morning rain

damit..now i know wat is moodswing...super so not motivated now...i think im feeling like tat cos i cannot tahan the ice cream in the fridge lol...

i sort of dun like my class this sem..dunnoe why..maybe because is working with the same group of ppl again..i dunnoe...everytime during break im always alone...not say alone by meself..normally makan with a group of 5 ppl include me..then 2 ppl 1 side 2 ppl another side...boy boy gal gal..then i talk to myself..this kind of situation..i dam wanna get outta the scene...lol...maybe im...just...nothing...

argh...ok..confirm list rena celestine soon jinyu kat...maaybe yulin naren...others pls reply via fb or wat so ever...

talking about school today...was normal...time pass very slow...didnt went for napfa...wasnt motivated..hai..give in la...

maybe next week i maybe work on weekdays...8pm start..see how la...random

gotta get get

just now visited my ah gong...very sad thing to see him like this..my 2 uncles have been attending to him all the time..he say prepare for the worst le...6months...hai..and the condition worsen till like tat..i really dunnoe wat to do

anyway..i suddenly got alot ideas for the 7 or 8 nov event...steamboat at moi house wanna? i could imagine all my favourite bliss ppl at my house having steamboat together...talking crap having fun...idea sia!!..and maybe give my mum a small surprise since her bday is on 13 nov...idea siaaa...omg...so many things runnin in my head..ok...to those who are reading this..pls make urself free either on 7 nov or 8 nov...and tell me on which day u are free

week 2...sian..same routine

work last night was O...lol..requested to go off at 1230 cos still not feeling well..then in the slack at behind till closing...then off to plaza for pool...then back home...next week halloween..i heard they might wanna make us dress up in halloween costumes?! omg la..zz..come on..xmas wear santa hat...now halloween do this...but idea eh?? lol..

this week is quite a busy week...tml napfa..yea..i think gonna flunk it...wed got seminar...and i still got 2 lab haven complete..so lazy me..and my flu and cough haven recover...how how how...

ok i think later tonight i might do something about my lab sheet...napfa...hai..

Slept for 14 hours...so dun wanna wake up just now..I think I still want to sleep more..lol

If I feel better tonight I will go to work cos I wanna work on weekends..all my favourite ppl working also...I wanna see them

Ok time for medicine and afternoon nap again

Medicine is making me very sleepy..just now at clinic there waited 1 hour for nothing..forgot to take queue ticket zzz then did give me 2 day mc...I hope I will recover tml cos I wanna work and see all my friends!!!

Ok time to eat medicine and sleep le...can't go out tonight ;(

Today gave school a miss...woke up at 12 temprature 38...but I feeling cold...mami tell me go see polyclinic..so now I'm here blogging..and I can't work tonight!!!

Headache headache headche!!

Oh I had alot to say
Was thnking my time away
I miss you
And things weren't the same
Cos everything inside
It never comes out right
And when I see you cry
IT MAKES ME WANNA DIE

Is it me tat has no 风趣 or customer guai lan...2 customers got piss off by me cos I didn't entertain them... Wat man...I very tired ald chiong down from school come here work..very tired ald...sorry hor want this kind of ppl i cant force myself to change...go find boon ping..and now these 2 ppl really sort of made me angry and thought something ok..

Am I really not socialble?
Why can't be just like a normal kid
Finding fun in everything they do
Why I can't see tat
Why my life is so dull
Why I can't change
Why others can be so happy together and I can't
Most importantly am I lost within myself again

Argh!!! I think I going to fall sick...just now pool until 4..then feeling headache...now very unconfortable..I want to work..motivation lai le now sick I dun like!!

Ga..gonna sleep now...if can wake up at 9 later then go school..if not report sick and try go for work..

Ytd class ended at 3
Reach home at 4
arrange to meet Suzhou clique at 6 at amk
sleep until 7pm zzz
Rush down to eilleen house
Lucky haven start eating
Eat eat eat till 11pm
Catch up alot stuff and alot lol-ing
Then homed

Next monday napfa dam need train up in weekends
Next Thursday jennifer body movie out.. Who wanna watch?!
And ya happy bday bao liang...see I still remember..but I think he won't see this cos he dunno my blog lol..thnx for the fun and jokes during work..LV ah!!

Dam Lol just now small bliss gathering at nyp.. Naren yulin soon and me at blk q..

Ok back to lecture

in the end didnt sleep whole night..tummy still pain...watch some random video on youtube...came across this vid and wanna share it..think most of u watched it liao



such a magical voice...thank god for create such a pure being

ok...1 more hour before going out for school...pack bag now..

maybe

so work just now..hard terrible tummyache..cant stand up properly..after awhile not so pain le..but den now pain again...dam...i dun want to sick..i think is just now i eat too much then straight go work tats why...now still cant sleep..and later need wake up 7amm..dunno want dun sleep anot

school today was ok...lol last lesson the lecturer like dun care de...we taking national education at year 3...wth right? i dunno wat to say lo...NE lei..but good thing is thie module in the super big LT...can see all friends from all diff specialise..

and aslo!! all my friends recieve sms to take napfa tml to next monday..i didnt recieve anything~!...wat is this..scare lei..all 3 year guys all take napfa le and i haven even recieve the sms..must double check again le...or next monday i go take napfa le..bobian i dun want to go in earlier..hai

argh!! why like tat...hungry and tummypain at the same time right now! so irritating...grr..feel like end of the world now

Lesson ended at 5 just now...dam...later work...jalex call me say no enuff ppl...I also dunno why I agree..I'm too soft ya? Tml lesson 9am..hope can go early...

Now is super hungry! Eat work sleep later!!

Ytd ended school at 3...reached home at 4... Arrange to meet Suzhou clique at 6 at amk...slept till 7..paisei I fall asleep lol...rush to eileen house..lucky haven't start eating yet...then eat eat and eat till 11..then homed

Tonight subbing ruth for work..must sleep after work tonight!!!

Next Monday napfa la!! Must train up this weekend

Next Thursday jeniffer body de movie also out le..who wanna watch!!

Sore throat! Dam unconfortable to talk..

And ya happy bday bao liang..see I still remember right... But I think he won't see cos he dunno I got blog haha..thnx for the fun and jokes durng work...

Now having lecture...straight till 6pm! But best part is got ah soon with me all the way lol...also got melvin...bliss clique eh..

day 1

first day back to school...woke up at 4am..cant sleep...waited to 6am..then sleep to 8am again..manage to get to scool w/o late...

saw my new classmates...typical la..mostly all know de...and ah soon is same lecture group as me...sorry ah soon..ps u during lunch..

lesson was ok...just very sleepy...and i forgot alot formulas all these..gotta brush up...

2moro same timing as today...hope i will get a better sleep tonight...

wed going eileen house to celebrate fishcake and ws bday...steamboat!

Something random pop out in my mind while I was bathing just now lol...since school is opening tml..why not all those who are working at bliss and studying on nyp de meet up for lunch...LOL ok super random must see timing de...not always can...yaya

Friends friends...bliss...suZhou... 0726..new class...more fun coming

K bye and sleep early to wake up early tml!!!

I'm so fucking piss now...upstairs keep playing marble for noon to now...really want go up tell them can shut up anot...Mami tell me now not night cannot go up complain..if tonight still like that then I really go up shout them le..!@&.?@!!

Later maybe going to bliss with soon change his sheledule...

Tml back to day 1 of school...like 4 months no go back school

Ups and downs

Work today was dam boring!! Not even gt the mood to work.. Dam slack...time pass dam slow...finally after work went of to eat and then to plaza..same stuff...

School starts tml and I wonder wat will it be like lol..

Ok time to sleep

I miss u ppl...

someone u cant get over

work was fine today...was food runner with hamzah...starting busy..but then not as busy as last friday...nothing much...after work ate and home-d..sians...

watch 430pm daily de chanel 8 show....人之初 性本善...this sentence touched me when i watch the drama..my mum told me everyone come to this world as pure innocent beings...it is the society that corrupts the young minds of ours...i guess this is so call the balance of life...

have a safe trip kat!!! will be looking forward to next month outing...hopefully

im just a small little boi...hai

so now u got the best of me
come on and take the rest of me
oh baby

i thinking im emo-ing again..nonono...break off this state 陈文扬!

Today work headache...first time I do all the key-ing...I key very slow lol...then 11 late crowd come in..stupid table 80..so mafan...shall forget about it...1230 then close..

Then cycle back to take my beer drink with them...then eat and drink anchor.. Talk alot crap stuff...lol...then abit seng...I cycle fall down sia...a few scratches..dam pain...

Ok bed time! Morning to all!!!

SOTONG BALL!

today did opening..was fun man...first time do opening time fly so fast...maybe is because alot washing the fan tats why...but working later was dam tired..giddy...sent home at 11..slack behind waited for the rest to go makan at 401..

and random note..i wanna thank all those who ask me got sleep anot today...lol....makes me feel that im stil around..thanks for ur love ppl!!

tml going back to school buy next sem notes...damnnn money again....

i still have 1 erdinger dark and white havent drink...who want come lim with me??

一种米，喂百种人。
i guess this is wat makes each of us unique

Today work was ok..finally food runner after so long.. Wasn't busy..got kon play with me...released at 11pm waited for them then head off to makan then plaza...l4d was fun...sad not enuff ppl play versus...then pool...played with layyen...mood wasn't there...keep losing lol..watching amanda and boon ping play dam funny...sound effect!!!


Ya so now just back home...and I'm doing opening today!!! Wash fans somemore...maybe becos is working with ppl I can get along well made me agree to help them do opening...should I sleep?? Cos I know I won't wake up if I sleep..yea no self dicipline..but my eyes are closing now =(

this is it

good guys get good girls? seng...then bad guys get bad girls ah...wat logic is this lol

bored bored bored...work work work...

2012 spells the end of life...i dun want!!

i feel like a pig...eat sleep play..before sleep eat again..omg...

ok working tonight cya all working later

Shorts

Watched shorts alone at amk hub just now...story is good..but they keep flashing back here and there until I dunno wat happening lol...actually not bad lei watch alone..not need wait here and there..everything settle yourself...but sad thing is got no one to hug lol..no la..is like very weird when u tell the counter ticket for 1 person..lol

Something worth wishing for - wat is it?

woke up at 5pm...everyone not at home...went out to hougang mall to buy some stuff...saw a bag i like alot...bought it le..went to 401 to buy dinner..saw zhon hao and edwin then makan with them..then accompany them go bliss then home-d..

dam it..i so party pooper..coming friday and sat got chalet with suzhou clique..i want to go la!! but sheldule cannot change le..have to give it a misss..again..

2moro off..tuesday work again..was thinking of going to watch movie alone at amk hub since everyone busy..but like funny lei..see how 2moroo..

yea..last week of holidays..gave all my commitment to work during these holidays...hope i will be able to concentrate when schools opens..dam excited cos like finally...i can go back to study..after wat happen during attachment...sadly its the last sem and gonna grad..

things i thought of past
things i do in the present
learn from the past
live the future

im so ambigious 12345 i think not enuff sleep tats why...make me sleep now

Nobody knows the way it's gonna be

Work was not as busy as Friday..and I finally working In deck.Requested to go early at 12am...drink some beer while waiting for others to release at 2am...then waited till 3am for David to bring the liquor and cake...I didn't drink alot as it has a medicine taste...slack with jeolyn and watch mr hock and others play sa fan sa..now then back home

Good luck to andy and jerome for ur attachment...apply wat u learn can le la

Ytd was such a day...

nice weather to sleep now...but if i sleep now later scare cant wake up for work...6pm somemore...hmm..wat to do now...wanna go out shopping but like no time...guess i will have to spend the afternoon surfing net again....

and lol..3rd post in 1 day..really bo liao la

wat goes aound goes around goes around come all the way back around
wat goes aound goes around goes around come all the way back around
wat goes aound goes around goes around come all the way back around
yeah~~

dam it...didnt get enuff sleep...slept at 4am wake up at 7am...so hot and my eyes so dry...

ok..later gonna groom my room!! lol

Today work as usual Friday dam it alot crowd...release at 1am with xiang long and kit..drank hoe and asahi and ate 2 chicken wings...and still hungry dunno why...

Omg I so wanna drink that super big hoe la..6 pint the glass is dam big..can put my head inside...I want to drink!!

So boring now booo...sister friends came over for a overnight project work...take my laptop away cannot blog properly..

Ok since nothing do now gonna sleep been very sleepy lately even at work...

work just now was fine...got bitten by some ants...and i dam stupid..take escago still can drop 1 escago on the way to deck...dam power right...lol..wasted 1 esc uncle daryl scold me..was outdoor ic...paisei have to keep saying u all do this do tat..really too free at beginning of work...after tat usual..abit crowd came in..then makan at 401..slack at void deck then home-d

lol..tat bao liang really funny la..and he has alot of crap u can crap..work is enjoyable with him around...and edwin also..keep laughing at customer reaction when didnt give them utensils..LOL!!

i have resisted for 2 days and still have 1 month plus to go..i shall stick to my plan...

foot massage anyone?? my foot the sole very tight...cannot bend..walking very pain...

life is a piece of paper...u draw ur own destiny...its never too late to erase ur past..

Reading my older post on my iPod plus listening to some random music makes me wanna cry

timetable is out!dam my timetable is slack lol..monday 10am tuesday 10am wed 9am thursday 10am friday 11am..but got 4 days is 5pm and 7pm go home de..only wed 3 pm can go home..and wah seh..all kena blk s and r..all dam cold lab de..but goood la...got nice aircon to sleep in

ytd working was boring...wash this and tat..and ya..im sorry to rena and jeolyn la..previous day ask me go window shopping with them i never take it seriously..end up let them wait for me...somemore i didnt tell them i got work...super sorry..next time i will come de

after work head to plaza l4d + pool..playing l4d with layyen always fun man..we make a good team...survival mode so hard...less than 5 min all die le..then pooling play a few games..eyes dam tired after l4d..cant concentrate to aim...play with wayne..playing with him so fun..at least i never 七龙珠 ok...lol..

ok working later..hope at least got fun ppl to work with

turn around

payday at last!!..dam..didnt hit 600$...but im satisfied with my pay as for the first time after my attachment in ST elect...im doing my job with my heart though things some times get ugly...but i also hate it cos this kind of feeling fade over time...when school starts on 19 dunnoe my spirit will fade away anot...hai..

ok..i decided to save up for 2 things...1 is a bday present for my mum in november...2nd is a dinner/drinking seesion near christmas with blissmates and school friends...i know its still far from today...but it is something i always wanted to do..i dun want any temptations like buying unnecessary things or go on a movie marathon...i dun want myself today say i will save 2moro forgot and spend like money is water...so from today i will save up for a better future!!!

ytd also went down to bliss take pay and take jalex i wanna work today...dam bored at home...either is sleep play or eat...no communication with mum...at least if i work i got excuse...lol..

i must control!
dont lose faith!


and ya...i finaly thought of a new name or my blog...this blog gonna live forever as i live...yea i got inspire by 1 particular song...maybe this is wat im looking for..we dunno...we will keep learning...u and i gonna live forever

since this video manage to made alot ppl laaugh their ass off...and i finally know how to upload videos to blogger...i shall do it again



another stupid yet funny video

mooncake

work was abit slack just now...lol...rena and me get to do sell some drinks + fishballs on the pathways..got free show to watch somemore...well..manage to earn like...$13? ya..fun anyway...watchings kids playing with sparkles...parents lighting up lattern for their kids...made me think back of my childhood...the last time i had a memorable mooncake festival with my family was like...10 years ago?!...i promise myself i will give my future family wat i have not gotten when i ever dreamt of since i was a little kid....i promise...

abit sadded today cant get pay...requested to go home at 1am..jalex hes the man...sit behind had sundae...dam nice...small talk with edwin...took mooncake then homed...



dam why this song keeps playing in my head

work was hell just now....6pm alot customer already..and so little staff...run in and out even though i suppose to be outdoor...take food customer call take drink customer call..again and again and again...dam thirsty...after work just now drank alot water...feel so bloated now...wanted to join soon and raphael drinking at tentage there but was so tired and i dun want to get drunk..

first earthquake..now super hurricane...omg the world is going in chaos...god bless mother earth...

payday today! yea...those who still owe me money return me ah..lol..time to get rich again..

hope working later wil be smooth..so many staff lei..

every step i take
every move i made
every single day
everytime i pray
ill be missing you

ytd after work went to plaza pool awhile since its andy last day..after that go home le...

and omg...weijian was suppose to do opening with me this afternoon but jeniffer told me he was robbed and beaten up last night on his way home...i feel so remorse as i walked home with him but i left him to walk all the way to vari nice there cos we pass by my home first...and i wanted to say " be carefull on ur way home " since its like 3am+ and very ulu...little did i know all this shit happen!!! those fuckers...hari raya over le why still rob ppl off their wealth...and still gang and beat ppl up?!! die in flames man...rest well weijian...im so sorry to u

today did opening...another troublesome customer...or pedomaid...lol...insist want to sit at deck and its only 5pm...he shoot me until i no words say..then heng jenifer come help me..she also buay tahan him..lol...plus his 2 "maids"...very act...order wine say open themself...even go bar take the opener themself...then after 6pm finally they wanna shift...lol...then the maids take the tray from bar put their wine then walk to deck...tat time dam busy..so i dunno want to laugh them or stare at them lol...

just now working was ok...indoor aircon dam nice..after 1 whole day under the sun...

and a big sorry to all who i suppose invited to this sat mooncake party...all have to work...sian...sunday organise like too late cos jeolyn rena school opening need sleep early..plus monday some also got work....hai guess have to give this year a pass...SAD....hope mr hock can do something after work this sat...hopefully....

ok..gonna get get some sleep...

to all...pls be carefull on ur way home...i dun want anything bad to happen again

dam it..next month all electric bill up again...getting worst and worst...say econonmy going to improve....bills also going up huh...have to be more thrifty now...

ytd had dinner with lek nic jason at bliss..lol..simple...4 gratin chicken..after that slack at 401 playground then go home le..

and another bad news..SP 1 attachment student kena kill in china...wtf man...im so glad it didnt happen to me last time...rip my friend

ok nothing much happen lately..so i will just stop here

boring....yea....sat no more mooncake..cos all need to work...maybe postpone to sunday le...but i think all also no mood to celebrate...so tireed...

later dinner at bliss with nic and lek...catch up some times man...we got no much time left

work was boring just now...but got ruth and yulin entertain me haha...ruth alot of funny crap can talk with..thanks man...today off...finally...lucky sia..today 2pm got function in indoor..60ppl sia...heck care...poom 5 table 12 seats give them...

after work just now also drink...lol...play game..the bp game...boon ping la...he keep losing...lol...then another new game..the story one..dam complicated but fun...esp the story part..can make up alot funny funny things..

omg...i think i sen le..need some sleep man..later still need go out

temporary highness...i hate it

just woke up
everyone on msn so sad

it is through friendship that makes us strong
i hope u will find a better place in the other world
rest in peace my friend

u just have to be more brave

lookin back at wat i have done in this year...realise alot dumb and funny things i do untill now...look at wat i have done from jan-march...FYP period + suzhou period....IAP...and now...cant help but laugh...probably the most impact on me one was the suzhou + fyp period..said this quite alot of times...ya..so dun repeat le...i guess this is the end huh...miss those times...

work working my ass off later..

faith

work was abit busy last night...table 30 lasst minute suddenly come in 11ppl...request this and tat...super piss when trying to explain to them kitchen close no more food...feel like shouting them in their face...gaaa...l4d after that...fun man...4v4 versus...then play advance mode...die 4 times lol..tank come all die...

next sat is mooncake festival...dunno im a good organizer anot..dun want to disapoint anyone..its hard to get things together...where to start?

comeon ppl..happy celebration just over...dun go back to the cycle where everyone so sad...live up the happy moments

boring!

work just now was so boring! see customers tat i dun want to see...ga..just forget it...

gpa up by 0.1!!!! tats a improvement!! although only 0.1 lol....didnt expect FYP to get B+ cos i tat time think i dun deserve it....but ok la..happy~!~!!

module credit 145/8/0...min need 165/13/0 to graduate...last sem le...hope can pull through ba....


and also!!! today can register for CMPB le!! who want register tell me!! i dun want go alone!!!

pokemon!

work on sat was boring...not even like sat...after work had a small party behind bliss..usual game sha fan sha...lol jeolyn so cute..bang ah bang ah....like cheer leading....also add in so funny funny stuff to the game...ya...cycle around pungol park chatted with chris and celestine....around 4am then all went home....

ytd went out with andy wei jian xiang long rena marilyn amanda to get a present for jeolyn...lunch at just acia...walk here and there then finally got 2 piece of clothing for her...then after that most went home or went fo work..left me rena amanda slack at burger king....ah soon join us for dinner at mfm...and the fish is dam nice! amanda and me plan a small surprise for rena though her bday was over...so funny lo the staff sing the bday song...got pattern one..dam nice i want to learn...

after that joined jeolyn and eugene to slack at giraffe...drink so cocktail..also prepare a small surprise for jeolyn...omg...i feel so satisfied ytd..surprised 2 ppl bday...its...so heartwarming...

and sorry i dun want go club ytd...i just dun feel like clubbing..i dun belong to the type...u never try never know...but there are some thing i dun wanna try..best if i dunno wat is it...i rather remain right here...sorry all....

finally..happy bday to all the sept babies!!

Happy Birthday!

Happy 18th bday ah RENA...so fast go drink liquor ah...lol...may ur dreams come true in ur sweet 18

today work ok...stomache...not constipation..after that go plaza pool abit...can report sick today?

later tonight got bbq at pungol park..alot ppl go..hope it will be fun

caught gamer with the guys ytd..whole movie waas okay..but the plot abit messy...suddenly from gunshooting changed to ppl kissing..maybe i slow..just realise they trying to show 1 person is controlling another...and happy 19th nic!! find 1 day come out drink la...

work was tired last night...so little outdoor staff when closing...hungry hungry..go 401 makan then went off le...dun feel like playing pool...dun moody la jeolyn..bday coming dun let it spoil ur mood...just forget it..

and dam it...today and 2moro i work 6pm...thought i work 7pm..ga..nvm 1 more hour de pay

today is last day of 7th month...10/03 is moooncake festival...should i organise some gathering?

went for foot massaging with soon celestine and amanda at hougang mall this afternoon...dam shiok la...all my knuckles all unlease!!..but when he press some part dam pain...esp when press my whole feet down...

rained before work...now i know why running in the rain is so fun lol

work was alright just now..screw up abit...rain made late crowd come in..tired sianed...2moro movie at amk hub with the dudes..then work again...

wat he wants....

woo!! just got back my itouch this affternoon...so dam happy...also got IIAP cert..finally everything got it le...

headache whole day...worst than hangover...think i should sleep early tonight...

2moro foot massage session at hougang mall working 2moro...

And so sally can wait
She's knows its too late as we walking on by
Her soul slides away
You dont look back in anger
I heard you say

beautiful

pass 2 days didnt get much sleep...sat got a mini celebration for the sept babies...so good..actually cos alot ppl sept bday so celebrate lo...abit bored...nothing much to play..drink drank drunk...homed at 5am..slept at 8am...wakeup at 12pm...

sunday after wakeup immediately met up with soon and head to hougang mall meet the rest...lunch at subway...saw ah fi working there..lol...raininig after that...decided to go to rena house slack...slack slack slack...then makan at plaza with celestine and kat then off to work...

after work last night alot ppl decided to go to plaza play pool...i only play 2 match..no mood..not emo not wat...just no mood and tired..and yes im weak...

today went down to scoool collect IAP cert and that dam LO not in...was about to go off then saw him again...he say he very busy today...maybe 6pm or 2moro come find him again...ok lo..2moro go back again

then went to apple service center at toa payoh...told the counter my ipod cannot startup..then she do the normal procedures..about 15mins later she tell me we will have to leave it here...u can come collect it 2moro...then give receipt...no payment needed..hopefully they are dumb enuff to assume that the software is corrupted...lol..

gamer anyone?? nic zm lek yan jun...finally yan jun jio us..thursday want anot???

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20090912/twl-us-obama-sept11-ef375f8.html

rest in peace those who died in the attacks

the sight of my ipod dying in front of me everytime i try to revive it really hit me so hard man
i just bought it last month as a present for myself and now this is happening
why everything has to end like this
why is it everytime bad stuffs always happens to new stuff i use it for a while
im so cursed
maybe i dun even deserve it after all
everytime i got it,enjoy it,then problems arise
probably life is just tat unfair
some enjoy some suffer
some suffer some enjoy

im so noob at tech stuff man...last tuesday night spend the whole night figuring how to create a apple acc to dl free games to ipod...then did manage to figure it out...dl some games...omg i love tap tap revenge...was so happy tat night didnt sleep...next day head off to ah ma house...on the way there...my ipod suddenly just died like tat..yes..wtf and i dunnoe why...

ok...stop whining and do something!!
yea where is the apple service center?some say dbody ghaut,toa payoh,funan it mall??? which is real de??

lol..just receive a mail for ST and guess wat..they comented me on my good performance and valuable contribution and gave me ntuc $50 voucher...lol...really nice of them to give us this even though we really did nothing for attachment...nah...this is done by HR department...so they assume i did something for my department...lol...loopholes

ok...monday maybe back to nyp collect IAP cert from LO..tuesday maybe outing with yan jun lek nic zm jason...movie time again!! i wanna catch jennifer's body!!

father father father help us
send us guidance from above
cause people got me got me questioning
where is the love

everything came crushing down

2 days movie...aliens in the attic and g-force....dam nice both movie...but aliens in attic abit let down...i thought got more aliens coming lol..in the end got 4 only...

alaso spend quite alot in arcade at kallang leisure park....im broke!! and my ipod touch is still not fixed =((((((

ok im going home tonight..hope i can fix it thru my house pc..

sunday skating at ecp!!!

NO!!!

SHIT LA!! MY IPOD CANNOT START UP...DUNNOE IS SPOIL OR WAT...LAST NIGHT JUST DL TAPTAP TO PLAY THEN THIS AFTERNOON CANNOT STARTUP!!! I VERY SCARED LA...NOT EVEN 1 MONTH THEN LIKE TAT!!!!!!!!! GOD PLS HELP..


so turn off now...whole day ipod cannot startup...wat i suppose to do..try to restore also cannot...dun let the worst happen pls!!!

ok...updates...ytd did opening till closing..dam tired sia...work was very boring ytd..can catch fly de...today no work till sunday...at ah ma house pei my 2 little cousin...

hai...pls dun let anything happen to my ipod..not even 1 month yet!!

wat am i thinking

work was boring today...at deck nothing to do..sent home at 11pm...and still cant sleep...got isomia le....ytd 12 go to bed...flip here flip there till 4am then can sleep...so tired..but when comes to night again...so hyper again..dam wats wrong....

and ya...i cutted and dyed my hair this afternoon...i dyed brown-red...dam attention seeking lol...then i go to work naren reaaction dam funny la..."omg wtf! boon yang!!!" so funny la..another punk is in town lol!!!

wed going to my ah ma house to pei my 2 little cousins since their parents are away from sg till sat...yea...i gonna bring them to kallang cineleisure to have a good time since its holidays!!

just now looking back at those xia yu tian vids...realise time has pass so fast...wheres the fun we used to had...i hope i can do at least something for the coming mooncake festival...

dam..the thought of NS make me totally turn off...i must force myself to look forward to it!! 1 more year and im in....good and bad..i dunoe wat will be the situation be like then....

ok...i will try to catch some sleep now...cos 2moro will be doing opening...hope can go home early 2moro!!

This 2 days so tired LOL...fri work dam busy..after that layyen jess amanda and me go plaza l4d..OMB dam fun la we play versus mode...play till morning then went for breakfast at mac with kin also...then ytd work not so busy as Friday..homed after work....

ok later going out for dinner 2moro work again... Next week going ah ma house!!!wee!!

下雨天

working was alright for the past 2 days..still trying to get the mood back to work...ytd pooled with soon jeolyn eugene boon ping..pooled till 3am...slept at 5am....today 10am wakeup..cos neighhbour coming help me fix wireles modem...and now yay...working le..so shuang got wireless...

omg now my hair and eyes is dam dry...maybe now enough sleep...nah..i think i dun want sleep later cant wake up

friday is here...weekends also here...wat should i do?? l4d later anyone???

ytd was so bored..afternoon went to arcade with jian yong...saw boon ping there..after tat i feel like l4d..so at night jio him go l4d and pool...lol...play 5 round i win only 1 round..then go to 401 saw kun and jess..wanted to l4d but kun finger injured..so go home le..

working later...hai..

next week my papa take 1 week off..so maybe i can ask him accompany me go see dentist and the scdc thing...1 week can do alot things..

wheres my fighting spirit

sunday ah ma bday...alot ppl come..usual faces...l4d awhile...facebook on ipod via wireless..yea..very cool...nothing much..just tired

actually today want go back nvss catch up with teachers...but stupid securtiy guard say cannot just come in like tat..need make appointment with teachers...stupid la..just because 1 student in the past come back make trouble doesnt mean all will be like tat de ma...then suck thumb lo...me and nic went to mac for breakfast...then to amk hub movie."year 1" lol...okok la..then back now...so tired..

later jogging and work out with nic..l4d or ppoool maybe...

and stupid miobox make me so pissed...cant even have wireless...dun even noe wats wrong..

im dunno wats wrong with me..no mood in everything..tried to push myself and after doing things...back to day 1..hate it...

lifes short

last night went to catch final destination 3d with suzhou clique...omg...so dam bloody gross...but overall the movie was so totally cool...cos of the 3d...after the show made me realise we should live everyday to the fullest..lol...i dun wanna die in a horrible way...

trying to connect wireless modem but still cant...nvm got whole afternoon can do

tonight i feel like l4d again lol...see how later

Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows 'cos I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain as it soaks you to the bone

Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe

Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

I said maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows 'cos I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain as it soaks you to the bone

Maybe I will never be
All the things that I want to be
Now is not the time to cry
Nows the time to find out why

I think you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows 'cos I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain as it soaks you to the bone

Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe

Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

Gonna live forever, gonna live forever
We are gonna live forever
Gonna live forever, gonna live forever
We are gonna live forever

can anyone talk to me now?

happy family

yes ah!! this morning recieve sms from acer can go take laptop le...so happy man...went down immediately after breakfast...im so happy i got it back!! alot alot alot stuff all inside..i wont let u down again

cos im so hyper now..i decide to not to jog later..lol...i got so many things want to do..dl anime...dl songs dl pics put in fb..dunno where to start..nvm...i got alot time..lol

okokok...time to L4D on my laptop!!! weE!!!!

why

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
And every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

2months

ytd went out with celestine layyen jess...me and celestine makan at long john...after that go amk hub watch orphan...omg that show is so bloody nice..really made me curse..lol...after tat back to hougang plaza l4d...yes ah!!! so long never play...then back to bliss slack...after tat celestine went off...then kun join us for l4d session again...lol...l4d till 430am like that...then all went home...

yes!! holidays! this week i want to find 1 day go book test date for basic theory test

should i return?? idk..

解脱!!

finally!! im out of that place!!! had a simple farewell with the staff there..then go out le!!! finally 3 months of hell is over...its the start of something new again i guess...

GI JOE is so uber cool!!!! both good guys and bad guys got the cool weapons and gears!!! i can say its better than transformers...

later gonna have dinner with bliss clique then movie...and hopefully L4D!!!

sometimes i just feel that we are so fortunate that we are born with no defects...treasure life ppl

pray pray

today is the LAST DAY!!! omg just now just pass the aprasial form to ray call him fill up...scared sia...i scare the feedback all negative....if later he never pass back to us means he will fax back to our LO means that result is bad...omg so scared la...pray pray give us a pass...

ok...now dunnoe wat to do cos again its the LAST DAY!! 8 more hours till happy hour!!! GI JOE later!!!!

random

boring day in office..was browsing some pages and found this interesting page
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,517452,00.html?sPage=fnc/scitech/space

"It makes you think about our planet as a whole system," "We're all there together living together as human beings and other organisms and we have to take care of each other."

i totally agree with wat he said man...we are all living together in a single planet...and who knows when armagedon is coming...in conclusion : treasure wat u have and live life with no regrets

2moro last day of IAP!!!! WOOOOO!!!!

back

today went back to work...lol....woke up unexpectedly at 7am then also feeling better..then go lo...but then in office eat the medicine wah seh...want to sleep sia..very sleepy after eating the medicine..but ok la...today is over!..

same old words... 2 more days!!!!!!!

pon tang!!

ok..today i decided to pon 1 day...dun care le...last night dunnoe why cant sleep 12am++ then manage to sleep..this morning wake up bo mood...aiya...last week...1 day wont die..lol..

later going to hougang poly see doc...geng 1 mc come out...then off to jurong the acer service center....since my laptop spoil..AGAIN! and today im free...dun waste time lo...haha...but i hope i will reach there before 5..cos 5 they close le...

omg...is this my life will be like this from next week?? sleep till so late...dam i love it..lol...but i think i will stick to wake up early...go pungol park work out...prepare for napfa...

ok gtggggg!!!

omg...suddenly dunnoe why i have a crave to l4d...4month+ no play le!!! hand itchy ah!! l4d2 november 17 out...got some new chars to play...hope by then i can get to shoot some zombies

4 more days!! dunnoe want to geng mc anot...this few days i feeling like going to get sick..but cant fall sick...haiz...lol...

ok...im 19 now...i want to get to sleep..LOL!!!

happy bday to me!

YES!!! week 12 is here!! 4 more days till end of IAP!!!

sat didnt go for picnic as everyone overslept..lol...then katrina and kit come my house eat those stuff prepare for picnic...then soon and lee and join in...they play canrom awhile...lol...kit keep losing..lucky no forfeit ah..lol...then we go hougang plaza play pool awhile...i soooo loong never play pool le..and i not very good..lol...play with kat..haha...feel like playing again...ball go in so shuang....after that we go e hub at downtown east watch district 9...omg...kit bf also join in...omg..alot bloody scene lol...but also nice la...the alien befriend the main character....but 1 thing still puzzles me is how the human talking to the alien the alien still can understand?? lol...i still wanna catch gi joe and up...see this week how

lol...this year my chinese bday and angmoh bday on the same day...maybe will lucky?? but like no diff la..lol

lastly..thanks all the wishes from everyone...at least im stil here..lol..

itouch!

this week is so shoik! finally week 11 is gone!! and week 12 is the last week of IAP!! i cant wait!!! gratz to all those IAP end today!! enjoy urself while u can during this holidays!! and also i got myself i ipod touch as a present...lol...i so love it man...will totally love it like my wife...lol...only 1 qns..how to jailbreak lol..

ok let me think weekend gonna do wat....yaya...2moro picnic at pasir ris park...and...i dun want go swimming...lol..i want watch alot movie lol...gi joe, where got ghost, up, and one more new one forget wat name le..nvm...holiday alot time..lol...

and also lastly











i love you!!!!

happy national day!

spend my 3 days of national day at chow shin 21 bday chalet...wah seh...first time i drink and vomit + hangover so jialet...drink till 5am then sleep till 3pm...wake up vomit at least 6 times then ok...so pain plus headache really pain...i guess nextt time i cannot drink so much le..really fun the chalet...happy 21 chow shin!! lol...

and ya...forgot update again...friday last minute watch hangover with jun yang aand lim fung...dam funny la the show...just watch it..


yes ah!!! 9 more #$#@# days till end of this shiity IAP...I CANT WAIT!!

very sian today...expected to go watch movie later at night but in the end all ps...say 2moro go watch together...then just now finally grab someone go watch hangover with me..agree le...then 1 min later say cannot tonite got something on...sian 1/2...guess i either go watch alone or go home tonite...

didnt blog for 4 days...tired + lazy to update...mom got sick on monday and tuesday..thought is h1n1..lol..cos she got go hospital checkup...then lucky ok le...but that 2 days i have to do laundry...lol...anyhow liang the shirt then go off to work le...

also also...i watch the show on sunday...the documentary show the china ppl learn english de...wah seh...i really admire their determination to learn english...when they know in 2001 that they will host the 20008 olyumpics games...all chiong to learn english..even ah gong ah ma also go learn...i mean....they got the determination to learn even at their age...why cant we youngster learn more when we are young right now...learning should be a never ending journey lol...

sat is chow shin 21 bday at chalet...bought 2 liquour for him...must make him drunk no matter wat...lol....i think got around 5-6 bottle...confirm can de..lol...

hai...faster week 10 over...then week 11...then week 12..then hoilday!!...anyone know how to buy the ipod touch thru internet in the apple store singapore?? i want to buy it for myselff during my bday...

ok...i think tats it for now....1hour more to go home time!!

boring sun

last night had a little chat and walk around sengkang with kat...seriously i can feel the boredness welling inside me and things just dont go right...tv spoil mother sick...thanks kat for the small walk last night...at least i spend my time wisely rather than stoning in front of the pc...

today woke up early..10am?? cos we going mandai bai my ah ma...then after tat go ah gong house at amk...talking about my aah gong really sad me abit...when i was in suzhou tat time..i call my mum and she told me my ah gong kena cancer...then admitted to hospital for treatment he insisted dunwant to stay in hospital...then the doctor also all bobian let him go home...hai hai why must like tat...then now he condition more worst...very skinny and also abit anmesia...why life must be like tat...

ok..i guess my weekend is just like tat...hope 2moro will be a better week for all of us! 1 and 2 more weeks till end of IAP!!! whooo!!

BORING

today is a super boring sat...i want u by me side now..but i know it cant happen...time..faster pass pls!!

O.P

omg..today jiat piao from someone in office...now i know wat is office politics..lol...office is a hunting ground for silent killers...i almost curse the f word just now...but i calm myself down cos just need to tahan 3 more weeks and imma outta that shitttty place...and shin!! dun sad le la...like tat not u lei...

i have a crave to l4d...but sadly laptop is dead and my desktop is too lousy to support the game

do u believe in something call fate? are u thinking of him/her, thinking that he/she is thinking of u? i guess im childish enough to beelive in this

you are my fire

ytd was so piss with my cousin....reach home from school at 3pm...got so much time to do her work...then 11pm come ask me for help for alot qns...nvm...she is still a kid...i wont get so worked up just because of this....we were once like that...so cincai la....but then when i see the qns...i also really dunnoe how to do sia...all fractions de...i all forgot le...seriously...lol...then i also bobian dunnoe how to help her...so long ago de this very hard to recall...

and ya...ytd was suhana 20th bday...got a small celebration in school....as ususal...got make a bit of mess la...anyway..happy 20th bday susu!!

week 9 is coming to an end....nicolas...one of my iap friend..this is his last day of attachment...good lo...he flying back to america next week...good luck to u...

ytd just found out that my holiday ends at 18october...nice sia...holiday start from 21 aug to 18 october...close to 2 months...can do alot alot things...maybe i should go back to work and train up myself for nafpa...and also fix my laptop cos i have alot alot precious things inside!

not much happenings recently...day day is slack slack...coming holidays...overseas trip anyone?

i want to get my itouch before my bday...thats a present from myself to myself..lol...i dun care...

recently i read alot ppl blog...mostly all down with sick...i cant do anything...so just let me say get well soon k?? tats all i can do...cause i never catch up with u guys for so long and i feel abit bad...time will heal everything...

怎樣的雨
怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

the rain has never stop...never...it will keep raining til the day my heart stop beating

in the end

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

yea yea yea....

nthing great

today i was reading my previous post for this year...and i realised i miss out alot alot things.its only when i lost it then i realise how much i want to tell them i love u. so many things happen this year. good or bad...all of us with have beenn thru...as friends...thats where we found something call family..rights..friends maybe not our blood family..but who were the ones that go thru all these with us..its our friends...one for all all for one...im so dumb not to realise this simple thing till now..i regret not treating them as wat i should do in the first place...i really want to see them again...

i need a quiz to review myself wat i have done this year..something like wat would god ask you when u reach before him..anyone can do one and test me?? i need some enlightening...

i dream

catch harry potter last minute ytd at amk hub...lol...so chiong last minute say all come watch...lucky mother didnt cook yet..if not i sure tio scolded de...harry potter half blood prince...abit fast la the show...quiditch match also like so fast...then the dumdumbdore also die la..ah hai de professer snape...he really got bad guy face..lol...and i didnt know before half blood prince is order of pheonix..lol...i always thought is goblet of fire...

next month got some new movie ah..i want watch hangover...nc16...nvm la..lol..overage le ma...i always love watching those comedy movie make fun of other movie...like disaster movie...epic movie?? zohan...watch so many times..never fail to make me laugh out...

im having the same dreams for the past 2 days...is it good or bad...maybe im just too tired...tats all...


You make me feel funny
When you come aroun
dYeah thats what I found out honey
What am I doing without you
You make me feel happy
When I leave you behind
It plays on my mind now honey
What am I doing without you
Took for granted everything we had
As if Id find someone
Whos just like you
We got a little world of our own
Ill tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things Ive been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time Im looking for something new
What am I doing without you

home

this is home
truly
where i know i must be
where my dreams wait for me
where the river always flow

this is home
surely
as my senses tell me
this is where
i wont be alone

for this is where
i know im home

sorry all ytd for leaving early...i am tired but not as tired as u guys...i am such an ass for leaving early...everyone was feeling so down ytd and i cant do anything..i cant do anything right..

gaaaa....back to dreamland...now very tired...

i dun want to be anything

ytd after work...jun yang jio ask want go out...then i suddenly suggest come bliss drink...lol..all steady...then come drink martell till closing...the contents last night was lol...dun want say...

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in
The things we'll find behind the door

So whats the matter with you
Sing me something new
Dont you know the cold and wind and rain dont know
They only seem to come and go away.

kiss on the lips

i guess its time to move on...if u happen to read this....i want to say im sorry for causing some commotion during fyp times...hes a good guy...u can have my best wishes

"a kiss on the lips is a oath to our love"...so true...

life is a tough journey..everyone has to go thru it..sometimes i get lost..so lost i cant find myself back...someone once told me "dunnoe where to start is the best way to do things"..my this period of "dunnoe-ing" has to stop...i need to get hold of myself and get on with life...

this is life...i have to accept it...no point getting sad over it...i will only lose out..do a good deed by letting myself go...

i promise i wont let myself down again

we'll see things they never see

back from amk just now gathering plus dinner at sumo house...got me nic lek jess and poh lian...usual lo...talk talk eat eat..go go home..sat ah nic...go book btt test date...

i dunwan to be so obessess in everything...why humans have to have greed...sometimes....i got so obessess that i feel tat i must get it no matter wat....this is good..as in got ambition...target...but target wrong la....in the end...i left the job undone....next day return...see again...obessess again...hate it man....

ok...maybe going to catch encore telecast of eclipse later...15 more min..lets see i can tahan till tat time anot...

ps: should i get a new notebook or just get ipod touch...cos my old notebook crash...got warranty till next year end...can claim ah...then claim le give my sis as bday present...then get myself a better one...OR just claim warranty..then get ipod touch..cos i been eyeing it very very very very loong le and very tempted to buy online...

red alert

omg...just now lim fung sis call her say she fever 37.9...teacher ask her go back home see doctor...she say she suspect she kena h1n1 le..cos her class already got 1 kena le...zzz...then just now lim fung take off...accompany her go see doctor..wah seh..if she really kena then lim fung will kena then i will kena...dunnoe should happy or scare...pray pray just only fever and notinng else la

this morning didnt see the eclipse...raining how to see...plus so super cold this morning..even now also cold..guess i will have to wait till next eclipse le...next year also got 1 if i not wrong...

i really need to make some decision in life now...i dun want to be walking aimlessly when i see everyone having their own dreams and targets in life,,i feel so useless when i see tat...i keep saying time is the best weapon...but in real fact i never make any changes to my life...i just cant bothered...im so selfish...cry myself a river also wont do anything...i wanna free myself from this shiat asap!! right now i just want this f-ing IAP to be over cos im so super pissss working over heree....schooling is so much better compare to outside working life...i want to work hard for the last semester of my poly life next term...cos it will be the last time our class is so close together...i wanna to treasure all those times in nyp...and i also want all those cold war between my friends to end cos this has to end...it will go no where...u cant hate someone for life...unless tat person insult ur parents or wat ...even sometimes i hate...ok..dislike someone...i also just get over...we still have to see each other next day...cant run away from it...the world is better with more friends...yes..but too much friends for me..i cant handle when all want to go out on same day...oh well...tats whole chunk above was some random thoughts cos right now i have nothing to do ....and i need my blanket!!!!

ok and also ya.... to all my friends out there...whether we go out oftenly or meet up once a year or lost touch for years...i wanna say thank u for being a part of me....i\wanting to say this long time le..but dunnoe how to put it to words..lol..my bad angmoh...

hopefully tonight boys night out or boys and gals night out will be fun..finaly 1 event for like 3 weeks..lol

look me in the eyes

today is a super boring day....morning almost cant start engine...then late le...then slack whole day in office...testcase everything all done le...waiting for new release now....

2moro is full eclipse....wah seh,....i wannt to experience this...hope i reach office early then can see...i want see live telecast on channel u..sad la..office no tv....

also 2moro...4e5 gathering...not say calss gathering la..is same group of our gang nia...and maybe some gals...they will be going out from afternoon for lunch and dinner at night...i only can go dinner lo...hope gals also can come for dinner...if not it will be boys night out...haha..looking forward to this only 2moro....the rest are all shitty shiat...

stuck up

just catch ice age 3 with lim fung and jun yang...dam funny la...today wasnt feeling very good...toothache...hope it is not wisdom tooth...plus giddy whole day...took panadol at 5pm...hoping i will feel better..but still the same now...hope i dun report sick 2moro...i want to be strong!

why everything has come struck on me at the same time....is it me tat thought too much...maybe im too sensitive...i say over sensitive....

no one care

and another week has just passed by...4 more weeks till end of IAP...

have been thinking alot stuff lately...how many ppl i have disapointed this year...how many chances i have let it slip by me this year...how stupid of me to rant now here when i didnt grab the chance when it is in front of me...i guess i am the one who i disapointed and let down the most...i dun request forgiveness from anyone...cos in the end...i still think that watever i do...i feel i will disapoint alot ppl...i have wasted alot time this year...serious...time has pass so fast this year...blink 1 eye..FYP...another eye..suzhou...back....IAP...now...finishing soon...like that 6month+ have already pass me by....alot things had happen...yes...if u read carefully during this 6 months you will know...i hope i can treasure more time with my friends..mainly cos next year graduate then NS soon...friends are hard to find...true friends are for life...sadly i dun have any currently...i have some very good friends a little here and there...its very hard to maintain friendship from wat i learn from here...i dun want to disapoint anyone but in the end i still broke my promise...hope after IAP...i wish i can have lots and lots of outing with all my friends...although i know i cant simply put all of my friends together in a single outing...i should plan now if i dun want to waste time anymore....


this week was terrible for me....lucky weekend is here...got 1 day sibei sian unlucky....later for work...office blackout...com software keep crashing...rain when go out...at home laptop spoil....sibei cock up tat day..

i wish i wake up 2moro and everything was just a dream...back to day 1 of 2009

where is my heart...its lost long ago til then found out its lost

swear to myself

omg..i hate myself so much....i want to swear to myself i will not touch the pc for 1 week...pls do something to make me stay away from my pc....its just another conspiracy i dun want to fall into...grrr

i guess my video canot be finnish le..cos laptop really dead now..and everything inside...and i got no spare copy...should i get a new laptop?? wait till i have the money ba...now no urge for it...i want itouch next month..aim hao le...

and yaya....22/07 they say got solar elcipse...true??? like that its on wednesday....morning the elcipse will happen de...so cool la...i want to experience this!!!

weekend no much activities this few weeks...very sian...dunno where i should go...


Do you know
Tomorrow I'll be gone
I need to run away
From who I am

And you know
It's a pretty world outside
But take a look within
My heart is worn out

ga...ytd play a quiz in facebook and came to this qns about love...wat do u think is most important in a love relationship...the second i saw the word " commitment" i dunno why i thought of love is not about commitment...shit la...maybe i feel tat commitment is just to be stay true to your gf and tats it..doesnt mean tat i love u today and dont love u 2moro...i cant believe i thought of tat...i guess tat why to love someone is something u canoot play with...its the freewill of life...but then...to be loved is a completely different thing le la...

ga...i need to get a life and stop ranting here..

its not over

firstly...to all my friends...times are hard....i dunno how to give advices....all i wanna say is watever u do pls dun think negatively can le...i know i always say this but i think its the only thing i can do now...i dunno wat is going on now...watever the problem is....just know tat all ur friends are here for u...take good care man

today went down to pasir laba camp...like finally..lol...wah seh..sibei strict there..dun want to comment...then i was introduced to the project...like dam fun sia!!!...i was supposed to be in the control room monitoring the simulation..the room something like radio dj de room...and and..i have 6 super big lcd screen for me to monitor the system...3 on top is the terrian...3 below show the system info all these...and this makes me feel like im the GM sia...cos down there when they got simultaion training...i am suppose to add in obstacle for them to carry out the simulation...like adding a tank or enemy platoon...then they down there have to reacte and shoot...so freaking fun la...

then like tat nia...friday i think still need go back cos they got testing...hope i get to sit in the controll room again...

ok ba i think tats it....jiayou +U everyone out there!

怎样的我能让你更想念

zzz...laptop died on me ytd...cannot even startup..guees i will have to go to acere service center again...hai ya....and and and..i do 下雨天苏州版 le...still alot edditing haven do yet...and everything in laptop...gg le lo...

week 7 just started and im so super sian le...today office blackout 3 times...not bad eh...can slack whole morning...afternoon...sleep...very very sleepy...i think my chair got the sleepy spirit le...sit on it can sleep de....

i feel like tying my teeth this sunday..see how..go check out those dentist and see wat they say

and...just did this quiz..lol..i have a brain of 70 years old...failed la http://flash.qq.com/viewwork2/0/2883/viewuserwork.shtml

ok...i think tats its for my life today...take care everyone out there...sorry if i neglected anybody without knowing it....times are so shitty now

body over mind

friday is here and weekends is coming!! wat i am going to do this weekend...hmm..maybe sleeping and eating ba..lol..ppig...

and 1 thing to be excited is week 6 is over!!! next week week 7 and 5 more weeks till end of IAP sai!!!..cant wait it to be over man....

today is wanxi bday..happy bday ah...lol...didnt know monday she tell me friday come back eat cake...i huh awhile...why no reason eat cake..lol..then ytd facebook awhile then realise today her bday..then last night do a little present for her...if not go there empty hand..dam paisei sia...

im so hyper now!!...just finish doing xiayutian ...lol...3months le now then do...aiya...just to share with u all ma...come back so long never show u guys any pics...

ok i will try to upload it 2moro.

parenthood

omg...so random lo...just now i in bus on the way home saw a pregnant woman..tummy quite big liao...then i was tinking alot things lo...it is such a wonderful thing of life...there is a life inside...so fansanating...in a few months time the baby will come to our world...well i hope the baby will grow up to be a healthy young person...

and also...i saw a young father..quite handsome de la...holding hands with his 2 little children around 5 years old...crossing de road...so cute la...i think that is something call fatherhood...being able to see your children grow up is really wonderfull...althoough things sometimes didnt go the way they wanted....all i realise is i jusst want to thank my parents for bringing me up till this day...and yes i know it hurts to give birth to me mami...lol...i will be a good boy...

omg..i just realise 2moro is wanxi bday...no wonder monday she jio me friday go back school eat cake..zz..dunnoe wat to buy for her maybe tonight i do a card for her la..

never say goodbye

today we got demo...lol...actuallly is just go there calefare only la...they want take photo of the products ma..then no enuff ppl...so call us go be calefare..lol...but fun la....the people really know how to make us laugh/smile...talk nonsense then auto smile come out le...not bad la...then can slack awhile....as for today still no diff...but i studying some interface files le..cannot slack till like tat le...

resist! lets wait and i wait see is that wat i want!!

last night went to my cousin wedding...omg...like i never go ppl wedding before..lol...got 1 time la..i think last time i went for other ppl wedding is like when im 6 years old...so long ago le...then only me and my father go...wah...very classy la the hotel...lol...then ppl keep asking my father when his turn to have this kind of event...sian la...i tell my father friend still long la...sponser me la...lol

friday after work went to cut my hair..then after tat meeet up with celestine go amanda bday at downtown east...lol..so many ppl la...all cramp in 1 room...play alot games + bbq...all the way till morning..i very tireed tat day...only manage to close my eye for sometime...anyway...happy bday again amanda! and thnx those who made the event a success..though i didnt nothing la..lol...

i need some moltivation man...should i go shopping with my mami now?

my daddy promise me he will buy the LV wallet during my bday...dunnoe he will keep his promise anot...i tink he say shuang only la...nvm..i slowly save up for it..so many things i want..lol

11 july is coming soon wat should i do...

live forever

fugging back pain till want to vomit
someone pls break my shoulder or pull out my right arm also can
i really cant stand it le
1 type keyboard so noisy
1 keep shaking legi hate this man
aug 21 fast come pls
st sucks big time
now week 5 le and we practically got nothing to do
day day..i do is yahoo hotmail wikipedia
wasting my life here
i want to get some proper sleep now also cannot
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i hate everyone equally man