this week is dam lepak..games day whiskey finally win!! overall champion for school 3 games day..although i didnt take part in the games..i still feel proud im in whiskey!

POP is just next sat..its gonna be a long night 24km march..and graduation parade is gonna be a test of endurance...after that canivore buffet with celestine..woo! not enough sleep ftw!

knn wear helmet cannot think ah?! lol ps ah..keep repeating the same shit every post..got alot thing want to type in..but last minute all forget..pardon me if anyone is reading

1 more day to new year..what can i expect for myself in 2011? only NS..if i manage to become a airforce regular i will be mentally drain for this year but much more money to spend..if i manage to get to command school..i will be fugged for 6-9months and posted to some unit if i pass out successfully..if i get posted to be a man..i think i will cry lol

new years resolution? really cant think of any...just want to be more healthier this year..more money to spend..hope to travel this year...make moar fwens...find my other half..

wish all of u have a healthy and fun 2011!

merry xmas everyone! lol this girl so naughty go bully the dog

this week in tekong was rather not say xiong or slack..just tedious..drills drills drills everyday...knn draw arms everyday go parade square do parade..in prepearation for drill competition and the graduation parade...drill competition i think we have a low chance to win cos of our bmtc roar was not fierce enough..didnt manage to make the ssm balls shrink lol...viper coy roar was wow!! nice

and ya not forgetting the final ippt...i finally fucking pass! so happy...pullup i did a standard 6..not chao keng one ah..dunno how i manage to do it..just have to pass thats all i was thinking..hope i can get into command school

i also express interest to sign on as a airforce engineer..pay is good..lummpsum is attractive..stable income for 5 years..somemore its a field i have study before..hope the interview goes well..but thinking of the 5 years..yea..i waste 5 years of my youth..5 years when i can spend the time going to furthur study..watever it is i just need some moral support

watch tron finally! wow..dam nice...worth watching

christmas this year was very different from last year..not so happening for me...didnt want to drink cos i dun want my body to be weak for the 24km final march...maybe after pop jio me drink lo..

today book in..wed book out..how awesome right!..think i gonna stay at home as im broke..lol who is kind enough to come up and pei me..



saw this on online forum..knn so funny yet so true..

where is the love of my life?

this week was fucking shag..monday night 16km routemarch..7pm till 1am+..dam tired but also fun..first time i really enjoy the journey with my buddies..all the singing photo taking seesion..now im left with the 24km POP march WOO! im dam determine to complete this cos this time we will be on mainland..where all my family and friends hopefully supporting me...13sept till now aint no easy road...ive seen shit..been thru shit..and now back bigger and stronger...coming to think of leaving tekong...i kinda miss there cos its really a chalet compare to unit life..also im gonna miss all my crappy buddies who have helped me thruout this few months..im really grateful..lets treasure the last few days together peoples

btw ppl..soon is in tarus company..same as his star sign..very near to my company..but i have yet to see him lol..have a phonechat with him on one night...just hope he will hang on there till his first bookout..dun worry bro...when the going get tough..the tough get going..

but nevertheless...im gonna shout out 2 MORE WEEKS TO POP AND WE ARE SO HAPPY AH! LMAO!

knn i think ns has a negative impact on me...i start scolding vulgarity..browsing fhm..wearing same clothes for 6days..lmao..we are the lowest lifeform..nobody loves us when we are holding guns while all we need is just one to hold on our hand, ask how is this week in tekong, go out enjoy on my bookout, play a simple game of monopoly, stay out late talking with me, stroke you to sleep and many many more i could think of lying on my stinky bed in tekong..im really is sorta going nuts despite the festive mood going on and POP mood..maybe thats just my life..too bad so sad

army aside..i have yet to watch megamind, hairy potter, rapunzel(some say its awesome), tron..hope coming bookout can go watch with friends...

my timing reach liao..buay tong..going to sleep..tml early bookin..looking forward to this week in tekong oh yeeah..night sinkies

finally all the high keys over!! woo! live range was a total bitch..2 days shoot untill 2am+..dam fucking tired...but i got marksman..sadly dun have allowance cos still in bmt...sittest 12km route marrch and 6km fast march..12km was a killer man...fast march too..but overall its much better than fieldcamp..except that our basha flooded because of the rain...but that night was slept in training shed! how cool eh lol...i had fun in sittest man..doing things i never thought i will never do..

now only 4 more bookouts to pop..im start to think wats my ns life ahead..i thought of going to command school..but thinking of the shit i have to go thru again..im still considering..but whatever posting i got..i will do my best in it

talking about bookouts...now dun have sat bookouts!!hahaha..only friday and i remember got 1 bookout is on a wed cos of holiday..shiokness siol!!

pop on 8 jan at marina platfrom! i cant wait!

omfg..i cant believe i survive last week fieldcamp lool..anyway..all i can say i still cannot believe i can pull it thru despite all my injuries all over and the harsh condition in the jungle..well done to myself..sortof feeling funneh when i came back to civilisation cos all i see everyday is trees and mud lol

cannot book out this week end cos of sitest..which includes a 12km route march and 3 days outfield which also suay suay happens on sunday..so sad..i just hate outfield esp when its rainy season..kena bite by leeches mosquitos..sleep in mud..eating dirty food..but coming to think of that..its quite an achievement eh?? lol

my left foot still hurts alot..just hope i can pull thru this 2 weeks of another busy week..

chirstmas is very neear already! but i stil dun have the mood to look forward to it sia..dunno whey

lastly..good luck to soon for his enlistment..hahah..dun worry be happy...its will be fun :D

this week is a lepak week..book out on tuesday night and friday night..activities were loosen down abit..although we like run almost everyday lol..run till my knee pain sia..urban ops on thursday was fucking awesome mans! route march 6km i forgot to wear double socks..resulting blisters on my toes and heels..dam pain but i made it thru

next week gonna be a start of hell in bmt..once again..its just any other soldier have to pass thru..8km route march to campsite..this time must remember to wear double sock!! i predict that this week will rain alot..which means im gonna do everything in mud..oh well..everyone going thru this together..lets make the best out of it..i will hug her so close to me when i sleep so no one can take my precious away from me LOL

i have yet to watch megamind wtf..maybe later gonna watch alone at amk ba..see got time anot..

i wanna drink after all my high key events are over..its always me myself and i..i have to watch over my health...


thinking whether should i siao on anot

!@#$%&*!@#

tiring yet eyeopening week in tekong this week..haha cant talk about army stuff here so if u wanna know come ask me..i just cant wait for field camp to be over man..seems like it will be super shag like dog

recently so many slashing case in singapore..wtf..serious shit..kids nowadays wtf they thinking sia...gangsters..or are they even gangsters in the first place..gangsters in singapore is useless..fuck sia..take chopper anyhow chop ppl..in public playground somemore...if someone dies..they should be hang..fuck sia..dam hot..foriegn people come singapore study take cert and fly back happy happy..singaporean slash singaporean...while we nsf still wonder why we stil have to serve when all this shiat is happening...knn

enough of rants...ytd went out with them till morning..dam tired sia...but still ok..at least i got to see them..know how are they doing with their life..but after that very sian liao la..the route i always walk home reminds me of the shitty past..

good news of this week is i get to book out on tuesday night cos wed is hari raya! but most probably will be resting at home ba..this week training sheledule very xiong...alot runs and longer route march plus urban ops which i looking forward to.but i think after that cannot book out cos fieldcamp after that..good luck to me ba

i wannt to have more muscle!

4 days in tekong realy pass quite fast..just the way they do things is very draggy..headache still there for the past week...realy dam pain..everyday eat panadol...eat until i can taste nothing in the food i eat...went to see polyclinic ytd to check on my health condition..did a blood test to make sure im not dengue...yea..heng..result says im not dengue..but the doc say my blood count lower than normal..need more iron lo...eat the medicine they give..feeling MUCH better...hope i can fully recover and carry on with the training this week

and ya! this week is the start of BMT..more discipline are expected from us...22nov is fieldcamp date...pray pray dont rain..

and goodluck to those enlisting tml and tuesday..it will be fun de la..every singapore son just have to go thru this phase..its a fact for u to accept...cos u are a man

i want to have fun can?

this week was shit for me..sunday book in fever..monday book out...tuesday night book in again..fever still there..thursday fever then gone..but headache all the way until saturday..totally awfull the feeling i can say...didnt participate in any activity this week...very sad cos i can only watch my friends chionging together while im sitting at 1 corner watching them do..hope this week my headache will gone and back in shape to work out...

this week thursday book out! woohoo! im so happy! but after this book out bmt liao and mostly sat book out liao..cannot meet friends much as often

last week of ptp phase...time really flies..seems like yesterday...bmt phase starting soon..hope by the time comes im ready for whatever shit has to come...

abit on civilian life la..i miss out quite a number of movies this week..so maybe this week can jio me go watch movie ah...long bookout woo!

i think i should get a new shoe and wallet for myself..both like very cui liao..got holes and tears..next pay!

that space are just meant for myself

this week was abit better than last week..route march was much better than the previous ones...though there were 2 night trainings on 2 days..still we managed to get pass this week

almost fall sick just now...vomited breakfast out..temperature abit high..scared sia..i dun want att c miss out alot training..plus got ippt this wed..took panadol and had a nap..feeling much better now

i think i miss out alot of urban stuff...like new songs..local foods..what going on in people lifes..makes me abit outcast..

no surprise no hesitation no regret no doubt

booking in at a later time today..have more time to rest...still feeling giddy...k take care people..everyone seems to be sick

physicaly and mentally tired this week..route march is a total bitch..and some integrity issues in our platoon made us mindfucked by our pc..almost confinement..whatever

caught reign of assasin ytd..not bad as expected..later going massage and pizza with bros and book in..standard routine..boring..my life is boring

k bye cya all next week again

shitty week in tekong...ippt im satisfied with the results except for pullups...can do only 1..2.4run very happy cos got 10mins..previously i got 13min :D...

book out on sat noon..later bookin..dam sian..like no time to organise activity...this week hope can friday book out..hopefuly!

2 route marches this week and tons of physical training..i shall pass this week with full of motivation for the book out! jiayou everyone!

realised my brain thinking process really slow down quite abit...lol..whatever

hopefully this week book out can watch movie meet up with my friends

also blood donation this sat! anyone interested im really happy to have u to join in..only me and carson currently..anyone anyone??

k time to pack and prepare cya coming weekend

due to time constrain..think i will blog once a week whenever i can

this is the way we found
even though they'll let you down
nobody’s perfect now
don’t let that hold u down
lets stick together now
we got to stand our ground
its easy to believe in
believe in u and me
one love

firstly happy birthday to these 3 girls! happy birthday lol



finally im enlisted.what can i say about the 2 weeks confinement week? it was eyeopening, tired , tired and more tired. lifestyle inside is complete diff to civilian life. my sleeping and wake up time has already changed alot. i met alot new people..from diff walks of life..some ah beng some chaokeng king some IT hacker some talk cock king...but still i can get along with them well...time pass really slow at first...but after 1 week time pass very fast...

everyday we have at least 3 physical training..it doesnt includes the 5basic exercise we have to do everyday we wake up..everyday we also have to do pullups...good thing is my pullup is improving lol...tired is the only word i can say..but as long everyone is in this..we shall pull it thru together...do it once do it good

integrity is important i can say..pls dont sabo the whole platoon or whole company even..like come on..i dont care what you are last time..what you do last time..we in this together..im not forcing you to do anything against your will..pls dont carry the bo chap attitude la..pls pls i cannot tahan already...ok bye

ok whatever...i gonna enjoy my bookout before bookin..so if u wanna meet me text me!

cant sleep properly for the past few days..alot stuff running in my mind...first thing first..tml im going to be enlisted...yea..keep repeating for so many times..its another life changing point i u anyone else have to face...dont worry about me cos i will do fine..

catch up with quite alot friends past days...took quite alot pics too..with my hair lol..maybe next time if book out can compare the difference yea?

ok..i willl not update here mush as often due to ns..so i will update on twitter...more live feeds...so catch me there for those who want to know whats going on in ma life

i will just say bye bye with my fav final year project and attachment song

Take the time to make some sense of what you want to say
And cast your words away upon the waves
Sail them home with acquiesce on a ship of hope today
And as they land upon the shore tell them not to fear no more
Say it loud and sing it proud today

And then dance if you wanna dance
Please brother take a chance
You know they're gonna go
Which way they wanna go

All we know is that we don't know
How it's gonna be, please brother let it be
Life on the other hand, won't let us understand
We're all part of the masterplan

yea..not much happening in my life these few days or weeks..got myself i new member to my "happy" family..some might say im stupid..i dont want to care what others look at me anymore....im going to hopefully enjoy the last few days with me myself as a guy who is going to be a man after that...

some few things i want to say but will only be mention somewhere else: thats for me to know and for you to find out..blehhh

start of a new month..and a new life begins in 13 days..and 6 days for carson..hope i will have a nice buddy and good sergeant when i go in ns..all the best to those who are enlisting this month

if those walls around me can talk..they would have so much to say

memories are there for 1 purpose

jamming is like so cool lo..just play loud loud only..lol..i dunno how to play the base..abit out of place..but overall its aawesome ttm

caught expendables today..dam nice gore...power pack action movie...had a good seat in cinema so didnt sleep lol

this one for the lions fck yea...

im proud to say that my mind is overclocked to 1000Ghz and 24/7 online..but processr running at a high speed for long time will get burnt de..can anyone just hibernate me?

whateva...around 3 more weeks to enlistment...what can i say more about NS after hearing endless stories told by my friends...like u all said.."if i can survive u sure no problem" soulja let me say BRING IT ON

im so into britpop now...pure brillant...its my winston red...

i just feel awkward about some situations now..really can jamm there

firstly...thanks for all the wishes and presents and surpries and all who came down and celebrated my birthday with me at bliss...really cant find words to describe how i feel or speak...just a big thank you to you

went to bras besar with rena jong92 jinyu and her classmates to a restaurant call timbre which has a gig performing there...awesomeness...never see live band in my life before...but the bad weather spoil everything...really made me so wanna see oasis live concert in singapore...but i know thats impossible..sadds..had a little beer than we went back to hougang...haha thanks for the small outing though the weather is bad

went back to bliss got a big surprise lol...lol..so many ppl siol..haha..thanks for making this happen..i rreally never got surprises in my life before..so i can say this is the first and the best hahaha..

drink a little eat a little also...thanks alien for the pasta and carson for the drink...

then to plaza pool l4d..l4d abit not fun cos only 4 ppl playing..im getting lousy at pool lol..must jiayou

ok..later 630 still gotta go out..hope my daddy minor operation goes well!

and happy birthday to my little sister! hope u will excell in ur A lvl and get into a good uni...this year 18yo must more sensible ah..know whats right and wrong...

lastly..i hope the best in life for everyone i know especially a certain few...hope all things will turn for the better and let this flame of ours never burn out


i hope my birthday wishes will become reality..i dun want to be drawing circles again

watch salt and last airbender..both shows very nice..but just dont like how they ended the movie..went out with jeolyn and eugene caught airbender...then prawning...very headache...think cos is the new specs not yet used to...

ok peoples...sunday take off ah..jio-ing ppl go watch the expendables...must watch!

and also avatar 27 aug got special edittion come out..also must watch

oh me gosh...im so gonna miss my blankie and bloster when im in tekong

quote from a movie i found it quite nice

“Moral fiber. So, what is moral fiber? It is funny, I used to think that it was always telling the truth, doing good deeds, basically. Being a fcuking boy scout. But lately I have been seeing it differently. Now I think moral fiber is about finding that one thing you really care about. That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. And when you find her, you fight for her. You risk it all, you put her in front of everything, your life, all of it. And may be the stuff you do to help her is not so clean. You know what? It does not matter. Because in your heart you know, that the juice is worth the squeeze. That is what moral fiber is all about.”

so take it

Sorry to all bros and sis to angry and worry me..whatever it is..I only post it only my private blog..so lol..we cool k?

Didn't go anywhere during national day..rot at home...brought my little cousin to my grannys house..kids are like angels and little devils lol..sometimes they can be so guai and cute and funny but sometimes they can really piss u off like doing something in public mrt which embarrass you..but also funny in a way lol..thank god I'm a angel from kid till now lol

Went up to my granny house with my little cousin..man she is really getting old..as in forgetting things..I really hate rich sons locking up their mother in a elite bungalow or condo cos i think really unhealthy for old people like her la...yes condo can have swimming pool big tv everywhere aircon..but have no friends..then keep thinking which grandchild will get married first..and alot alot etc stuff if u know what I means..when I grow up I want to earn big bucks drive a European car and live in a ordinary at least 4 room flat with my parents and wife..if my life is good

Been watching alot funshion online movie recently..dam inspiring sia..castaway is a fucking must watch though it's quite old...I think I still stuck on my own island for a long long time..it's my choice and will whether I will be able to get out of my island..right now I'm waiting to die..but I promise you give me something and I will make it my direction to work for

Lol why type so long..no one also will read de what is it..to conclude..I really haven been sleeping well these few days cos I'm miss u all and all those things running in my head..but I have learnt..sometimes things are just ment to be like that..and forget about what happen in love stories happily ever after..it's your own movie..you are the lead actor, director, scriptwriter. You decide how your story gonna go and end..and the most amazing thing is to have someone who is watching your movie all the time

IMY nights

Finally downloaded starcraft 1 to plAy...yes..the epic game...what else..I don't have a life now and spend me time nua at home lol

Did a néw pair of specs with jeolyn on sat..dam funny la I wear that specs..gonna collect them next Sunday

Last night went prawning with bliss clique..first time so many ppl come I like!! Omg lol we almost caught the super big big prawn like 4 times!!! So wasted and sad man.. Overall we caught alot prawn and eat

Do you know how I'm feeling right now?

ytd went out to tcc eat as i owe someone a meal..lol..everyone got fooled by me stupid...overall..i feel alot warmth ytd...thanks ppls

i really really realy want to go genting or somewhere overseas before my ns or what..but i like dunno wheere to start..sho moody

backtrack...my back is really really want to break like that..cannt bend or what..workout 2 days only now like that..so weak me...legs still ok..but still cant feel the strain..

ok baibai

There is nothing for me to emo about
There is nothing for me to worry about
Then tell me why I is like that
Reason: I'm lazy to do anything or I'm just born to be like that

Whatever people are getting affected by me and I know that I will keep away from everyone..

So I will create a private blog for myself to do whatever I want

this words in purple font describe my not emo stuff....so if u are tired of my not emo stuff skip and scroll down to read the normal fonts post

what will u do when u are already so lost in ur life..and u found something that can give u faith motivation..and suddenly because of 1 issue u dont want to see it again..thats what ima feeling naoz..now that game had effing piss me off..whats worth my rage..hai..dun wanna talk bout it...just feel so lousy..everything and everyone is avoiding me

now that i have lost my game...what can i do for the last 1 month 13 days as me...beside working out...i need some faith and directions...

and also the fact that im going 20 soon and ppl needa sort of advice me...i once told myself im here to lead not follow...i dunno what other adjective can furthur describe my uselessnees...

been thinking alot bout ma life for the past few days...what life is like 4 years back then..when i was still sec 4..i feel the seed of my character now is somewhere in sec 4...not because of a girl bgr stuff...i just cant remember..fmlttm






finally..i quit bliss..really sad to leave that lousy place with awesome people who changed my life for the past 2 year+...last week of work was expected...runner all the way...whatever..xgjh...i want to thanks all those people working there who have been helpful and cheerful despite the environment is harsh and sucky...u know who u are...thanks for the times u help me when i was running up and down like dog...thanks for the times when i was drunk and u stood by..thanks for all the laughter and nonsenese we had during work...thanks for the times when i insist dont need help and u just help...thanks for all ur cutie pie smile which melted moi...okkkkkkkkkkkk whatever it is..i just cant bare to leave u all but i have to...this last month is very important...to me myself and i...you..and all changed me...i know u know can already'

whatever i know alot words are left unspoken in my heart..but if u know whata i am trying to say...or how u feel after reading..please just kindly accept my feelings for the first and last time...i just need u to feel..no needa talk..

side track: inception is omfg inspiring...to die is the only wake to come back to reality...it feels like god to be in a dream..where what u always desire happens..and u can do anything...but is the you in your dream same as the you in reality..if u can be the you on both world..then u are truly living your dream..

so just let me end my super long post with this song...just listen and feel


You know I'm a dreamer
But my heart's of gold
I had to run away high
So, I wouldn't come home low

Just when things went right
Doesn't mean they're always wrong
Just take this song and you'll never feel
Left all alone

Take me to your heart
Feel me in your bones
Just one more night
And I'm comin' off this
Long and winding road

I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Home sweet home, tonight tonight
I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Home sweet home

You know that I've seen
Too many romantic dreams
Up in lights, fallin' off
The silver screen

My heart's like an open book
For the whole world to read
Sometime, nothing keeps me together
At the seams

I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Home sweet home, tonight tonight
I'm on my way, just set me free
Home sweet home

i dont know wadafak is wrong with me these few days..."come in come out come in come out" is what i feel...sory if i attitude anyone...i needa sort of my thoughts...humans are evil..if u can be selfish for so many times..why i cant be selfish for just 1 time..i rather be a animal..

anyway i will be leaving that place call bliss on friday..so be it

work was shiat last night..just very tired after work this few days..dam

just sick and tired of ma life

my own life starts next week

what to say about this week..same old shit..work sleep play...good thing is my body clock is slowly adapting to normal timing..so late sleep still can wake up 9am+ these few days..got improvement

happy bday weijian! hope u enjoy urself ytd though we didnt go according as planned...heypi jiu hao la hor?

someone posted in fb say there is no brotherhood..end of the day u still have to face the battle alone...yes..true...but it is brotherhood that help u along the way..makes u strong and gives u a belief..something worth fighting for..something u want to protect...

kao..why everyone like that...i think i will hold on to my defender for the last time..i feel better there

work was justxz so shitty for the past 2 days..alot new staff and alot customers...lan lan...wasnt feeling really good last night..home after that..also didnt go market as i sick...the feeling is very awfull...dam..now having diarhoea and i feel like the end of the world DAM!

ok...despite im feeling super awful now i going to update u all also...sat blood donation with carson chien wan amanda me lol...chien wan vein too small cannot donate...amanda surprisingly can siol!! and donate even faster than me...she very brave! thumbs up!...meet up with jeolyn for dinner at bliss before work...slept for 1hour only..lucky i woke up suddenly because i thought of the incident last time in my dream lol..had a dam nice dream last night...dreamt of i still in my older primary school..loyang primary..then last time i primary school recess time always race with my friend see who first to reach canteen....then we run run run...run to north vista secondary de canteen siol..lol..then i woke up again..

im still growing...but i strongly believe i will pwn so badly once i reach the required level

hes awesome tell him about it uh huh!

bastards always win the other way round..or should i say bastards always gets the girls

updates updates~~ gbc for the past few days this week..and yes i mean really gbc lol..sunday watch despeakable me and pizza hut and massage on tuesday...like so shiok massage...been eating alot alot food also..like non stop only uh..wed buffet at pariss..dam i think my tummy coming out liao...finish 2 bottle of chivas with kon also on wed...nop..no one got drunk lol...sho much happenings sho little time

thinking of getting a netbook for my sister bday...which is the day after my bday..omg another burn in my pocket next month

after like 2 months of intense training..i think by next weekend i gonna achieve what i want

blood donation tml morleng...hope i will not almost faint like last time

sho bored..juzx sho bored

work for the past 2 days is full of shit...dam epic busy on friday night and abit less busy last night...dam my attitude on friday was shit also..sorry all..smash a plate in kitchen and smash a housepour red in front of cindy...but it is really really really dam busy..so busy until bar want to break le..watever...played aeroplane with carson and weijian after work..dam fun..i like!!...today abit slack..but still busy..ok..nothing much happen...

why my character is like that...i smile laugh to others ppl thinks im crazy not funny..no im not trying to be funny or crazy..its just when i look at you it make me wanna smile..how cute u are..how funny u are..i dont think why i should hide my feeling cos thats how i work...i hope like that also can help us like cheer up someone...most importantly how special as a friend u are to me..ok

ok..off day today..gonna watch despicalbe me later with celestine...no we are notch gay boy couple!

Ytd was suppose to meet jeolyn in town to buy ah kon present..fall asleep in waiting and let jeolyn go town alone and so many ppl call me.. I'm sorry jeolyn..sorry

Celebrated kon birthday after work last night..as usual drinking time..some nasty stuff happen dun want say much..and yes I cried like shit because I couldn't take it to see him like that...but thanks to those who help out last night...

So much shit is going on.. I kinda blame myself for all this shit

Let's roll yaw!

haizz...didnt manage to wake up ytd as i was too tired to move...i mean i really didnt wakeup ytd...slept the whole morning afternoon and night..exactly 12am then wake up..phailed..didnt do the card..and now im still in the mist..hate it

wat i did for the past 10 hours?? watching online movie fb forum-ing...all the material in ma sister room dun want disturb her sleep lol..think i will just stick the photo on the paper and write le..no time..

bringing my mum to hougang mall eat later! sorry mami didnt wakeup lol

later noon town with jeolyn to get kon present! hope i can be on time to go bliss eat then work lol

tonight is the night to get HIGH man!

she's out of my league..nice show go watch it

today work was busy..very busier than friday and sat...help jeolyn clear handicap toliet cos got customer want to use..in the end use normal toliet..but seriuos wtf..sho many things can squeeze into 1 small space..power..work with layyen was always sho fun! haha thanks for colouring ma life..

although sometimes work is fuckup dulan cmi cui watever u call it...but we still make it through together right? hope we can treasure my last moments here friends

k gonna make a card for kon later..think i will be going around getting ppl to write something on the card..if i can finish it on time..

im surprise that i can actually get 21 ppl to kup ah kon present..happy la..can share dun need shoulder the burden on myself...but feel abit bad sia..like forcing ppl to share..hai.and i was abit rash to buy the nano last week..he always wanted a itouch..now i feeel like refunding it and get itouch..dam...or i should just give him mine =x

Had been drinking after work for the last 2 days..anyway happy birthday to Amanda!! Lol she dam funny when drunk..power..work was slack for the past 2 days..been spending alot also..prawning after work last night...didn't caught alot of prawns..not on form uh..everyone left early and left only layyen Jess me...cab home and sleep

This week is another power pack week!!

Last night work was effing dulan..work at deck key..no ic..who the fuck suppose to led..no one..so key lo..already dam busy cos of function last minute rain and late crowd..I see some ppl still idling like waiting for punchout..ppl at outdoor calling I from deck see no one from outdoor go attend..have to fly from deck and outdoor and clear the mountain in food trolley..really no sense of urgency..really scare ppl from deck run bill cos last minute rain and alot late crowd ppl come deck and go off so fast..lucky everything went well after that..It's not already the first time I work seriously want to push everything outta ma way..feel like slamming every single thing into customer face..I dunno I still can take it the last month here anot..but I know for sure whatever fucking story rule law management say I will not stay when I say I want to go

Ok long story lol..can't sleep because of that.. Later going out to get presents!! Woo ima Santa claus now! But this Santa is poor..any fundings?

Last night had an awesome night! Got my ax belt! Woo! Makaned at bliss! Celebrated Marilyn's birthday at bliss! Happy birthday! Went to plaza pool and l4d! Played 4 maps! Woo! So tired but shiok..sad to say ytd xianglong last day..gonna miss working and joking with him..sad mans..so many ppl leaving including me in a few months time

Whatever it is..dun be sad..u guys are great ppl..really..I will treasure the moments here for the last month here

LAYYEN BIRTHDAY IS ON 10 SEPT!!!!! I REMEMBER K?? dont draw circles on wine cellar le

work was effing boring today..totally lost mood when i tio aim..sian..

tml tml tml! woo!

just read in forum about ns life..its like going to school...just that u learn military stuff...whole process is really self discovering...its just the regimentation that sucks...hmm..i forgot whats the feeling of going to school like...i mean really going to school..like first time in primary 1...ur parents stand behind the gate say bye bye to you..lol..nah..i should not worry so much..life isnt life if u know whats going to happen tml rights?? lol

Ytd didn't go market as was very tired..gbc outing was a success..walk around plaza sing..play at arcade..and the buffet was nice!! Lol..pro sia the food throwing chef..caught toy story 3 again!! Nice man..very sleepy..go home straight after that..

Another shitty week again..with only tml off and working 6 days..I bet it's going to be a boring 6 working day..oh well nvm..tml makan again :D

Today caught toy story 3 with katrina..dam touching I tell you..our memories live in our toys ppl..treasure what you what now...

Today work is fuxked up..ok I think everyone also dulan..so I dun want say more..closing no fucking staff on floor..alot customer call here and there..no this no that..really want to cry..sorry xianglong jeolyn if I attitude u all..just cannot take it..this place is so ducked up but all my friends are with me together in this..I shouldn't be so selfish anymore

lepak awhile with them..nothing to do..sent jeolyn and kon home..thanks ppl cheering me up..haven had such a good chat with kon on the way back..haha I feel blessed to have them

now slacking with Carson and zhon Hao and my house void deck lol..using Carson iPhone to blog..power..

Gbc outing tonight! Hope I can enjoy myself!

last night work was boringgz...flaming lambogini after work! power ranger LOL!! burn my throat sia..buay tahan..off to plaza pool...had alot fun with them woohoo!! and my beloved ipod hanged on me! very sad =( now trying to revive it..hope she can be back to normal

this world is filled with assholes and bastards..i fucking hate it when guys like table 70 make fun of girls..dam dulan..why do this kind of ppl exists...really no respect for ppl...whatever..

toy story 3 later..hope its nice and i dont sleep lol

just finnish packing my room...super satisfied as i clear like 3 big bag of junks i collected for dunno how many years...and also rearrange my desk to a position where i can view my movie from my bed...lol..

some pics to show u what i have dug out from the golden mine




who has more order pad than me??!!

very shuai rights??

nah...recruit BY now..sad

and also ytd my dad counted all the coins i collected for like 6 months? 200$ sia...so much lol..gonna give my mum help me save..lol..

nothing gonna get in your way if u truly have the determination

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2 pieces of wtfisthisshit new made me cant sleep

KIDS nowadays are getting wtf
getting inked is a trend in KIDS
mediacock brainwashing KIDS head
casino sucking everyone money
gahmen still do nothing and add more "law" to suck more money

seriously i really want to FUCK this KIDS up but i also worried for them..like comeon..in this era we living in..we already ourself have a hard time keeping up..what will be the future for them? singapore really is stinkapore somehow...u see all those yaya ADULTS held their head up like peacock? guess this is a singapollution happening for a very very very very very long long long time...

KIDS cant get what they want when they are little..promise to themself grow up will make alot money no matter what method...and when they did it..they start pushing those who didnt did it and those who were not in their league...and those getting pushed around promised to themself they will not let their KIDS suffer like them...argh i wrote a ppiece of crap here...whatever im so pissedd

ignore my languge for my bullcrap here..im just so pissed and worried for them and the future of the society..fi

i forsee in the next 10-20 years life will be hard in singapore..life expense goes up..salary still same...BUT life must still go on right? with u awesome lovely people around =DDD we will get thru this TOGETHER!

today had a small outing with sec friends..caught a team...like finally lol...dam nice and funny..pro sia the ending..must watch..pool and l4d awhile then home...ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN! lol

dam..tml will be another 5 working non stop week for me..tired i could feel my eyes closing now

i want ice cream aagain!

FinAlly got my super long day sleep..but I'm still sleepy! Off today and tml..thinking what to do later..I feel I need to strectch a little cos my whole body is aching like hell..

Ok whatever I just wasted 1 day like that..and i'm lying on my bed now lazy to move around..wapby

Last night work was uber fun with all my fav ppl..guess only weekends are the most fun for me..weekdays are like so dead..dunno what I doing ytd..pour erdinger all bomb..broke hoegardden glass..had prata at ave 8..thanks Eugene lol..

I want to play nfsc!! Anyone got the cd can lend me??

I wanna do sho so many things suddenly.. But I dunno where to start

I need a massage.. Badly

today had a bad day with myself..firstly..woke up at 5pm and realise i work at 6..chiong to bath then half way thru dad shout to me " ah yang ni shou dao xin liao!" i still half awake bathing dun understand what he say..come out see the letter..like wtf la..kan pua sian..14 sept enlistment..super fast..totally no mood go work..

and at work today food runner...wah..i dunno why so suay..got a small sharp glass piece poke into my shoe..poke thru the sole somemore..then pierce my foot...dam pain got blood sia..uber suay..

and today i also kena shout by customer from indoor..table 8...i walk from outside going to kitchen this guy shout at my OI!!..dam tulan..then keep shooting me why his food haven come..i tell him i go check again..maybe coming liao..then in the end is i cover up other ppl mistake by taking the blame...im so tired of this..i work here not to be fuck by customers and U..yes..it will be better if i leave bliss at end of july..i will be the best for me to rest and train up for NS

just realise world cup brings singaporeans together lol

today work was fun and fuck and fast and furious lol..deck with yulin and 2 statues lol..thanks yulin for pei-ing me till 11 and give me good advices and even get gan by that stupid table 59..totally nb that idiot..want complain complain la..we also huamns lei..u want sit let u sit ah..? CHEK!

and and louis 13 was SOLD to a random customer who walk in..power ranger la...but i think he is clever cos louis 13 now market price at least 3k+..bliss sell 2218 only..somemore the liquor already there more than 9 years..

tml HOPE i can wake up on time go movie..hope la..working 6 again..sianss

im so vunerable to so many factors

Updates updates..been having alot fun after work and till just now..omg so pain money just keep flying..whatever it is..thank you guys for being so awesome! Although I is super tired la..new hair color with layyen I like!! Omg 300gram prawn is so big..ben jerry phish food in 7 elevEn is like water lol..karate kid is awesumz!kungfu lives in everything!

suddenly realize I gonna miss out alot things next week..

thanks for never giving up on me..yes you and all

Last night was boring..cos of the world cup...requested to go off at 12..play pool with jeolyn at plaza..we draw ok?! I also not bad lo.. Lol..kon came for awhile then we went off le..

Guess tonight will be the same..see how it goes..

I feel like a pig now...dun want to sleep at night and create trouble for people instead..and owe someone 2 meals..chek!

Definitely had an enjoyable night with them..happy bday again liang how!! Hope u enjoy ah though we were keep playing game and singing k..abit seng..slept till 11 wake up..open laptop then PI CHA sia!! WTF so sian now..actually want to trade it with another person and top up money..but now like that I tell him cannot le la..kan pua sian..and my pes stats letter come Liao too.. Pes b..and ah soon also same as me..is so sian de lo..guess my time as a civilian is almost there.. Ok shall stop ranting off to sleep again

疯狂的勇敢

ytd was super tiring..no energy to do anything..ya..all my fault..why say here in the first place..slack with them after work...pool then home..sleep sleep till 3pm+ wake up...headache siol..how to drink tonight..

i might get my new pc on sat woo!

keep dreaming by..dream on

so dam piss with everything..now i know what is terrible moodswing..i dun want to hear see anything!! dun blame me if i push everything and everyone awaay.. fuck fuck fuck...

slept till 5pm wake up chiong down to work at 6pm..nb..today is really dam dam dam dam dam dulan...QC ah!!.6 come in already dam dam dam dam busy all the wayyyyy till 9pm then cool down...somemore 4 ppl put aeroplane at the same time! wtf..have to cover their asses and put more shit in our work...was food runner somemore..fucking pisssed..non stop sia kitchen...and tio kp by alot ppl..like i never do my job properly...already put in 101% and using my spare battery to run everywhere without dinner..really feel like dropping everything and just run away from everything..really really really appreaciate those who keep helping me out on the way even though themselves already dam busy...and thanks mr hock for the tower and pizza!..guess once in awhile drinking in this kind of event is good...really i understand somehow..

ok lol...so long post of rants stuff...sho tired now..sleep sleep

Work for the past 2 days was tiring but awesome..had alot fun with my friends..talking cock..l4d..pool..limpei!! Lol so funny amanda..really had alot fun with them after work..just disturb only lol..magnum for past 2 days also..power ranger!! Thanks friends for making me feel alive again..

November intake receive letter liao! I haven get..better la..dun need go national slavery...work more for uni..

I need a purpose aim focus in ma life like right naoz!

Work was alright last night.. Payday finally..abit little lo..gona scrim and save this month...had fun at plaza last night..pool l4d...after that whole body aching sia..dam hard to walk..now just wake up still pain..how to survive tonight..

Ishush

wasted trip to alexander hospital ytd...nb sibei dulan..dun want say..but i can say no more checkup for me..think is just wait for letter le..

very tired after ytd wasted trip..slept at 9pm+...had a nightmare lol...i dreamt i was sleeping and i heard "SCHOOL 1 BLOODY HELL FALL IN NOW!" then i thought real one..jump up my bed and realised it was a dream lol...anyway..all the best to all my friend who enlisting this week..so many ppl enlisting man..

still very sleepy after so many hour sleep..headache i say..headache make me wana sleep..back pain somemore..whatever..working tonight cya all

Last night went out to celebrate Celestine bday at bliss..haha..had fun talking and listening to Celestine and yulin ns story..then send jeolyn home and then home..so tired even I did nothing ytd..dunno why

later 320 still checkup..I so dun feel like going..waste time..stupid stinkspore elite always use money press ppl down..I hate them..

K Ima useless and disapointting yes

requested go early ytd as very hungry and tired..ate gourmet sausage at back...waited for celestine to come down lepak..pool at plaza..2am leave le..later going to meet them again..

went out alone shoppinh..not shopping..just window shopping lol

cbox is back and working..stupid spammers

hiccmuh

today had a boring meaningless day..wake up chiong to work...so boring at work..no one talk to..no one entertain me..so sad to keep thinking i work alone...makan and homed..

im really dunno why im troubled over small issues...im too concern about small little stuffs..why are there always problems in our lifes..see..these arent really problem if u think why there are problems in our lifes..just take a small step everyday...give yourself time..we are still young..dun have to be like that..

ok..enough..time to make time for yourself

today is a boring day..everyone no mood i also turned off..after work everyone charbok..lepak at 401 while xianglong they all...then only me and kon go plaza l4d..steady..going market nows..i don want let daddy go market..

sian..they are just so evil..i really dam dulan..comeon..u are nothing without us

also...dunno what happen to everyone dunno what i can do...just hope everyone will be fine



this says it all

Last night was sent home at 10..dam bored..waited for them to end work at 2..in the end everyone also no mood..lepak at kon house then go home..my back is dam pain

lifes a bitch..I shall not speak more from now..it seems I'm so useless

Last night work was hell..machiam like weekend...nothing to say..l4d after work..power ranger...stomache pain sia..cough until there pain...

Home alone now... Cook pasta!

I dun want anyone to follow my footsteps..cos I'm not much good of a brother, senior, friend...how can I be a better person

last night work starting was very very chiong..put me in deck with new comers...and sho busy lohs..order i take key i key setting i do..buay tahan man..then 730 jeolyn and the rest came in i go outdoor le..tired siol..coughing non stop...l4d after work...versus i like!

and this is so epic@!! stoopid emcee




k gotta prepare for work..1am sia today..cya all laters

Ytd night drank with xianglong and soon..like finally luh...Kilkenny and draught like very very light..not nice...drank wine..lol..me and xianglong Finnish whole bottle sial..but we both very seng after that...sleep sleep sleep dam nice to sleep after drinking wine..wake up like fully charged sia..work just now was alright..just lack of staff and I have to run in run out even though I was deck key..in the end also stay outdoor...like sian luh..finally ended work..thanks jeniffer for the magnum!! Wakaka lol..so shiok!!

Kk very very tired now gtg to lalaland see you there~

work just now was alright...just having a bad cough very troublesome...was food runner..and alot new staff..lazy to teach sia..requested to go at 11..have ocean baked rice..i love cheese!

tml off woohoo! chalet chalet!

june is coming..many of my friends going in ns..sadded man..still wondering when will be my turn

shiittss..next wed still need checkup..again..wth man

take care peoples..u know i always wanted to say that

cos its too late
there is no escape
might as well face it

past 2 day work waas boring..okok...cook pasta ytd as i waas dam pissed..dam no mood even the sauce is tasteless...im having a bad cough and im still working..

why sucked up ppl always get the benefits while hardworking ppl always lose out..nb..they are just so blinded by their fuckup attitude...i dun care anymore..i say it once and never say it twice again..

i feel like being alone tml again...off day like only tml..and have to work while im sick...wtf is this...they will say "i dun care"..are they still humans? i 101% think not..just people who want us to run our asses around to make money..so pissed fml

Ytd had a great outing day cos got alot ppl and 3 cars to drive us around..went to ehub watch robinhood but sleep thru the movie cos very tired and boring...then they want to go prawning but I really buay tong le so junyang sent me home thanks man hope I don't spoil anyone day cos everyone want go prawning except me..sorry

just woke up..feeling very lousy today dunno why

Gradution just now is boring..cos alot talking..only exciting part is when go up stage get the diploma..so nervous man..and ya thanks xianglong and weijun attend even though like awhile only lol..and thanks for the bear bear also lol! Sho cute! Photo spam with classmates and everyone..so much memories man..those three years finally paid off!

Later going out with chow shin they all..all drive car today can go anywhere..hope I dun tire myself cos I haven sleep since last night..AGAIN!

I'm so lost for emotions

been busy for a few days..work work work....ytd went to celebrate soon and lee happy bday...happy bday dudes!

tml is graduation day..only xianglong coming to see

Cutted my hair today..I shave one side sia..all dun be surprise when u see me..didn't sleep whole day while waiting layyen and the rest to arrive..watch alot movie online...

Then all of them came at 5..I must say they really doing their work lol..good job layyen..alot funny NG part sia..the eating part..the suicide part..all rena NG de lol..chopstick wrong colour ah!! I was dam sleepy the whole period sorry if I didn't help put in any part..was also hungry as haven eaten since breakfast..but like no appetite leis..so sleepy

this week is a eventful week!!

Work on Friday was the shittest and tiriest day in bliss..already notch enuff sleep then near to closing 130 heavy rain and got 1 siao dingdong come create trouble..dam happening and dam epic failed lol..shout so loud in the end also run like dog..kena beat by own ppl somemore..dam owning..other customer all just laugh like nothing sial..lol..rain made me drench..so cold and hungry in plaza...sick mood detected by not activated yet

later layyen and her crew coming my house to do movie!! Power ranger!!

Steady bom bibi..next week graduate liaos..kon still keep demoralising me..say me got diploma got what use..232 still dunno..me really sad mans.. But never mind I got 101 and 147 with me lol

today work was boring..very tiring also..dun even feel like moving..finaly ended..makan and home..and yea! xianglong say he come my graduation..1 more sit availble ppls!

so so so tired how to survive tml and the rest of my life..tmnnd

i feel so weeak and tired this few weeks..pain shouldder is very suan and pain..cant even wakeup properly when im already awake..work this few days also no mood..dun feel like moving at all..requested alot time to go home sia..am i getting old and sick...working here is like torture to me now

anyway finally got my new speaker..dam powderful sia..the subwoofer boomz very loud..my table trembling sia lol..but cannot on too loud later disturb other ppl sleeping lol


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wtf has the world become to..after some research on that "boy" who hit the girl...nb..stinkapore kids really getting out of hands..im sure all people see him le sure want to hoot him..dun let me see him

today woke up at 530pm..power ranger..no mood for anything..dinner then work..request at 11..put me 1030 go home..ate ocean rice and choc ms..nice nice..ocean rice should have more cheese...

fweeling super lethagic no strength at all..k going sslleepp now..gonna wake up early tml to get moi new hoot..any kind soul can just spam call me wake up though the chances of me waking up is like 0%..

and my graduation is next thur and i have not have any guest with me to invite..nb

headache time to sleep now

i really should start spoiling myself

went out early in the morning with xianglong early in the morning for his checkup..then head to amk for x ray...met up when shin and the rest to lepak...watch ip man 2..was super super tired lo..didnt sleep last night even it was a super busy night last night...fell asleep half way thru..wakeup movie end le..wasted zz..then went back to bliss ate the canard...abit spicy..but very nice!..and thanks weijun for the super big single scoop i/c lol!

im not ttrying to be emo here..doing things alone..maybe thats the best way for me now..but 1 thing for sure is when u see me all alone im not emo-ing..i just want to be alone

kk super sleepy after didnt sleep for 1 day..gonna lights off

Once again I dunno why I'm back in that state like last week...I'm tired of alot of things..ppl scold me and it wasn't my fault on the forst place..didn't even have a chance to speak and just shot me dead..be a man thanks jeolyn lol..work is work..guess I'm too stupid at work..life still has to go on..just let it be..time will fade everything away...

K so going to lonely hougang green market later...I feel market is a place where I can just spend more time with myself...

And working later on at 6..if I can wake up..I might want to go get my Armageddon speakers later on boomzz!!

edt: happy mothers day to all mother..i know it hurts to give birth to me lol..and happy bday to my daddy!

last night work was nabei...pool after that...everyone around me was feeling down..i feel so useless not able to speak anything..whatever it is..dun let it keep bothering you too long..find something to get ur attention away...

went to school just now to take graduation attire..$47...dam like 幽灵 if i can glide lol..omg..the actual day i going to wear formal inside this robe..is super hot de lo...

suddenly realise its my father birthday today...went to amk hub for a walk to see what i can buy for him...thought of buying vcd but vcd see too much his stomache become more rounder..lol..then in the end bought some tonic wine for him..at least can help him 仆仆气 after the accident a few month back then...happy bday daddy! i realise family has been more important when someone in the family is injured..just like that...

im so broke naos..graduation attire, mother day cake, father present, my speaker..ok..3 of the above is must one..the last one is to reward myself for my hardwork..so..let it be!

i realise i haven even sleep since ytd..and going to work at 6 laters..pls pls pls let me be food runner

friend in need

sorry for my ignorance and emoness for the past few days..wanted to let myself think through..time and space with oneself is somehow important..i reflected on myself and i feel so bad i somwhat brought down the mood of ppl around me..somehow ppl around me reflected myself indirectly this few days...im so foolish to say that that day..i feel very glad that despite all this shit going on..i still have great friends standing by me....a BIG SORRY to all..edit: dun reflect too much or u will become emo elmo

firstly a word of concern to tthis 2 girls layyen and jeolyn...hope u understand my "no-link" watever u call it

there are still alot people that care for you...when u have problems that really irritates u..best is to ask family for help...if they cant help and need a listening ear or someone to vent on just find me..I can't be a god and tell you a exact answer on what you should do but im willing just sit there and listen to all ur rants and hates...its bad for health to keep every single problem in ur heart...so just..have a good rest and know if u need a venting session im here...please think through...no one is perfect.. Just dun take it too hard for youself.. it doesnt have to be this way..the sun rises everyday...everyday is a new beginning..a fresh start..give urself time..u are always the priority of urself..u all are always the spark of cheerfullness in our group...

to all the KPOs out there..lol..i think i have come to a point where i somehow " saw a bigger picture" of everything...my english is not so good to express my thoughts out..so if u can understand what im trying to say then good lo..lol..i thought life is just so simple..there are many factors that affect ur life...most important factor is ur ppl u always hang out with..sometimes they are like ur mirror..they reflect on urself...they reflect on ur actions and u change urself..a somewhat-not-line-of-sight-yet-non-physical-yet-mutual-special-bond-friendship is created...i maybe wrong but i think thats for my case..watever it is happening in ur life..dun spend so much time doing a single thing..routine sucks...bad for mental health...life is about balance of everything..u cant live without water but too much water will drown u..too much or too little of anything is no good..if u are feeling tired..go take a nap..but too much nap will make u forget do ur work... omg ima sho wols

this is a cruel world...but rememeber u will always have ur loving friends around you...we are all in this together...simple as that...and dun spend so much time thinking/assuming/reflecting cos it will makes u emo like the past me..

in times of great sorrow, one will rise and say enough is enough..someone told me that

went to ah ma house to pei her but in the end sleep lol...then went home...stupid mother father taxi driver..see my dad and mum both disabled still act blur and put busy..seriously wtf wheres is their conscience mans..really want to stand in the road stop them..after 30 mins of wait then finally one kind driver stop and pick us up..thank you you man

wanted to ate mixed grill cos I very gian but yulin encourage me not to..he say le until I scare I change to hoe dory..ate alot of stuff..to satisfy my watsoever

payday was awesome...record siol I shall scrim and save this month..for a better future

back from plaza as usual.. Played l4d alone since no one hears wat I'm trying to say..boring play alone

for the first time I realize I'm nothing to anyone..for 3 years in my poly life I everytime jio my friends out all not free..leaving me alone..this has been hard on me..from today onwards I shall pamper myself for wat I have lost in all this meaningless years of my sickening life...not pointing fingers at anyone..it's just that I'm always at fault not heard...well done..

Fucking full of rants hates post yea..i feel so heartache to type all these out.. On my way back home my heart is like being stepped on..perhaps leave me alone as usual and I will be fine in no time

I'm sorry I let down all those ppl who have been constantly trying to help me..really sorry

todae work was chaotic..expected lo..sibei dulan and tired..dun want say le..only make me boil..for the first time i so heat up cos of 1 thing..i need more green tea dawg!

l4d as usual..jenifer drove us there! so much jokes lo weijun and jenifer..can argue all day long...hahah..whose tummy bigger! lol..then watched them makan and homeed now..

later going to ahma house..its been awhile since i go there..like after cny..mami say she misses me lol.." ah ah yang..zi si git piang ah?" lol sad all only want to watch me go in army..

k..maybe later if im back early i want go eat mixed grill or seasfood platter at bliss..anyone want to share with me? dun say i selfish eat all alone lol..

im so uber happy with moi pay this month! save save save! mother is da best!

edit: im so wols lol..just realised today its mayday! WHOOHOO!

last night work was boring..and again...i was told not to help them..true but i cant stop moving..if not i will be bored..dam..so hard to work now..

rip melissa toh..i dunno u completely but i hope u will find a better place out there

i guess today work will be cui..as it is holiday eve..plus friday somemore...gonna work like shiat and this place wont even acknowledge ur hardwork..shall l4d tonights to vent moi anger..

so maybe...

Last night work was tiring but fun..cos soon and naren finally came back to work..just a look at them made me in the mood to work lol..yea started work at 3..new chairs at deck..me and zw help arrange the new chairs..dam class and nice..super satisfied..thunderstorm in afternoon so sians..nothing to do lol..requested to go off at 11 but in the end didn't have..hai so tired manx

I wanna watch iroonman 2 next week!! Whose in?

I'm so bored someone entertain me pl0x? Lol

Dam ulcer in my mouth so pain..just woke up working at 3 later..so dun feel like working...shall request go home early tonight.. Dun want to run my ass like shit for them again...

Kk mop floor later before work..so hard to be a good son lol

spent a little time with myself just now..feeling so awful again..3 years of poly life what i have achieved..ok its a diploma that i had already had in mind before i started poly...but thru the whole process did i really learnt,enjoy the journey..i told myself..somewhat yes and no..learnt definitely yes..i proud to say i gain quite alot of knowledge on electronic stuffs..but the main problem is i dunno how to apply all i learn on daily life...which is quite sad..just like programming..its a language u learn..just on how u use it, how u want it to be ur way..i really enjoy someparts of my poly life..but seriously saying...i think im lost in polylife..i think i have changed alot since secondary...and totally different at the end of poly life..sadly there is no one who can see how i changed from secondary to end of poly...i need some lifestory talks man

whatever happens to me in the future..i will just tell myself..life stills goes on..nothing is forever..sad also 1 day...happy also 1 day..why not happy all day long..simple as that

britpop oasis rules...make me drift away from all thee problem in ma life

Last night work was slack...till super sleepy bordom super stupid ATM card eat my card when I try to withdraw money...just back from bank with jeolyn and slack at bliss ate hoe dory super nice and full...night is here and I wasted another day like that.. Shall train on guitar tonight

today cook pasta seession was fun..but i dam failed lol..nvm i shall improve...was sleepy thruout...lied down aawhile to rest...thanks wei jun for cooking the pasta mans...although it is not as good as bliss de la lol...had a fun day indeed..

work was crap just nows...eyes wanna close..feet no strength at all..guess it is my retribution for not jioing jeolyn weijian go cook pasta session...im sorry..alot ppl send home at 10 and 11..in the end left me close deck alone..stack chair...chase customer out...change candle...keep trolley...lock chair..close shutter...lock maindoor...lock fridge...dam...im really that breathelees after i finish everything...super awfull..eyes skin hair dam dry no life...i shall recharge naos

not to forget coming friday is the release of ironman 2! wwho wanna watch tell me now if not i go watch alone..knights ppl

today work was shit...totally piss by the sheledule next week..i wana take 1, 2 days off to rest..and i promised myself that ever since i graduated..yes i graduated..but does it mean can abuse me? im also human pls..running my ass here and there chiong here and there..pushing myself to the limits and doing my best during work and asking a little bit also cannot...i dun want this situation to go haywire mans..ima so softhearted

as usual l4d after work..got new map! so dam nice manx...like the new weapon..and the last part is uber cool..got l4d1 de ppl help..lol..so power..then market...just back..later going cooking pasta seesion at jason house..plus im working at 6 laters! omg..powerpack..

today work starting is dam chiong..then slowly slack...dun wanna say much..dunno why i care so much for others..see xianglong food runner so chiong i see le volunteer help him cover him for his break...in the end made myself more tired...nah..im too kind..chey! release at 1am...then slack at the back talk talk lo..actually wanted to l4d but majority not interested so go home lo...lol..sometimes i see the kitchen staff work i always laugh to myself...dam funny they work...kon always say nb..i find it funny...uncle daryl always say diu la!..i also find it funny...tiru work at the deep frying section i find it even more funny lol..and not to forget the auntie "ummm...umm...UMM!!" lol daryl always make fun of her..so bad...rawr...im so childish to find all these little stufff funny...yes i am..

see how tml afternoon if i can wakeup i will cook pasta...and ya..im super lazy now..tired of asking here and there who free to come pasta session..sorry for my greediness to eat the pasta alone

suddenly i have the urge to learn how to play wonderwall on guitar! wei jian lend me your guitar ! wakaka...i know i cant master it on 1 night..but still worth trying rights?

chipsmore + green tea = i like!

i feel like im the root of all evil

today work was power ranger...7pm only 4 ppl..so little ppl..weijian alone open deck i want go help but i food runner..sorry sial...then they open the shelter i look up suay suay 1 branch hit directly in my eye..dam pain man...dun want to say much about work...zzz kon kip saying my 232 story..yada yala..im 232 boy now..wth lol...laugh so loud somemore...

cindy husband brought her puppy over to bliss..so dam cute!...keep licking only lol..4months old..stomach so big lol..overfed..then ate chicken wing mingfeng bought..thanks! still hungry..ate cha kueh..song song

tml afternoon going to ttsh with dad to checkup...hope i can wake up laters..working at 6 laters..hope can on time back for dinner

why i seem to be so forgetfull lately..lost my appointment card left hp bill at carson house..am i normal?

dunno what haappen to everyone recently...i dun want to ask doesnt mean i dun give a dam...just dun use something else to forget it..it will still be here...i admit we are stuck in this vicious cycle all the time..trying to getaway..once u getaway one day u will still have to face it...just 顺其自然..u cant denied nature..life is a routine sadly...just different on how u take it..just some words to say..hope i can do some help

today had a super long tiring day..but it was kinda fun luh...dam it..why always ppl want to bluff me...met up with xianglong at 401 kopitiam..saw kon...then i thought he going somewhere else...xianglong say he go meet his gf and kon say he go drink...and i believe them both and assume kon going meet his gf drinking...then cindy came to fetch us he also board the taxi..i was...ok lo..

the wine expo is super big!...tasted alot of diff kind of beer...xianglong dam funny lo..ask for erdinger dark at bliss supplier..tio punishment drink jagermister..walk around makan all sort of diff things...too bad we didnt went to hall 2 which had alot ice cream and choc as we were lazy to walk from hall 6..lol..had alot of fun with them..makan at kopitiam..thanks cindy for the food!...then waited for taxi..lol..by the time we reach bliss already 8pm...then start work lo...dam headache siol...and keep sweating like dog..finally ended work..everyone also very very tired...jess is dam funny can..lol..keep saying i seh seh..then she also almost drop the erdin glass..had a super fun day ppls..thank you you...

i guess i should learn to let loose of myself sometimes..like i always very stress..high alert all times...sometimes i dun understand why i dun get along well with regular customer..not say got problem with them...just like no topic to talk about..or dunno how to entertain ppl..randomm

kk my head and knee is like breaking..dam irritatting

it starts now

today had a super long day alone..bus to alexander hospital..5min checkup only wtf..i abit confuse now..the blue paper that is suppose to be fill up by the doctor and send back to cmpb got 1 part say i no need come back for furthur appointment..i dam happy..thought got pes liao..but the appointment card write june 2nd got another goddam appointment..so wat is it they want man..gonna call them soon to clarfy...

super tired and hungry after the long bus ride..cook pasta for myself makan..not so success lo..the cream sauce like funny...put alot alot le still dry dry de..lucky they no come today lol..yea..postpone to next week..

tml morning going to some wine expo with jenifer christine cindy xl jess and me...that xl anyhow call my name only..tio sabo again..nvm la..just go see..maybe can learn more stuff..plus got free food and wine of course

kk later going out to mail my the bluee paper and settle some bill...so sleepy luh

checkup this uber cool website http://www.instantsfun.es/ so fun can create own ringtone

kk afternoon went back to nyp meet up soon for dinner...i so good right..i miss the food there...too bad first day school dam crowded..ate at outside kopitiam...fyp..times where i thought alot..haha..nvm now its all in the past..jiayous soon!

then went to ntuc shop for rc sauce..eh..dunno i buy correct anot..dun care la..white colour means cream lol..also bought 2 bottles of red wine..buy 1 get 1 free..value for money right...maybe see how tml open 1 bottle...

just now on funshion watch how to train your dragon again..notch bad..shall explore more..

tml 3pm checkup AGAIN..nb..hope this is the last one...gimme a definite pes pls! should be fast tml cos just see doctor only...then hope can rush home to prepare food..who ish free de can come up help help..

kk i feel like shitting like now..after eating ytd curry lol...kbai

ok...im back...20+ hours of sleep....first thing i thought of was the kitchen..dam hungry when i wake up...didnt had dinner last night as i didnt manage to wake up lol..still hungry again

ytd blood donation with yulin and carson..stella came along also..but she cant donate cos iron lvl too low..lol...almost fainted sial when after donate...suddenly hand and legs feelvery weak...vision see 2 images..and head very heavy..then doc check me and let me rest for sometime..maybe because i didnt sleep last night because i was watching some l4d funny clips.i shall post some here








and this is the pwnage that i cannot tahan lol



lol my whole night till morning..then blood donation..

today work punch in at 6 as i expected they will short of staff and heavy rain and got function...been feeling so weak thruout the night..work was peaceful until 1 outdoor table make noise..dam..i hate this kind of ppl..always like tat..retribution shall befall them..other than that not much problem todays except im feeling giddy throughout the whole night and i cant believe actually manage to suvive the night lol

yea...comfirm naos..cooking pasta on tuesday as i have to work thursday...who ish free de can come earlier help me outs..dun be shy come on friends

k..just back from market...gonna bathe and get a long deep rest...curry dinner tonight!

dont wanna think about it

today ish nb kanpua crowded...i feel so bad..did alot stuff that disapoint alot ppl...jalex call me camp outdoor..but then i see bar de drinks like alot alot till full liao...then i see liao also will take de ma..run in and out...left xianglong outside alone...sorrry xianglong ps u..=(..dun dulan me pls...sometimes..i find it hard to be bad guy...i was told to learn to be one..wtf..

did arrangement for function tml...1am do till 2am+...dam tired...sorry jeolyn...ima really thristy and really need to drink and weijian also hungry...tml...i steady with you!

xianglong...random but i find it true..大好男人..really great knowing you...

kk...bloody donation tml...carson and yulin and stella..know how to come right? if not call moi now!

小心 elbow 你啊! LOL

today work ruined by heavy downpour at 530...cleaning chairs and tables all the way till 730+..deck ish dam busy that time..customer come in and out and chairs table still wet...after that abit slack le...working with xianglong so fun lol..wanted to drink but beer not chilled and we want to drink de dun have sell...so l4d at plaza lol..steady ah..then now back home..

kk..updates sunday cannot cook as im working...either monday or thursday nights who wants??

and final call for blood donars! saat morning who wanna come?

what do u do if your favourite chocolate is sold out

Today work was kinda boring..crowd came in near to closing..dam..have to open table till 48.4..tmnnd..plus that stupid table 79 is make us dam suay lo..dun want say le damnation

ok due to the overwhelming responese by everyone...i decide to organize a cooking/eating session next week..please ppl tell me when u are free so we can meet at my house to cook/eat..spread the words around and confirm with me by this sat..who is very kind de can also pei me go market get ingredients..that will be awesome lol

and i really feel im lucky to meet the bliss clique cos they have an impact in moi life..u know who u are..thank u for constantly reminding me what to do..what i did wrong...jokes u told..and many many more..i think i should lock myself in my rooom someday to reflect on myself..i feel i haven reflect on myself for like so many years..thats why all these time im lost within myself again and again..thank you

ytd work was ultimate bored..really no mood to work...dunno why..request to punch out at 10...thanks ah long! ate spag rc brat at back with jeolyn and layyen....then waited for the rest to punch out..off to plaza pool..l4d...at least im happy for awhile there...
sent jeolyn home and accompany kon buy food then home...

so wtf is wrong with me

kk enuff rants huh..later dunnoe some ppl say me...

omg lol i just found this super funny pic online

LOL dangerous

ytd off day..cook spag with tomatoe...like alot sia i eat all finish lol..maybe next time i should add in some toppings lol..

then at night went to bliss with jason drink...dam shiok drink tower...everytime work is i pump..now got ppl pump for me lol thanks ah..lol then went to plaza with jeolyn weijian eugene kon in eugene's car...dam fun lo last night...laugh like no tml only..ok la at least they are happy...

dam im still sleepy after so many hour of sleep...upstairs renovation drill here and there plus hot weather really piss me off..

k working at 7 tonights cya all

today start work at 6..dam dam dam busy...running in and out like shit only...finally 7pm ppl came in and i dun need so chiong le..nothing much happenn..dam bored all the way till closing...wash popcorn machine till shiny..makan and homed..

just received letter for my graduation..i can invite 2 ppl to witness me get diploma from the director..ask my mum..her reply like vague lei..dunno wat meaning..dam wat should i do if she dun want come

coming sat blood donation drive!! who wanna comes! confirm got me carson and yulin...comeon ppl...time to do some good deeds to atone ur sins in the past LOL

kk..tml off like finally...gonna try cook spageheti in the afternoon...dunno why got a sudden interest in cooking lol..very gian to cook sial...who is brave enough to test my cooking? lol

and rip mr president
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/rtrs/20100410/twl-oukwd-uk-poland-president-crash-bd5ae06.html

today work with the guys at deck..dam fun..so long no nan ren dang jia lol...xianglong went off early as he got meet gf next day..buay steady lol..jk..dam busy in front..tio scald by the gratin sauce..the sauce on my finger for like 10 sec lo...dam hot and pain...then time pass slowly..crowd came and go..so another day has passed...now at lan shop with carson weijun and lianghao..thanks bros

off to market laters..and working at 6 laters...sians..i somehow dun like working at bliss nows..its the people that made working fun..u know the feel? lol yea

k ima hungry now maybe breakfast then marrket...

come on push me to the limits and i will blow up

today had a bad day working..new menu out..alot stuff dunno..send wrong food to wrong customer..tio shoot by customer...tio shoot by kun...really feel like crying when he shouted at me why i study so many books simple maths also dunnoe...just grab do anything i see to make myself forget all these..i really dunno why like tat..requested to go off at 1...drink with them at back then pool

my words are never heard
i tried to talk but no one will listen
i tried to care but no one gives me 1 chance when i seriously care

not being emo..just voicing out my thoughts since im not heard in real life

i just wanna get over this asap

k working at 6 laters cya all

outing was great ytd! thanks ppl! i think i spend the most on eating only lol..then went to play pool with jason till 12+ while the rest went to kbox...i dun really sing lol..then l4d with the rest till 4 then home..sibie tired..hope to have more of this outing next time!

cheese + pineapple+ tomatoe=(Y)!

k weekend here again..gonna work work work...sians hope it dun rain later

school also opening for alot ppl..more sian very hard to meet up le

and yea good news just received my graduation date...20 may thursday 10am...next month luh...super happy la can wear the graduates robe..like professor lol..then can invite 2 ppl to watch me go stage take diploma from the director of SEG siol...wanted to call my parents go but they both very hard to walk lei..how how how..

the grass on the other side is greener...but after sometime u will find it no different to the other side

today checkup at alexander..took mrt to orchard to change bus 14 go there...damnation..i got lost in orchard road lo..came out of the wrong exit..spend 30mins walking around to look for the busstop last time i took...ask at least 3 ppl for directions..dam paisei i ask china ppl somemore..in the end walk aroud the ion shopping mall then saw the bus stop..dam sweaty after that...think i should go out more often

checkup..was song song ah lol..the doctor poke the ultrasound probe at me so pain..then second checkup need a parent or guardian to give conssent..cos running the threadmill scare heartattack lol..call mummy to come down..lucky my uncle free haha

im so in love with u! happily ever after lol

kk super tired after running outside all day..let me catch my breathe

last night afte work drink drank drunk..lol..finally settle the heineken in my fridge..homed at 4+ woke up at 11am lol...bodyclock spoiled

got a new hoot tooday! singtel shopp alldun have the samsung galaxy i wanted...took the same phone as weijian lol...dam nice la..super love the crystal touchpad..

work just now was ok..tired and checkup tml 9am..sianzs..have to like chiong down just for this..and another appointment at 2pm..ima so demoralised

getaway i like!

stop crying your heart out

last night work was ok...alot customer at start..kitchen slow outside deck table 83 75 57 56 all ask pasta haven come..dam paiseh..chiong in and out send food..after that ok le...payday get only 500+ abit little..must sheng this month..and yea thanks mr hock! pay raise!

punch out at 11...share money with jeolyn and ruth buy chiavs drink...abit seh..kk i know im drunk lol...then went to plaza l4d versus...like fun only lol..so steady...play till 3 then homed...

last call wednesday who free pei me all day go hospital...sianz manz

tml i can change phone! yea i like!

k tonight working and tml work..i sorta dun work weekdays...hope it will be fine later on so cya ppl

night cycling next week anyone?

met up with jeolyn for dinner before work...said something about me which i sort of didnt realise..maybe i have really changed..thanks for pointing out this anyways...u must cheer up ok? the aura u give very scary siol..last night work was boring..keep raining..no tentage..got umbrella runner lol...like fun only..keep finding stuff to do...popcorn machine is back! like lamb huh..lol..when i was washing the poopcorn machine reminds me of mr jit and mr gopal...those days were nice...

back from market as usual..this week quite difficult to come home cos of the heavy rain..wanted to walk home la...but i think i will get sick..so took bus..dam heavy la carry up and down the bus...

payday today! like finnally! must 省省省，妈妈最棒！ lol

ok gonna sleep now..working at 6 again laters..cya ppl laters

im always serious

today is kanpua boring neh...start work at 6..ok la.starting busy but then behind sian and slack..really no mood to work cos i seem to cant concentrate and keep my eyes open..force myself to work till closing...swee swee 2am close shop..16 hours 72$ earn today i like!

back from pool and l4d session just now..power ranger..play till the shop close...fun lo..next time jio more ppl come versus! like 1 team too strong the other too weak no fun luh hahaha

k gonna sleep now and wakeup later..working at 6am later so cya all laters

caught clash of titans with hanbin ytd..very nice but watch too long very headache...abit disapointed cos i thought the movie is about a war between the gods..but overall it was awesome...medusa dam imbal lo..look her in the eye and u will become stone

last night work was shiiit...dam busy for a thursday..machiam like weekend...finally work ended and super hnugry..makan at 401 then home...slept for 11hour straight...

and last night at 401 kopitiam i saw a green asteroid/meteor/ufo watever la..like zoom down very fast then no more..i swear i saw it..dunno wat it is lo

and next wed i have 2 checkup at alexander hospital 9am and 2pm...any kind souls free to accompany me? im sick of going there alone

kk going to work at 6 laters...hope today crowd not as bad as ytd