 2moro only got 1 hour break..and whole day sia..8am to 4pm...then this repeats again..lol..only on wednesday shiok..11pm start...2pm can go liao..

but one bad news is school reopen liao i cannot use my computer very often liao..like only once a week can use..thats is on weekends..sian..

aiya..dunnoe the lesson will be tough anot..just take it easy like learning how to walk..lol..

well..wish everyone all the best for this year's poly life..lol..bye!

orientation was fun!!

woo hoo!!! finally the nyp orientation is over...at first..i dont feel like going to the orientation cos its boring..but after that i realise that it was actually fun...i get to know more new friends...haha got new friends...new teachers...and study in a new environment..wootz!!...my class roxxx!!!

now that the orientation is over..just wait for school open..but then where must we assemble during first day of schooll??? or straight away go to class liao?? and the timetable like dun understand...all use short form one...lecture room put "l" then behind alot number like stating the level..then room number..zzz..like learning new language..

ah!!! I went for my job interview last saturday..and kana rejected!!!..why!! he say i too young..must at least year 2 poly then can join this job..zzz...call me next year come back...haha..one year alot of things can happen lei..dunnoe if i still want that job anot..

hmm..i saw adriano the campus superstar dude during orientation...dunnoe is him anot..but i know hes in the same course as me..

ok..school gonna start liao...lek nic..and friends..want go for cycling in pasir ris?? just like that only...shun bian go sheng siong walk walk..lol

ok..i think thats it..new life!!!

new job!!

yay..i just found a new job yesterday..working in sph one..dunnoe wat arrange the articles can liao..but must work from 4pm till 1am..dunnoe i can tahan anot..but quite good leh...one day 70bucks..alot sia..also then work 2 days per week..

ah..next tuesday my poly orientation liao...dunnoe how it will go..just hope i dun get myself into trouble..

zz.nothing much happen this few days..just playing computer games..stupid hackers..i hate it..

april fools!

yesterday was the funniest day of my life!

well after my family and relative went to pray my ah gong..then we decide to go to roxy square eat lunch...but then the car park is multi storey..so my aunt ask my father to go back to her house drive her car..so my family drive our lorry back and drive her car out..then my father joker sia..he say very long never drive auto cars..dunnoe how to operate to gears..then he shift the gear to 2...zzz...drive dam slow..then he panic..cos on high way..he accidentally shift to neutral...then the whole car like stop moving..lol!!! in the middle of high way..the cars behind all horning..lol!! then he try shift to drive..ah..finally..can drive in peace..

then when we reach roxy square..the entrance must pay by cash card mah..then he put in the card..wait..the card come out...then he cant reach the card...zzz...he crawled out of the car to take the card...with his seatbelt on..lol!!..the whole family was like laughing all the way...

finally to the parking..because this car is not his car..he park very carefully..normally he just need one attempt to park his lorry into the space..but now he takes 3 attempts to get in..lol..then got traffic jam in the carpark..haha!

lol...although this is not april fools joke..i still find is funny..

oh well nothing much liao...bye bye

schooling next month!

yay..poly gonna start next month..lol..like saying this for so many times..

zz..actually a few days ago want go watch mr bean..but haven find ppl go watch with me..very sian lei..

lol..recently i saw a traffic police stopping at the side of the road and reading something like a book..then i ask my mum.."whats he doin" she told me " hes reading the road directory"..=.= traffic police dun noe the roads? lol...

finally the enrolment thing settle liao..pay one thousand plus at one shot sia...poly real expensive..

my orientation on 10 april..zm!! go with me..if not i very sian de..haha...thinking of going back to work during poly holidays..earn some extra cash..then buy my books or whatever...and my stuffs..lol

today is friday..2moro is saturday...then sunday need go pray my ah gong..ching ming je..then go auntie house play play...then this whole week starts all over again..argh..

i have a qns unanswered from my friend..he asked me..what do u want to do in your future job?..thats a pretty tough qns to me..i always thought that whatever diploma u get in poly is the job u gonna get in future...but strange..the kelly poon she got diploma in optrimis and she ended up singing...hmm..so diploma just for show? like o lvl? i dunnoe..maybe after my army ill start to understand what job i really want..but now..im just interested in having a job in sheng siong..cos its fun! lol..of course work back pasir ris there one..but i know working there dun earn much for the future demanding world..so just work part time.

k thats it..im off to play gta..

pictures

bored face..
me taking photo on the mirror
smile!

cable car view
slacking iguana..
sleeping peacock
electric eel!
aeroplane view!

flying coaster!
smile..
nice view!
left to right: sheng siong the auntie,me,aunt,xuan yun
i like the lighting

well..i think thats it..

today went to watch tmnt with yan jun..2 person only..haha..the movie fighting scenes nice...and the jokes also funny...just that the movie concentrate on leo and raph...they 2 like main character there...overall..the movie still ok...

tml going to watch mr bean with lek and friends....haha..gonna be a blast...

enjoy!!

back

kk..im back from genting..very high sia...alot new things to play..i like the flying coaster things..dam shiok..

i wnet there with my aunt and uncle and their child...we ate like pigs when dinner time..the buffet diner we ate 1 and a half hours....the last day morning we ate dim sum...19 trays!!...zz.we didnt know that till we saw the bill...lol..

the view up there is nice...the wind dam shiok..dun need switch on fan very cooling liao...

also...the ride up genting was thrilling..we didnt take cable car up..we took the bus all the way up..dam scary...the road itself is already very steep...and when the bus is making tight turns...the bus is like doing a two wheel stun...

we also took the cable car down the mountain just for fun..and also for viewing the mountains..

ok..now i have some shit to settle..the enrolment!!...i just came back and haven settle it...im late..haha...one thing i just dun understand is the student bill thing...what must we do to it??...freeze it?...

ok i ate alot of junk these few day..so im bound to have constipation..anyway.i went for the medical checkup at amk hospital today..zz..check urine..??,..for wat...crap lor...and xray too..

pictures next time..now blogger got some problems..

schooling is near....

yoyoyo..2moro going genting liao..yeah!!!...very long never go liao...see got what new games..

yea...poly life gonna start next month..i wonder what it would be like...i know can meet more friends..and not forget old friends..zzz..

but need go checkup...zz dunnoe why..

hell ya..my blog skin got change?..zzz dun noe why view at my com is old skin..then other ppl see is new one.?..zz..and i haven put tag box...actually..its my friend azhar do one..i dunnoe how to change the skin..zz thnx..

k gonna pack my luggage for 2moro...

going on holiday!!!

k guys..i havent blog for so long..cos im thinking of changing my skins..it too dull...and i have no tagbox..the main problem is..i dun noe how to edit..zzz..

k..this coming sundday im going to genting for 4 days...so long never go there liao...dun noe got what new games...last sunday..me and my cousins went to watch the movie ghost rider in vivocity ..starting part he turn to the skull thingy quite scary la..then the rest ok liao..his bike dam kool sia...i mean if in real life got this kind of bike..wah..i think batman's car will also lose sia!

then after that we went to the keppel country club..play golf one..with my cousins..he got lesson there...then i also try to play..wah..i shoot 10 balls ah..all roll one lei..not even one "fly"...zzz..anyway..i just play it for fun..then i saw one guy dam joker sia..u know there got one machine u put token inside then the ball come out and u collect..this guy never put his basket properly..then the ball come out...all roll out sia!!...then he has to go all over the place to collect his ball..lol..

then around 6pm like that..we drove to bedok there eat dinner..blk 58..dun noe where...the food some cook until so salty and some like tastely...zzz..but over all the food is still nice..the spices crab rox!!

i stayed in my cousins house on sunday..the next morning..we played basketball in the tenis court..play play play..then i go the ICA there renew my passport..dam alot ppl sia...think is school holiday and the new passpport..thats why so many ppl...then i saw another joker..he ask the counter..."how do i get a queue ticket?" the counter girl says "u need to queue to get a queue ticket"..i was like rofl..nice answer man...

well..mr bean's next movie is out next thursday...and tmnt on friday..i wanna watch both..who want to watch??? inform me...

we are so lucky...

today...i spent another boring life at home...

got see today news..? the earth quake at indonesia..i felt the shaking too..it was like i thought i headache...but when i see the lamp shaking..i was like wtf..then..i was scare though...

imagine..living a level 10..what will happen if singapore had an earthquake...luckily..singapore doesnt lie on the "line"..i dun noe geography..so sorry..

then i felt that we are so lucky to be here alive in singapore....i mean you see...we ppl here are enjoying life and ppl out there are suffering and yet we cant do anything...i feel so helpless sometimes...i cant do anything bout it...so we should just at least appreciate wat we have now..and try to give some help to those needys out there..thats the least we can do....like in the game i play...i always organise parties..giving free stuff to player..ill not tell what game is that..but i always do that =)

kkz..today the posting results are release..im sort of happy...cos i get my first choice chosen..but dun noe why today like emo...all day...

k..dam emo now..bye

i have nothing to comment...

ok guys...if u all noe..today is the last day of the chinese lunar new year...ok..

ya..so we went to a monk's house to "so call" like get prayers from him..u know..like bless for good health for this year...everyday strike 4d..lol...

so alot ppl come at this very last day just for the prayerss..then there was this part where this monk stands in front of the altar...then we stand behind him...then we were all give a book..and ask to chant and follow the monk whatever he does...

so the chanting came in...and we (as in the all ppl) dunnoe how to chant..like not read but at a pace..and the monk was going like so fast...so i didnt do anything and justt stand there..listening to the chantings and looking at the altars...

lol...the process took some time..then it ended...

k guys...the postings will be out in 2 more days..relax..u will get into the poly u desire..now can play play till u drop..if school open again cant slack liao...

time for comments...do u think my blog sucks..like the skins..comments pls..

my dear friend: ah kiong

this post is delicated to the staffs at sheng siong who i know..

grr...i really miss working at sheng siong...i feel attached to there..wo she bu de!!!!

whos ah kiong?

hes the first person i know since my first day working there...

he may look quite fierce at times...but he is a kind and funny guy...

but maybe kualan to customers sometimes...like ppl ask him where is the flour..he say dun have..

hes a malaysian guy..lives in ipoh.. ..ang moh lousy..malay fluent..speaks hokkien...

hes older than me..alot...10 years..im 16..u go count...

thats all for him ..i think...

next is the 2 aunites at my department..

one fat one average...everyday chittychityy bangbang..

my advice to them: dun quarrel..work peacefully..

to those cashiers..stackers..and other staffs: good luck in your future..sheng siong rulz!!!..i will miss u all..lol

ok..back to my life...ok..dam shit..i told me friends i wanna soccer today..and now..i decline..wtf....im such a partyspoiler..lol..

nows.. 11.28pm.. and i have been staring at the screen for 12 hour..personal record..lol...

ok..knock out..back to dream land

too full...reAL full..

ok man..i feeling awfull the past few days.. dunnoe wat got into my stomahce..like alot of air inside..want to fart but cant fart..want to shit but also cannnot..dam got consitpation..arghhh!!...must eat more oranges!

ok..im really dying at home now...no work freaking sian sia.!! always sit in front of computer..dam tired..i want to work..can exercise..and earn cash!!..why!!!....

cant wait for the posting de result to release..so i can go to SCHOOL!!!

seriously..i missed schooling very much...i miss those days we crap wif our teachers..though sometimes things gets real ugly..we still make it out "alive" from the o lvls..

really..i miss those day..wish i was peter pan..( he cant grow up...lol )

rain for two days..dunnoe heaven is crying for me or wat..real sad at home nothing to do..

totally sian

ok dam...i haven blog for exactly one month..paiseh..maybe becos too busy..

k..ill try to recall wat had happen during this one month..

ah ya..before new year the first 2 weeks that night..all the counters move out liao...the reason is to put the new year goodies..then i dam sian..all the can food shit must display at the counter place...like a lot lei...

then before new year eve the night..we work 24 hour..lol..very fun..cos midnight little ppl..but also tired..then the unthinkable happens lo..all the can food from outside all keep back into my department..like hell lo..then must sort out the same type one and keep back to a box to return to the agent..wats worst..everything is mixed up..but in the end...wif ah kiong help..we still make it.

ya..the o lvl result!! i am so surprised wif my results..though my english got c6..i got 1 a2..lol..the subject that i always get f9 one..combine humans..very happy..wee!!! l1r4 i got 17 then r5 got 21..yay..can go poly liao..i choose the engineering in nyp..now is waiting for the result to come out...

2 days ago..i had stop working at sheng siong..they say dun need any more student workers..dunnoe why sia..last time they say work till sch open..then now like that..dam bored at home lor..if can work there volunteer..i actually dun mind lei..hehe...

last night sheng siong they all got dinner at kopitam..then i also got go..probably the last time i see them...then like very fun lor..fisrt dish is the "yu shen"..then we all "huat ah" till the thing like rubbish...then eat..lol..dam funny..eat till 12 midnight like that then go home liao..

ill blog next month..lol..see lah..

im sick...totally sickk

dam..i cant believe i fall sick...i think the cause of it is the egg rolls i hace ater 3 days ago...

sore throat worsen to fever..lol...

then yesterday at sheng siong back pain legs pain..dun noe why..then at night fever...i rest in the storeroom...lol..quite cosy actualy...

today i spent my day on the bed..like a vegetable...except when i blog now...

my fever seems to worsen every minute though i taken medicine...

pray for me my fever get better 2moro so i can work..lol

lucky!!!!

woah...previous day..i saw my kindagarden teacher...its like 10 years ago..lol..













heres a pic of my kindagarden ....

that guy standing on the tallest side..is me..lol..no space..the teacher on the left side is the teacher i met 2 days ago..

really..time flys..one blink 10 years already..

today went to nyp wif nico zm and lek...after that go buy my new year things..spent 106 buck on shirt jeans and shoes..cheap huh..

this month i got increment..yay...100..then basic pay become 900..but minus cpf left 700 plus...then i gonna buy w900 or cybershot phone..wee!!

nice phone huh..

ill think i need more time to think whether i should put up a post anot...

computer down?

ok..these fews days i never blog cos my computer somthing wrong..cant even load internet explorer..dam...

now finally can..a while only..so im gonna make this short....

yesterday im lonely..my department only left me..ah kiong off..the 2 aunties go home..

too dam bored...i wanna go out help cashier packer..then can at least got someone to talk to..:(

see lah...if boss call my go out..then i go...lol..

the previous day..i was walking slowly..then one kid ran from behind me and fell down...i grab him and tell him "dun run"...then he go tell his mummy he fall down...then he say someone push him...god damit..since when i push him...nvm...hes just a kid...luckily..his mummy didnt cone after me...phew..

this thursday i going to nyp for the open hus...see got wat course they offering...i wanna take aerospace1!! wee!!! ...going wif nic lek zm...lol..not like last time go tp wif nic..go in walk one round..then go out..haHA

yay..this is the last week of january..4 feb get my pay....i wanna buy cybershot phone..wee!!!

see lah...if got enuf cash... -.-

well i said i would upload some pic last time..now..there they are!!!

my working stuffs...

tag: show that i am a temporary staff...

blade: to cut boxes

marker: to draw your face..:)..to write price...

torch: in case of blackout..this might be useful

hmm...actually i can only find one..HAHA!!!..i thought i had alot...

hmm..i love being a student again...why?? cos the bus fare is student one wat...now i take bus from hougang to pasir ris...$1.28!!!!...eat money sia..i thought the ez link machine spoil then go hit it...wah..like that i really going to broke liao...

well..thats it...i going to eat now then work liao..